Feng Che's recent state has been very poor, this is something that anyone who is slightly familiar with him and has seen him recently can see, that kind of appearance of few words and dark eyes, it can be said that it is almost not what should appear on him, this abnormality, naturally also aroused the curiosity of many people, and the worry of a small number of people.

"Still don't want to talk to me?"

In the corner of the cafeteria, Xiying and Feng Che sat opposite each other, looking at Feng Che who didn't say a word in front of him, just lowered his head to eat, Xiying's eyes were a little helpless. It's already the third day, although when she came back, she found that something was wrong with Feng Che's emotions, but at that time, Xiying just thought that Feng Che was overworked and injured to be in a sluggish state, but until now, seeing that Feng Che was still like this when he got along with him, Xiying had to make some attempts.

Slowly stopping the action of eating, Feng Che looked up at Xiying, although he didn't show a smile, he still tried his best to carry a trace of warmth in his eyes, and his eyebrows and eyes were gentle, so as to show favor to the other party. Of course, Feng Che knows what this girlfriend wants to express, who can be said to be so perfect that he can't be better, in fact, why doesn't he know that he is in a rather 'eye-catching' state now? Feng Che knows better than anyone else, but although he is clear, this time, he doesn't want to hide this emotion - whether he is playing a role or not knowing the general situation, Feng Che this time, for some reason, is quite reluctant to lock this gloomy mood in his heart, especially when he has to show an optimistic appearance.

"Xiaoying, you don't have to worry about me." Putting down the spoon in his hand, Feng Che said softly: "I'm a person.. You also know that although I am like this now, it will not be long before I return to normal? Hey, speaking of which, I seem like I've been pretending to be deep in front of you many times? You don't hate me, do you? ”

Seeing that Feng Che could still joke with herself, although she knew that this was a deliberate move by the other party, Xiying was still slightly relieved, after all, from her perspective of not knowing the truth, Feng Che's strange emotions this time were not too different from the previous times, so it should not have any serious consequences.

It's a very uncomfortable experience to get along with Feng Che with this kind of emotion, even if Xiying is not surprised, or rather, it feels even worse.

Obviously, the other party behaves quite calmly, and he can't find any fault with receiving people and things, and even he will be a hundred times more careful than usual, and get along with people in a 'gentle' way - but the problem is that he is Fengche! Feng Che, it shouldn't be like this!

Fortunately, Xiying, who 'deigned' to be Feng Che's girlfriend for so long, although it was obviously the first experience, but in the end she still showed a magical generosity, she didn't get angry because Feng Che was cold to some extent, not to mention arguing with Feng Che in anger, she had a cold personality and only changed when she came in, she just patted Feng Che's shoulder lightly after the meal and left directly, and Feng Che just stood in place and was indifferent.

Because he understands, Feng Che knows that Xiying's behavior is not a sign of anger, so there is no need for him to apologize to the other party.

Because of understanding, Xiying didn't grasp the wind and chatter, while remaining concerned, Xiying was still calmly watching and watching.

It's just that Feng Che understands that Xiying doesn't know, and what is bothering the two of them at this moment is not a level problem at all.

……

After the meal, since Xiying had left, and Feng Che, who had an explosive mentality, had no idea of going to training or going back to the house to rest before, he kept on his feet, unconsciously, until he noticed the light that suddenly appeared in front of him, Feng Che suddenly realized that he had subconsciously walked to the edge of the base - the wasteland that seemed to have an inexplicable attraction to him.

Some time ago, Feng Che happened to hear that with the accumulation of resources and the gradual improvement of various equipment, the organization seems to have a plan to develop this wasteland, whether it is used for cereals, vegetables and fruits planting, or scientific and technological project research, or directly used as an open-air experimental site, it is possible, after all, such a large safe area, it would be too wasteful to abandon it all the time. It's just that now, the organization hasn't started to clean up the area, so Feng Che can hang out here for a while as before.

The wasteland is still the wasteland, as if it is now the safest and most leisurely area in the world, after the snow in the middle of winter, stepping on the threshold of spring, there are dots of green everywhere, the grass is far away but there is nothing, Feng Che clearly sees the mounds dotted with starry vitality in the distance, and when he comes closer, it seems to be hidden, and there is no abruptness on the land.

Call.

The weather was good, and the clouds were floating leisurely, so Feng Che sat on top of a mound, with his hands behind him, looking at the sky above him that seemed to be getting higher and higher, and even the haze in his heart seemed to blow away some of the breeze blowing beside him. In fact, Feng Che didn't even notice it himself, compared to his room, although there were all kinds of supplies and equipment, here, it gave him more of a home feeling.

Good times don't last long, and Feng Che didn't have time to immerse himself in this state for a long time before he was directly pulled back to reality by a familiar voice.

"Sure enough, it's here."

The cold voice was not loud, but it was just enough for Feng Che to hear it clearly.

"Looking for me? Going to talk about that so soon? I thought it would take a long time for you to set things up. ”

Knowing the identity of the person who came, Feng Che didn't turn his head back, and he didn't even change the posture of supporting his hands behind his back, his voice was lazy, and his eyes narrowed.

"You're right, according to my thoughts, I did plan to make some necessary preparations, but I think I should have made it clear to you earlier..." Chu Li didn't need to be polite with Feng Che, and stepped forward and stood not far behind him: "If it weren't for the way you look now." ”

"What 'does this look like me'?" Hearing this, Feng Che seemed to have a hint of a smile and asked, "Then I'm curious, can you find some short adjectives to describe what I am like now?" ”

Hearing Feng Che's tone, Chu frowned without a trace, and decisively chose to give up the topic, and said instead: "The next conversation between the two of us, no third person can hear it, since you seem to be a little reluctant, then I'll speak first." ”

After that, Chu Li paused, he seemed to be waiting for Feng Che's refutation, but in the end he couldn't wait, a little disappointed, but Chu Li also had to say: "The 'truth' that came from Chen Da's mouth before... The shock of the content should be gone, and as for the things that have happened, even if we discuss it now, it is useless to think about it, and what I found to tell you today is what we need to do as 'people who shouldn't have known this news'. ”

Another meal, but Chu Li still couldn't wait for Feng Che's words as he wished.

"Your emotional performance in the past few days has already told me what kind of negative impact the news has brought to you, and it is because of this that I had to find you in advance - I am just worried, most of the time you are very calm, in fact, in some certain moments, you are extra emotional, will you do anything excessive because of this, if so, not to mention whether your behavior will kill you, but at least it will affect my plan."

Chu Li's words were cold and ruthless, but Feng Che's silence as always, how could it not be so?

"If you don't speak, then I have to make it clear to you, so that you don't have to play stupid with me in the future." Chu Li took a breath, inexplicably, he seemed to be enduring some kind of anger: "You are also a smart person, then you also know that smart people should not have the appearance of knowing that kind of truth." There are all sorts of explanations for your anomaly these days, but I hope you'd better put it away quickly, and while it's unlikely that anyone will be able to deduce anything from it, I just don't like the word 'what if'! In addition, since I want you not to behave, then naturally, in terms of action, it is better not to even think about it, after all, no matter what you do, it is meaningless. ”

After saying these words, Chu Li stopped for the third time, staring at Feng Che's back with his eyes, this time, he finally didn't disappoint him, Feng Che finally opened his mouth.

"Meaning?" Feng Che smiled, and his laughter was dry: "The surname Chu.. I didn't make a malicious conjecture about you, 'Your parents died when you were a child, and you've always been alone', but depending on your age and who you were before that, you should be a person with children, right? ”

Just this sentence was like a sharp arrow, directly inserted into Chu Li's heart, making his whole person stagnate, and the words that had been prepared were directly forgotten in his mind.

Feng Che didn't continue to speak after saying this, and Chu Li, after slowing down for nearly half a minute, seemed to be annoyed and angry, and roared in a low voice: "Talk to me about family and friends? How? You want to tell me that this is actually the most difficult thing for you to let go... The least likely place to let go? Tell me this, you're going to tell me next that you're going to avenge them?! Yes, you're now a powerhouse, and you've also undergone mutant transformations, and you're the most powerful group in the entire organization... But don't forget! It's not that you're the only one who has this kind of power, not to mention the people who can take you out one-on-one, there's at least one hand here - I can too! ”

"Oh, yes, then you're really good."

In the face of Chu Li's sudden anger, Feng Che seemed light, but it was his blandness that further angered Chu Li.

"How do you want revenge? What is the end of the killing? Kill all the high-tops? Or are you willing to destroy this base directly? Quite rarely, Chu Li's emotions at the moment can be described as extremely excited: "Don't say whether you can do it or not, and don't talk about whether there will be innocent involved." Even if you actually get there, so what? What can that change? That would relieve your anger? You're not that naïve, are you?! ”

"Childish!"

Suddenly, Chu Li's words had just fallen, and Feng Che jumped from the ground like an angry lion, staring at Chu Li with wide eyes. His appearance against the decline just now was as if a volcano that had been accumulated for a long time had erupted violently, and at this moment, Feng Che himself was the scorching hot devouring magma!

"No one should have endured such a great ordeal! No one should accept it as the only way to cope! I'm not happy that my life has been ruined! I was beaten from the world to hell! I want to get revenge on my parents! I want to avenge my friends who saw the last time I didn't know when! How? You can say this kind of thing is naïve?! Surnamed Chu, you haven't answered my question just now, but you also answered it, right? Your child, where is he now? You tell me, you say! ”

Unless he didn't speak, as soon as he spoke, Feng Che didn't think about giving Chu Li a chance to talk back, although Chu Li was so angry at this moment that his lips couldn't stop trembling, but Feng Che still had to ignore people, and yelled at the latter in a posture that was even worse than Chu Li: "Other people in the organization, other people who don't know, will my behavior make them more uncomfortable, that's my business!" They.."

For some reason, speaking of this, Feng Che was like a rocket that ran out of fuel in the middle of the way, and it turned off in an instant, losing the momentum of Fang Cai, and the whole person seemed to have introduced strength in the process of struggling to roar just now, and withered.

"No matter what." Feng Che looked at Chu Li, who turned around and left directly, his voice was extremely soft, and he didn't know who he was talking to: "After all, what you want to do, whether it's for others or for yourself, you have to do something."

Feng Che's eyes were blank, and he looked aimlessly somewhere below the mound.

There, it was the place where Feng Che buried his parents' ashes in the last snowy season, which Chu Li, who seemed to have left angrily, didn't know.

As for Feng Che, whose mind was already in chaos at this time, what he didn't know was that, as he guessed, Chu Li did have a child before - coincidentally, the baby boy who was only three months old was still eaten by his mother in front of Chu Li.

Feng Che is right, there is always something to do.

It's just that.