In the following days, Yan Yue still couldn't see Fang Xiqiao, compared to the pain of falling out of love, it seems that the disappearance of this man can make her so anxious that she can't sleep every night, or maybe she just can't sleep when she falls out of love, and she's just worried about it by the way.

Several times in the middle of the night, she wanted to call to ask if something was wrong, but in the end she withdrew her hand and put down her mobile phone.

People may be so capricious, and in the daytime, she felt that she was too stupid last night, that man might be too busy, and definitely wouldn't want to be disturbed by unrelated people with unnutritious words, and when she realized that she still had the habit of caring for that person, she packed her bags and went to City C without hesitation.

The decoration of the dessert shop is almost finished, and she has already told the decorator about the place where it should be designed, so she doesn't need to stare there.

When she arrived in City C, Yan Yue originally planned to play for a few days before going to Li Xin, but when He Qi went on a business trip to other places, she saw her at the airport, and then came up to greet her and called Li Xin to tell her, but she was originally in a bad mood and hid, afraid of passing on her emotions to Li Xin, who was pregnant, and originally wanted to say that she was coming to take a plane to another city.

But after He Qi hung up the phone with Li Xin, he suddenly lowered his head and sighed: "Li Xin's state has not been very good in the past few months, I haven't seen her smile for a long time, I originally wanted to postpone work to accompany her, but she didn't want me to accompany her, every time I accompany her at home, she always forced a smile and didn't want me to worry, now it's good for you to come, I hope you can accompany her more." ”

"Then why didn't you call me earlier?" Yan Yue immediately became not calm, she chatted with Li Xin on WeChat, and when she made a video call, Li Xin's face was very pale, but she told her that it was caused by severe morning sickness.

"Originally, I wanted to call you, but I thought that Xi Qiao called me at that time to ask me how Li Xin's mood was, saying that after you returned to Wutong City, your mood has been unstable, and he was very worried about you, so I temporarily dispelled that kind of thought, I was afraid that Xi Qiao would scold me and say that I only care about the people I love, and I don't care about the people he loves, and the rest of the words will be..."

Later, she was subjected to online violence instigated by Su Jiannian.

Yan Yue bit her lip: "Don't worry about going on a business trip, Li Xin will leave it to me here." ”

He Qi was naturally relieved, he knew what kind of life Yan Yue and Li Xin had spent seven years ago, and that kind of life was worse than death made Li Xin more willing to say all the words in front of Yan Yue without reservation, because Yan Yue would never leave her at that time, Li Xin felt from the bottom of her heart that she didn't have to care about anything in front of this person, and she didn't have to be reckless in anything.

And he once became such a person in Li Xin's heart, but because of the child's matter, he was pushed one step away by Li Xin, and if he wants to take this step again, he needs more energy to prove his sincerity.

He thought, just take your time.

He is willing to take his time.

This is a punishment for him, a punishment for him for doing something wrong.

Yan Yue watched He Qi turn around and walk to the boarding gate, and then immediately turned around and walked outside the airport, but her mind was all troubled by He Qi's words just now, and after the breakup, she heard that her ex-boyfriend was kind to her, which was really a wonderful feeling that made her mood and heart become indescribable.

She took a deep breath several times, although it is not very useful for treating that feeling, but life still needs to go on, what is sad, it is better to live hard, if the sadness is still dead with you, then take it with you to live, and then leave it halfway.

At this time, you don't need to be condemned by your conscience, just be a bad person who leaves "others" behind.

When Yan Yue took the car into Li Xin's community, she saw Li Xin standing at the door with her pregnant belly and looking around from a distance, and when she saw a taxi driving towards her, she also showed a smile on her face, and when the taxi was about to stop, she hurriedly walked a few steps forward.

"Who are we with, and we still need you to come out to greet you personally?" After Yan Yue got off the car, she went around to the back compartment to get the business suitcase she brought, and after taking out the suitcase, she took two steps back, "Master, it's okay." ”

When the taxi left, Li Xin stepped forward and reached out to help with the suitcase: "Everyone who comes is a guest, is it possible that you still want to be my daughter?" ”

"It's better to be your mother." Yan Yue took the suitcase aside and helped Li Xin to walk into the house, "I don't know how to take care of my body, He Qike told me, you haven't come out yet, look at your face is like paper, and you are still smiling." ”

Li Xin's fetus is relatively stable now, she no longer needs to be hospitalized in bed, and she can walk in a small range, but her body is better, but her heart has never gotten better: "I don't dare to come out, and I don't want to come out, at least so that I can still see Xiaoyuan in my dreams every day." ”

"You're living a negative life." Yan Yue glanced at Li Xin and sighed, "Didn't Madoka pout and accuse you in her dream?" ”

"Why do you blame me?" Li Xin shook her head, and while Yan Yue was changing her shoes at the entrance, she dragged Yan Yue's suitcase into it and put it inside, and the emotions in her eyes also mourned, "Because... I, as a mother, didn't take good care of her, so I let her leave this world so early? ”

Yan Yue pursed her lips, looking at Li Xin without speaking, she knew that Li Xin had walked into that alley, once a person walked into this kind of alley, it would be meaningless to say anything, but if she didn't say anything, then this person would completely give up hope, and the other party would feel that even others had given up on salvation, and would fall into it even more, she needed to say something, say something casually.

"Because you didn't live a good life, Madoka made her favorite mother so sad, she would also blame herself, and now you have one in your belly, if your emotions continue like this, even the happiness that is about to come will be lost, and in the end you can't hold anything, you won't get anything."

Li Xin lowered her head and didn't speak, turned around to pour water, Yan Yue sighed, wondering if she was talking a little heavily.

"Moon, you're right, if people stand still and don't move forward, then they won't get anything, and the happiness they get will be lost." Li Xin reached out and touched her bulging belly, she went to the hospital for a pregnancy test yesterday, and the doctor said that she had signs of pregnancy, which meant that she might have a miscarriage, she had already lost a child, could it really be that even this child had to be lost, "I will live well." ”

Yan Yue smiled and nodded, and did not speak again.

In the past few days at Li Xin's house, Yan Yue has accompanied Li Xin outside every day for a walk and basking in the sun, but she has also achieved the purpose of hiding in City C, if she hadn't watched the news that morning.

"Eh, isn't this your one?" Yan Yue has the habit of watching the news on time, Li Xin also remembers this matter, and when she arrives, she will turn on the TV and tune to the news channel, she wants to ask Yan Yue every time, if she has any hidden identity, a young man loves to watch current affairs and news so much, and he has been looking since he was a teenager.

Yan Yue, who was discussing with the decoration master on WeChat what style of wall lamp to want, frowned puzzled: "Which one?" ”

"You've only been out for a few days, and you forgot about your boyfriend?" Li Xin didn't suspect anything, but felt that Yan Yue's memory was bad again, "How sad that Fang Xiqiao is, and I haven't seen you call in the past few days..."

The more Li Xin spoke, the more he felt that something was wrong, and suddenly frowned: "You won't quarrel with Fang Xiqiao, that's why you came to me, right?" ”

"There was no quarrel." Yan Yueshu raised her brows, shook her head and said, "It's just that we broke up." ”

Li Xin's mood was like riding a roller coaster, she was about to exhale, but she was blocked by the second half of the sentence again, and coughed several times: "You... When did you do this? ”

"Not long ahead." Compared with Li Xin's excitement and disbelief, Yan Yue, as a party, is as calm as Sun Moon Lake in winter.

Because it was frozen, it was calm.

"The day you came to City C?" Li Xin licked her lips, and after calming down, she asked cautiously.

Yan Yue loves Fang Xiqiao very much, otherwise he would never easily change his stubborn temper and character for that man, and Fang Xiqiao also loves Yan Yue, that kind of love can be seen and felt anytime and anywhere, as if he was born to love this one woman, but why did he suddenly break up.

"No, at the beginning of the month." Yan Yue muttered, she didn't say what time it was, and she didn't think there was anything to say, she didn't have the habit of making all her private things public, so many of her former classmates didn't even know that she was in love, and now that they broke up, they still don't have the consciousness to tell the world.

Li Xin was not calm again: "How many days have passed, are you planning not to tell me all the time?" ”

Yan Yue retreated the phone screen to the main interface, glanced at the date on it, and glanced at the angry Li Xin: "It's just... Twenty days have passed. ”

Li Xin is no longer entangled in this: "How to divide it?" ”

"It's a breakup like a normal lover, don't worry, it's definitely not with a knife." Yan Yue saw that Li Xin was about to have a seizure, so she immediately put down her phone and got serious, but in fact, she didn't want to be serious in the face of this kind of thing, and talking and laughing was the best way to talk about it.

"After the college breakup, I spent almost six or seven years alone, Mr. Fang's career and life are also carried out in an orderly manner, we used to think that we had met the best partner who could end our lives alone, so we decided to be together and try the life of two people, but in the end, I found that life alone is easier."

"So I can't say how it was divided, because neither he nor I said the word 'break up', but we each have our own preferred lifestyles."

Yan Yue looked at the TV screen, and that face appeared on it again, the face that she couldn't forget, in order to distract herself, she began to stare at the details of the TV picture, but staring back and forth, all she saw was a small black mole on the man's right ear, "Fu Fan He Lang" was her first time seeing this man's amazement, and it was also her current amazement.

She didn't have this man at the beginning, and she doesn't have it now, the difference is only that she once had it now, but often what she once had was the most hurtful, the eternal thorn in her heart, and it would be a faint pain thorn from time to time.

You can't pull it out, and if you pull it out, there will be scars to remind you how deep this thorn has been in your heart, and how long this person has been stationed in your heart.

Yan Yue blinked her eyes and withdrew her gaze: "It just so happens that we all prefer to live alone, free and easy, and have no scruples about doing anything, some people love the warmth of two people, and some people love the freedom of one person." ”

Li Xin sighed, she didn't believe it, but Yan Yue's tone and expression were too much like the truth, this is Yan Yue's power, her gentleness makes you can't bear to doubt her at all, if it weren't for the strangeness that Yan Yue just captured when she looked at the TV, she might really believe this "someone loves the warmth of two people, and someone loves the freedom of a person".

When Yan Yue looked at the TV, what appeared on the TV was the picture of Fang Xiqiao being interviewed.

"How did you find out that Su concealed that his daughter had bought insurance and cheated on it?" This was asked by a journalist.

"I had a car accident in Huaicheng four years ago, and I suspected that the car accident was man-made, and I went to the police afterwards, and the police helped check the surveillance and saw Su at the scene."

The man in a black suit and a dark blue tie spoke coldly, as if he was just telling what he wanted to say in class and in court: "But because there was no direct evidence at the time, the matter was closed, but recently I saw a news about a husband who cheated on insurance and killed his wife, and thought that Su's daughter had also been in a car accident four years ago, and after linking the two things, Officer Jiang of Tuohuai City went to investigate, and finally found that Su bought a beneficiary insurance for his daughter four years ago. He also bought a second-hand car and caused a man-made car accident on his daughter, and after the accident, he abandoned the car in the suburbs. ”

"Damn, was this Su Jiannian's heart eaten by the tengu?" Before Li Xin finished reading it, he was so angry that he directly slammed the remote control in his hand, "Why is it so dark, I wanted to kill you four years ago, and I came to carry out online violence against you again this year." ”

Yan Yue was stunned, silent for a long time, her eyes kept staring at the TV, her head was running fast, she and Fang Xiqiao had talked about the car accident after they were together.

It was when she was back in Huaicheng for the New Year, and when she passed by that intersection, she casually mentioned that she had almost died there, and that there was a car that rushed straight towards her as if it had eyes, and if she had looked more closely, would she have noticed the man's eyes squinting and thinking.

The reporter then asked: "I was in a car accident four years ago, how did you learn about this incident, and how do you believe that the source of this news is reliable?" ”

The man pursed the corners of his mouth slightly, restrained the emotions in his eyes, and when he raised his eyes again, there was no flaw: "Friend, I am friends with that person, and she mentioned it to me." ”

Yan Yue took a deep breath, didn't this man have Alzheimer's disease, she could remember the casual words she said so clearly, these days, are you busy with this, but if it's all for her to be busy, then why didn't he say a word when she said she broke up, and he didn't even have a retaining look.

There is also Su Jiannian, Su Jiannian actually wanted to kill her four years ago, she couldn't believe that if that person hadn't appeared back then and pulled her aside, what would she be like now, she might have died back then.

The Officer Jiang in Fang Xiqiao's mouth... It's her cousin Jiang Feng, which means that Jiang Feng also learned about this before her.

"Moon, I remember you saying that someone saved you back then." Li Xin turned his head to look at Yan Yue, who was staying, "It just so happened that you and Fang Xiqiao were in a car accident in the same place, hearing him say this, you should have been in a car accident at the same time, could it be him..."

"Didn't you say that although you were rescued, you were also a little injured and fainted, and when you woke up, you couldn't see the life-saving benefactor, only that person was rescuing..."

Yan Yue's pupils shrank suddenly.