"Dad, my daughter is not happy in this palace at all, you have calculated your daughter all your life, you help your daughter, just this once, just this time, okay?"

"Nope." He flicked his robe, didn't even think about it, and said very quickly.

The atmosphere between me and him suddenly stiffened, and the second lady was very embarrassed to see this embarrassing atmosphere, and was afraid of provoking others, so she immediately pulled me aside, raised her hand and wiped the tears on my face with a handkerchief, and said comfortingly: "Niangniang, don't think about always leaving the palace, we all know that the palace is not a good place, and your father is also embarrassed. ”

"Dad, are you reluctant to be honored?" I let go of the second lady's hand and asked Xiangye coldly.

He snorted coldly, and said quite confidently: "Mo'er, if it weren't for your father and I still had a little influence in the previous dynasty, if it weren't for the emperor favoring you, you would have died when you were blind, and you wouldn't have the ability to protect the prince when you were blind, you don't have to be born in the blessing and don't know the blessing, and ah, you must not have such a thought, no matter how much you spoil your man, there will be a day when your patience runs out, and the person you disobey all day long is His Majesty today." ”

His words made me fall silent, and he saw that I might have calmed down a little, so he continued: "In those days when you were blind, the emperor was in front of the harem all day long for you, but there were people next to you who wanted to harm you, everyone knew that although you were abolished at that time, but you lived in Changchun Palace, the former harem didn't know how many eyes were staring at you, you were blind, you felt sorry for yourself, do you think the emperor is not sad?" He's very busy dealing with state affairs, and he's protecting you, you, you're really"

He said that he didn't know what words to use to describe it in the end, and he didn't seem to recite it in one breath, and he stopped reprimanding me.

I sat on the chair and didn't move, and he didn't seem to be willing to let me go, gasped for breath in his chest, looked at the sky again, and said, "At most, there will be a quarter of an hour left, and my wife and I will go back." But before you go, the Father has a question for you. ”

I looked up and waited for his words.

"If you really insist on leaving, are you willing to let the emperor be alone in the palace?"

When I heard this, my heart trembled, even my fingers trembled, every cell in my body refused to answer the question, I lowered my head, did not want to face the question, and turned my head bitterly.

Xiangye waited for a long time, and until a quarter of an hour passed, I didn't answer this question.

"Mo'er, this question is what Emperor Fang asked me to ask you when he was in the Heart Cultivation Palace, not for the sake of my father, you are going to thank you tonight anyway, you can answer him yourself,"

After he said this, he squeaked open the door and left with the second lady.

I sat lonely on the chair, and the whole person seemed to be defeated by the last sentence of Fang Cai.

The second lady walked back, squatted in front of me, gently wiped the tears from my face, and said with relief: "Niangniang, you try, you try to get along with the emperor, maybe, maybe you will find that many things are not as embarrassing as you think."

I didn't speak, but I still nodded, and said slowly: "It's almost lunch time, Daddy and Mrs. have dinner in Changchun Palace and then go back, we haven't eaten together for a long time."

These words made the steps of the year step back and nodded.

I wiped the tears from my face, so that no one could see that I had cried, and I prepared lunch.

The eunuch seemed to have been waiting for me outside for a long time, and when he saw me coming out, he immediately walked over and said: "Niangniang, Your Majesty has a decree to tell Nian Xiang to go to the Heart Cultivation Hall immediately, and there was an accident in the previous dynasty." ”

When I heard this, I looked at the empty courtyard of the Changchun Palace, it seems that the Changchun Palace I am looking at today is different from the past, the most obvious change is that there is no Royal Forest Army who has been guarding outside all day before, I always thought that it was imprisoning my freedom, it turned out, it turned out to be a kind of protection.

He's an emperor, shouldn't I understand him?

This question popped into my head and I was asking myself.

I know that when I thought so, I had fallen into this swamp.

Even when Daddy asked that question just now.

Perhaps even earlier, Xing Xu traced back to the first time he met him in the backyard of the Nian Mansion.

Yes, I am the concubine of the Prime Minister's Mansion, how could I not marry the royal family.

My mind suddenly remembered what he said in Baizhailou, he teased me that I was the daughter of the Prime Minister's Mansion, I don't have to worry about eating and drinking, I don't have to worry about money, that's because I am the daughter of the Prime Minister's Mansion.

And what about him, as a prince, he has become the target of others' archery, and when he didn't eat or drink, he went to eat the leftovers of others, everything he did because of his identity and it seemed that he was even more humble and low, if he was a beggar, he should eat other people's food, but he was a noble prince, he was also the child of the emperor, why did he live so hard, so dull, so depressed.

Now, he has ascended to the throne, and he deserves the throne that he can sit on today.

I thought of his mother again, he became the emperor, if his mother was to move into the imperial tomb and honor the queen mother, no one dared to say anything, but he didn't.

Maybe he's the same as I am, and doesn't like this palace.

If he can't leave, then I won't leave either.

I stood in the sun, feeling the fire of the sun all around me, I closed my eyes, the breeze blew gently across my face, my hair was curled from the bottom up, there was a subtle dance, and the black hair danced lightly, like a cheerful little man dancing happily in the wind

I closed my eyes and kept myself out of sight of everything around me, but I knew that no matter how much I kept myself out of sight, no matter how much I avoided it, I couldn't avoid such a relationship.

Since it can't be avoided, then you should face it bravely, instead of always thinking about walking with traces, after all, the world is so big, it is not the king's land,

From the moment I lived in Changchun Palace, there were so many people in the world staring at me.

Now I can still stand in the most honorable place in the country, feel the sunshine and breeze, enjoy the service of dozens of servants in Changchun Palace, and enjoy the wealth of daily brocade clothes and jade food, all this is just that I and Long Yuling are ruthless enough, we are ruthless to others, and we are also ruthless to ourselves, so that those opponents can still sit firmly on the throne of the emperor and queen while dying at home.

It seemed that I didn't nod my head, and the eunuch didn't dare to take anyone away, and it seemed that he had been out of my mind for too long, so he called me softly.

I opened my eyes, with a hint of clarity, and said slowly: "I know, you take Xiangye to go quickly, don't make the emperor wait for a long time." ”

With that, I ordered lunch to be prepared.

The corners of the clothes of the year quickly disappeared at the palace gate of the Changchun Palace, the second lady asked me to lead into the bedroom, the second lady saw the luxurious and small shaker at first sight, and immediately walked over, the trace may have just eaten, and there is a drop of milk on the side of the mouth, adding a loveliness.

"The true resemblance of this prince and the emperor."

This is what the second lady said when she saw the trace for the first time, and then looked at me, leaned over and continued: "Actually, I also heard about the prince at the beginning, and at that time, there was a lot of rumors inside and outside the palace, and the emperor did not hold the Nian family responsible, and he was already very tolerant. Otherwise, according to others, the emperor's thunderous means, I am afraid that the Nian family will no longer exist. ”

"Actually, what the master said is still right, but Niangniang, don't blame me for being thick-skinned, I'm a few years older than you, what do you think I know, when you were blind, the emperor was afraid that others would harm you, and it was a last resort to lock you up in this Changchun Palace all day, so don't blame the emperor anymore,"

"I don't blame him, I only blame myself for being blind."

I was blind, not only blind in my eyes but also in my heart at that time, and I didn't understand the difficulties of his Long Yuling.

The second lady who said this sneered, and then asked with great concern: "Niangniang was riddled with eye diseases a few days ago, and now it should be completely good, right?" ”

I nodded, remembering that Long Yuling and I hurt each other because of this eye disease, and said with a sigh: "When I was blind at that time, I only felt haze, I thought I didn't care, and when I was blind, I was blind, and it wasn't until later that I realized how stupid my thoughts were. ”

The second lady may have seen that my mood suddenly fell, and immediately changed the topic, talking about the body of the scar, and they were like good sisters to each other, she told me a lot of things about children, saying don't be a child who doesn't understand anything, and the things that children see in their little eyes are not less than those of adults.

"Niangniang, I heard that the emperor told you to bite?" She was a little embarrassed when she asked this, and there was a strange light in her eyes, as if she was asking some great gossip.

I pursed my lips, the news spread so fast, and then said: "He just brought me the abortion pill to drink, and he didn't tell me, madam, you come to judge, how can there be such a person, where can you find such a man?" ”

"Then you can't bite the emperor."

She sneered and pushed me, and then continued: "The emperor's endurance is good."

When I heard this, I lowered my head again, the more endurance I had, and when I rebounded in the coming day, I was afraid that all of them would not be able to stand it.

Immediately, I didn't want to make myself think so much, and said openly: "You didn't know when he bit me, but his mouth was ruthless, much more ruthless than me."

But she misunderstood, thinking that it was that aspect, blushing, pushing me affectionately, and said embarrassedly: "The emperor bites you, that is your love, you still dislike it, this harem is just you, who can you bite if you don't bite?" ”

As soon as I heard this, I knew that she had misunderstood, so I pulled the corners of my lips fiercely, and was about to explain something when Xiao Gong'e came in, saluted and said, "Queen Mother, madam, lunch is ready." ”

When I heard this, I put down the marks in my hand and walked out with the second lady.

When I stepped in, I was greeted by Long Yuling's affectionate eyes, I suddenly thought of what I had just said to the second lady, and immediately had a dry mouth, and actually hid behind the second lady, as if I had done something wrong, I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, I was a little cramped and uneasy, and swallowed my saliva nervously.