When I finally left, I kicked the quilt away, glared at him angrily, and waved to him very quickly: "Come, come here, I'll strip you naked, and then I'll cover you for half an hour." ”

He took off his coat and walked over to me, saying, "What is this?" This is much better than the stable back then, the smell inside the stable is unpleasant, and there is straw everywhere, just exposed to the sun, where there is a roof like now, there is a warm bed under the roof, and there is a beautiful woman without clothes on the collapse~"

His words were frivolous, as if the first half of what he was talking about was not himself, but my heart was sour when I heard it, and I took the initiative to reach out and embrace him, pouting my lips and not speaking.

"What's wrong?"

His fingers combed my hair, and he got on the bed with one foot, and sat down, as if he wanted to have a lot of big theories to theorize with me, and when he saw me lying motionless on him, he lowered his head and asked.

"It's fine."

I shook my head, but tears came out of nowhere, once, once I blamed him for why he tortured Long Yuzun so much, but now I have the answer.

"Mo'er, I told you what happened to me, not to make you cry, don't cry, good."

It seemed like my tears were wetting the clothes on his chest, so he said the same thing even if he didn't see it.

"Hmm." I nodded, rubbed against his chest, and wiped the tears all over him

"Your Majesty."

The eunuch looked inside with his head exposed at this moment, and shouted out of his mouth.

He pushed me slightly, sat on the edge of the bed, pinched my nose and said, "I didn't cry when it was so difficult, what are you crying about, be good, don't cry." ”

I turned my head away slightly, my voice was hoarse after crying, I put my face into his big palm, closed my eyes in peace of mind, and then said, "Go get busy, I'm fine." ”

"Well, I'll get busy first, if you're going out, you'll have to dress warmly, you know?"

"Got it, rambling, let's go."

With that, he pinched my cheek, and then walked out with his feet up.

He was gone, and so were the people who were following him, and it seemed to take away all the excitement, all the joy, and all my thoughts

This huge palace seems to have returned to its original calm all of a sudden, like the sea after the low tide, and suddenly fell into loneliness again.

The emperor will be lively once when he comes, and when he leaves, it will be deserted.

I suddenly shuddered in this big summer, do I really want to live my life in Changchun Palace like this, this is terrible,

I clenched my hands, I can't just do it, I can't, I can't,

I was lying on the bed, my mind was full of such a mess, until my mind was swollen, I knew that I was too scared, I was afraid of this loneliness day after day, which was different from the loneliness when I was blind, at that time I had a goal in my heart, that is, to get out of the palace, but I suddenly stayed in the palace, and all my thoughts suddenly imprisoned the four gorgeous and cold walls.

I became what Long Yuling wanted, and I accompanied him in the palace obediently, but this appearance was not what I wanted.

I stretched out my slender white hand and looked at it carefully, the scar on my arm had not faded, and I touched my shoulder again, the sword wound from the coup at the South Gate, and the tooth marks that Long Yuling had bitten before, had not faded.

It's all a bit of my past with him, and I remember that he seemed to have more scars on his body than on me.

My imagination flew far away, every thought was accompanied by the existence of Long Yuling, as if I had never thought about it before, it turned out that he had penetrated into all aspects of his life, bit by bit, food, clothing, housing and transportation, glory and wealth, all of which could not lack his shadow.

I got up and walked to the side of the shaking bed, holding the jade pendant I exchanged with him when I first met him in the backyard of my year's house.

I smiled at the trace, and then casually put on the coat he had brought in when he was leaving, and went out the door.

I was disheveled, barefoot, stepping on the ground that had been scorched by the scorching sun, and there was a hot pain, but I frowned slightly, and I held on to the vermilion railing and meandered all the way up, and there was a palace that wanted to follow, but the chief eunuch in this palace was still sensible, so that everyone retreated.

I walked to the third floor, I knew that there was the queen's court dress that Long Yuling had asked people to put away before, and the treasure seal treasure book that symbolized power and glory, the door was locked, and I pulled it hard with internal force, and I tore off the golden lock on the doorknob

As soon as I pushed it away, the already bright yellow court clothes were a little dazzling in the light of the slanting sun, and I squinted my eyes slightly, adjusting to the light in this room

I calmly looked at the brocade robe that had been carefully made by the Ministry of Internal Affairs, and I had never looked so carefully at the so-called most enviable brocade robe, and the nine phoenixes soaring under the embroidery of the bright yellow gold thread echoed the queen's throne.

The phoenix-patterned tail feathers of the court dress are inlaid with tiny pearls, shining in the sunset, and the deep and shallow gold is piled up on this incomparably luxurious court dress, which is extremely luxurious. The hundred-year-old Fengyi itself surpasses all the luxury, and from a distance, it looks like a golden glittering golden thread of clothes, and I can't help but be fascinated.

I walked into two steps, gently stretched out my hand and rubbed it slowly, and unconsciously thought of the so-called post-sealing ceremony after the moon, the scene of worship by hundreds of officials, that scene I had experienced myself, but the mood at that time was not as good as it is now.

I can feel that I seem to have watched for a long time, until the dusk sunset shines on the phoenix robe, and the nine-tailed phoenix seems to be set off and will soon soar away.

I bowed my head slightly, the glass table is respectfully blooming is the queen's crown, look at the past, a good queen's gorgeous and majestic phoenix crown, the first thing that makes me dazzling is the huge and round east pearl, at this moment in the west of the dusk looks more luxurious, crystal clear, the crown of the inlaid gems in the sunset light under the intertwined more dazzling

I thought I was very calm, and I looked at all this lightly, the world said that this is the most noble thing in the world, but I know that all things are equal, and if you put on this dress, you will have to exchange the corresponding things, such as freedom.

My imagination didn't stop, until someone behind me gently closed the door, isolating the faint of the room, the footsteps of the person who came were light, he reached out and hugged me from behind, put his head on my neck, also looked at the court clothes, and asked me softly: "Mo'er, what are you looking at?" ”

I ignored his words, I could feel that it was getting late, my feet were a little cold on the cold floor, and he picked me up, and there was no trace of annoyance and anger on his face that I did not answer his question, only the distress of seeing my bare feet.

"You said you, it's been less than ten days since you had a miscarriage, and your body hasn't healed yet, what are you doing tossing yourself like this?"

He stopped me and picked me up while saying something distressed, with a strong sense of reproach.

"You blame me wrong, I have no decoration at the moment, no clothes, no plain shoes, I just want to be your queen with such a posture, I am determined to stay in the palace, naturally I will not keep my previous thoughts, that's why I am like this, you"

Before I could finish my words, he pressed me anxiously, he rolled on the ground twice, maybe the floor below was cold, he put me on top of his body, fortunately there is a perennial cleaning here, there is not a trace of dust on the ground, so that I can clearly see myself lying on his body, his face is slightly red, and his hair is messed up

"Mo'er, can you repeat what you just said?"

He was smiling like a child at the moment, excited, but I didn't listen to him, I lay on his chest, feeling the steady and powerful heartbeat coming from his chest, and the happiness and satisfaction that was about to overflow his chest

I lay on his chest silently, with a hint of loneliness, I turned my head to look at the gorgeous costume, and said in a calm voice: "Long Yuling, let's go down, I'm hungry." ”

He didn't get up for a long time, touched my hair with satisfaction, was very gentle, nodded and said: "Mo'er, I never thought that your mind is so delicate, you are so determined, I will definitely not make you feel lonely and restrained in this palace." ”

"Okay."

With this murmuring good word, he kissed me lightly on the forehead.

My heart is very calm, calm to the extreme, this is really what Long Yuling likes, but why can't I laugh, why can't I hypocritically hook the corners of my lips and please him even more.

"I was just looking at what we will look like in the future, and how much time we will spend in the next few decades."

At this moment, I am lying to myself, he is the emperor, how can we always be so close to each other, through the queen's court clothes, I see my own struggle and compromise in this palace quagmire in the future.

He didn't say anything about this, and didn't seem to believe my words, but just hugged me tighter, but he quickly smiled again, and his tone was very brisk, and he said very quickly: "Mo'er, I summoned the cook from Baizhai Lou into the palace, and if you want to eat that imperial chef's crispy duck in the future, you can eat it at any time."

"I'm really hungry when you mention food, so let's go down."

I got up from him with a grunt, gathered up the clothes I had put on casually, and waited for him to get up from the ground and go down together.

"Ouch, I've fallen, and I need a kiss from a pretty little girl to get up."