Chapter 127: Separation
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It was dawn, and the warm sunlight came in through the gap in the curtains, shining right on Shen Zhou's face, but she didn't feel warm, but with a chill.
Light does not bring hope, but disappointment and despair.
Shen Zhou couldn't move for half a minute, Xiang Yu was still pressed against her lower abdomen, sleeping deeply, his brows furrowed, and his face looked very comfortable.
Shen Zhou looked at the beam of light, and gradually, his eyes lost their brilliance, his pupils were dilated, his face became more and more pale, and his lips were dry like the earth that had not met the rain for a long time.
How did she live like this?
Xiang Yu moved slightly, lifted his head from her body, his eyes were still closed, and he grabbed his hair casually, still like an ignorant child.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw that the sunken boat under me had lost its brilliance, like a dead corpse.
Whether you believe it or not, Xiang Yu was so frightened that he bounced off Shen Zhou's body, stared around with wide eyes, and saw himself and Shen Zhou naked, as well as a mess of bed sheets.
He hated to bite his tongue off, and he couldn't remember anything about yesterday's memory, how he got home, and how the sinking boat came to him, and he didn't have any impression at all.
Xiang Yu trembled and covered Shen Zhou, his face turned pale because of fright, and there was no blood at all.
"Shen... Sinking the boat... I... We—" He couldn't even make a word.
The circle is not much clean, and he originally felt that this kind of love was very important, but he gradually felt that it was just one night, but when things came to Shenzhou's side, everything was different.
"Shen Zhou, did I do something bad to you?" Xiang Yu is like a child, he wants to touch Shen Zhou but doesn't dare to touch it, he doesn't want to believe that it was his own doing.
Shen Zhou lay like a dead corpse, motionless, even if the sun stung her eyes, she didn't close it, as if everything in the world had nothing to do with her.
There was a violent knock at the door, rapid and intense, and it made people tremble to hear.
In the end, the door couldn't withstand it, and it collapsed, and Tang Beicheng appeared like this, and he strode inside, rummaging around, and finally found the two on the second floor.
Seeing Shen Zhou, who was lying on the bed without any energy, and next to him was Xiang Yu, who was only wearing a pair of pants, Tang Beicheng suddenly felt that his eyes were dark, and what he had been afraid of for many years finally happened.
Xiang Yu looked at the angry Tang Beicheng, only felt weak, and didn't dare to look at him at all, only knelt on the side and lowered his head, clenched his teeth, and held back the self-blame that was surging upwards.
Tang Beicheng turned his back and choked a few times, and he had been looking for it all night.
"Shen Zhou, are you going home?" This sentence made him lose all his self-esteem and all his pride, and he could never hold his head up in front of this woman named Shen Zhou.
Shen Zhou looked at his back, tears streaming down one by one, without making a sound.
She wrapped her body in the quilt, got off the bed, and protected Tang Beicheng from behind, and her tears were all smeared on his clothes.
"Tang Beicheng, Beicheng, I really don't deserve to be so compromised by you!" Shen Zhou thought in his heart, the memories of his willfulness, indifference, and questioning in the past had all turned into self-blame.
If she had been listening to Tang Beicheng's words, being beaten and scolded by Yao Lin at home, waiting for him to come back to pick her up, and staying by his side wholeheartedly, wouldn't it be better?
Everything is a reality, and if it is, it will only be if.
Shen Zhou lost his strength and slid to the ground along Tang Beicheng's figure, and the quilt also spread out, revealing a white body, Xiang Yu wanted to help her, but was kicked away by Tang Beicheng.
didn't care about helping Shen Zhou up, he grabbed Xiang Yu's collar, and his fists all fell on Xiang Yu's face, and in the end, Tang Beicheng himself felt that he was very despicable, in the final analysis, he was inferior to others, he failed to lock Shen Zhou firmly by his side, and failed to let her stay by his side with peace of mind.
Shen Zhou was lying naked on the quilt, curled up because of the cold, Tang Beicheng let go of Xiang Yu, wrapped Shen Zhou in the quilt, and left without looking back.
When Shen Zhou woke up again, he was already in the big house in Tangbei City, with a change of home clothes, everything was like the original, and it had not changed, but she knew that everything had changed.
This is the first time, after her accident, Tang Beicheng was not guarding by her side, she got up and went out to look for it, but found that there was no one at home, empty, only herself.
I turned the doorknob twice, but I couldn't open it, so I thought it was locked from the outside.
Shen Zhou couldn't help but laugh self-deprecatingly, he really locked himself up...
Ignoring the sadness, Shen Zhou filled the bathtub with water and wiped his body over and over again until every skin became red and swollen, as if a layer of skin had fallen off.
Even so, Shen Zhou still felt that it was not enough, if only he could really peel off a layer of skin.
Tang Beicheng came back very late, just put the still hot boxed lunch brought outside into her room, and went out without saying a word.
It seems that I am not ready to sleep here.
Shen Zhou ate it, feeling very unpleasant, and only chewed two bites of rice before it was over, and the lunch box that had barely been touched was thrown into the trash.
After several days like this, every time Tang Beicheng put down the food and left, without saying a word or looking at her, as if she was a dog raised by Tang Beicheng that he didn't like, and giving food was just a task.
On this day, Tang Beicheng came in, still with a boxed lunch in his hand, only a few days, Tang Beicheng's eyes were deep-set, and he didn't shave his beard when he grew out, it looked sloppy, but Shen Zhou looked at it but felt that it was very interesting.
She took Tang Beicheng's hand, looked at him with bright eyes, and smiled unknowingly.
Maybe Shen Zhou has never known whether he is alive or dead, and he is also a person who can't figure out the situation, knowing that Tang Beicheng is angry, and he doesn't want to coax, he just wants to tease.
It's just that this time Tang Beicheng didn't indulge her as much as he used to.
He pulled her hand away stiffly, and refused to look at her angrily, for fear that he would be ruthless. Shen Zhou always has to suffer a little hard, always let her know that not everything can be done by her temperament, and always let her know that Tang Beicheng is not unimportant.
Shen Zhou poked at his clothes, took out a notebook, and wrote on it, "I know it's wrong, I'll be in this house from now on, and I'll not go anywhere, okay?" ”
Tang Beicheng looked at these beautifully written words, for some reason, it was particularly unpleasant, did he really want him to be like this, and Shen Zhou would listen to him?
"Xiang Yu..."As soon as he said these two words, Shen Zhou's face changed, and he was gloomy and terrifying, and in Tang Beicheng's eyes, this was the performance of caring about Xiang Yu.
Shen Zhou picked up the notebook and continued, "I want him to die." ”
Four big words, extremely indifferent, without any affection at all.
Tang Beicheng pressed the notebook and left a gentle kiss on Shen Zhou's eyelids, in fact, Xiang Yu was already dead.
I don't know if I really have a guilty conscience, but yesterday, when Mengying couldn't find anyone else and broke into Xiang Yu's house, he found out that he had hanged himself, according to the investigation, it should have been a few days.
Before he waited for Shen Zhou's revenge, he cut off his life first, I don't know if he was smart or not, maybe he felt that he had no face to face the world anymore.
Whether it was Shen Zhou who killed him or this sad world, no one knows, after all, no one understands him, and Shen Zhou, who has always been pinned on hope, does not understand.
He has always felt that Xiang Yu is a person who has been polluted by the circle for a long time, he is sophisticated, he has seen all the darkness behind him, and he also knows to do some obscene things, all for himself.
Now it seems that he is simply pitiful. Of course, Tang Beicheng will not feel that pity is only said from an objective position, as a party, he does not feel pity for such a result, he can understand, but he will not forgive.
Shen Zhou, but he is the one who hurts on the tip of his heart.
This night, he slept with Shen Zhou, and it was Shen Zhou who took the initiative.
Shen Zhou put his arms around his neck, whether he wanted to back down consciously or not.
She opened her mouth and said, tears welling up in her eyes, "Do you think I'm dirty?" ”
Tang Beicheng kissed him without even thinking about it, how could it be, how could he think Shen Zhou was dirty?
This night, more crazy and thorough than ever, because Shen Zhou said, no, write, "Erase the traces left by Xiang Yu, everywhere." ”
Therefore, every inch of Shen Zhou's skin has left the mark of Tang Beicheng, but Tang Beicheng only feels heartache, indescribable heartache, maybe the grievance is more appropriate.
Because his women are full of marks left by others, even if he covers them up, he can't hide the fact.
After the revelry, the two lay flat on the bed, no longer near each other, as if they were strangers.
Tang Beicheng didn't seem to be able to find the original feeling, he knew that it was all psychology, but he was not a saint, he was just an ordinary person.
I understand the truth, but it's another story to do.
Shen Zhou dragged the corners of the quilt and bit his lip to death, he thought he was dirty!
After that day, Shen Zhou did not take the initiative to provoke Tang Beicheng, and only walked around the empty room by himself, unwilling to speak, and unable to speak.
Gradually, she also lost the willingness to speak, and she nested alone in a corner, and she would not react at all when she saw Tang Beicheng.
Tang Beicheng couldn't stand this state, and wanted to talk to her several times, but he was always ignored, or pretended not to see it, anyway, Shen Zhou was in a state of not wanting to pay attention to people.
He was also angry and ignored him? Ignore it, he's happy!
Everything is angry talk.
This state lasted for two or three months, Wei Lai arrived, he didn't raise his eyes, looked out the window at the scenery that Nanmu had seen, no one paid attention, Nancy hugged her calves and coquettishly, and he didn't see it.
Her figure is getting thinner and thinner, and her clothes can't hold up and collapses on her body.
Wei Lai said privately, "Take her to see a doctor, if she continues like this, I'm afraid she will get sick." ”
Before Shen Ke left, he didn't forget to tell her to take care of Shen Zhou, if he saw Shen Zhou become like this, wouldn't he be distressed to death?
Tang Beicheng took a sip of his saliva and nodded.
Where is he not worried? This kind of sinking boat is not as good as her who mistakenly thought she had AIDS at the time, at least she can make trouble, right?
Shen Zhou was pulled into the car by him, very well-behaved, as if he was a doll at the mercy of others.
When Shen Zhou arrived at the hospital, he only felt depressed, almost out of breath, and he was sitting crookedly on the stool.
Psychiatry... It's not the first time I've come, and it's a blessing that Shen Zhou can survive until now.
Unfortunately, it didn't turn out well.
"She's pregnant, she's been almost three months now."
Trimester...
Today, just three months after the incident, she was found to be pregnant.
After hearing this, Shen Zhou, who had always been expressionless, suddenly hid her face and cried, and Tang Beicheng, who was standing next to her, didn't look very good.
How... Is it that hard?
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