Chapter 157: Acceptance
The rain gradually decreased, and the wooden bridge was wet and slippery after being hit by the rain, Zhang Mufeng walked in front of her, bent his back slightly, and smiled at her: "I'll carry you on the way back." ”
Feng Tianxin was in a trance for a moment, and his memory suddenly seemed to return to when he was on the Thorn Mountain, and Qingyun said the same.
After a long time of Feng's heart and no action, Zhang Mufeng looked back at her and said with a warm smile: "What's the matter, does this remind you of your old friend?" ”
"The deceased?"
"Yes, it's a relative, a friend, or ...... Wife? ”
Feng leaned on the wooden bridge, his steps were slightly wrong, but his heart was a little messy. After a pause, she replied with a smile, and except for the slight tremor in her voice, she couldn't hear the slightest sadness.
"The old man is the old man, and even on the day I saw him, I could not see his face. After many days,...... He's thin, he's fat, and I can't see it, let alone ...... I'm afraid that I won't see him again in this life. ”
Zhang Mufeng's face was a little sad, smiled bitterly, and said: "You can, treat me as him, even if it is not to fulfill your dream, then to fulfill my dream." ”
With that, he reached out and pulled her to his back, and straightened up.
Feng Qianxin didn't struggle, obediently lay on his back, I don't know why Feng Qianxin has a kind of attachment and dependence on Qingyun, probably because she missed him too much, closed her eyes, and went back to that day in a trance.
Zhang Mufeng walked very calmly at every step, and it took a long time for her to open her lips and say slowly: "In my heart, no one can replace him, no one can." ”
Zhang Mufeng paused, and a smile gradually rose on the corner of his lips, but his eyes were a little cold from the rain.
In the past few days, Feng Qingxin has suddenly become very obedient, at least she is not rejecting Zhang Mufeng.
She obediently ate the food he cooked, and she listened carefully to what he said, occasionally interjecting a few words.
On this day, Zhang Mufeng went out early, and he didn't go home until midday.
Feng Qianxin seemed to feel that the room was quiet, and there was a sullen dead air around her, and she suddenly felt very insecure, and the despair of loss began to drown her like a tide.
Would he be disgusted with her and disgusted that she was a dying person? Will you leave her and leave her to fend for herself here...... She had to admit that the time he was away, even if it was only for a few hours, was so long that she was almost overwhelmed.
Curled up at the head of the bed, Feng leaned her face between her legs, and I don't know how long it took, she heard the sound of the door being pushed open, and then Zhang Mufeng's happy voice: "Look, what did I buy for you?" ”
Feng Tianxin's heart warmed her tears and couldn't stop, Zhang Mufeng felt her choking, began to panic, and took two steps to the head of the bed and hugged her in his arms, his voice was full of apology: "Pour your heart, I'm not here, are you scared?" ”
Feng leaned her lips and didn't speak, just shook her head blindly.
Zhang Mufeng hugged her tightly and whispered in his ear: "Pour your heart, you will treat me as him." Between you and me, we don't talk about love, we just want peace of mind. ”
Feng Qianxin slowly raised his head, and his unfocused eyes searched for his eyes in the air for a long time, and finally landed in one place, thinking that he had looked into his eyes, and muttered his words: "Don't talk about love, just ask for peace of mind." ”
Zhang Mufeng's eyes also flickered, nodded slowly, and remembered that she couldn't see, so he opened his lips and said: "You can be ruthless and loveless to me, and I'm even more right about the heartbeat I felt when I first saw you." ”
Feng was confused, staring at one side with empty eyes, his eyes were as bright as usual, just looking at it intently, motionless.
"Okay?" Zhang Mufeng pressed her again.
"Don't you feel taken advantage of?" Feng Qian didn't understand.
"Then do you feel that you are being used by your loved ones in this situation now?"
Feng tilted his head and said no more.
"You don't think so, and I don't think either."
Love has always been indescribable, Feng Qianxin suddenly understood his feelings, perhaps, for him, this is also a kind of fulfillment.
"Okay."
Each person, the person he loves is unique in his heart, and he will not be replaced by anyone, but he misses it too much, and he can try to treat the person in front of him as him, even if she uses him against her conscience, but she is going to die, so what about being selfish?
It's a good feeling too.
Zhang Mufeng took out an object from his arms, which was thinly wrapped in pink gauze, he reached out to hold her hand, and placed the object in her palm.
"What is this?" Feng leaned and twisted his eyebrows.
"Do you touch it yourself?" Zhang Mufeng seemed to be in a good mood, and raised his eyebrows to suggest.
Feng leaned in his heart and raised his other hand to lift the gauze silk, revealing a crystal round thing inside.
She stretched out her fingers and rubbed them with her fingertips, the mellow and slightly cool feeling passed through her fingertips, she raised her head and asked him suspiciously, "This is?" ”
"Ping An buckle."
"You went out all morning to buy this?"
Zhang Mufeng nodded with a smile, a smile bloomed at the corner of his mouth, leaned over slightly and said softly: "Yes, I want you to be safe." ”
A wave of emotion spread in her heart, warm, Zhang Mufeng put the peace button on her neck, looked at the green on her emerald skirt, and said with a smile: "Look, the emerald green appearance of the peace buckle is very suitable for you." ”
Feng Qianxin touched the safety buckle that fell on her chest with her hand, the slightly cool feeling made her feel very warm, she raised her eyes and smiled at the person next to her, and said: "The iris in the backyard is open, I can see it a few days ago, I saw that its bones are very good, presumably it should be blooming in the past few days, but this rain, will it wither?" ”
Zhang Mufeng smiled warmly, and responded: "Okay, yes, the flower skin is very real, what is a light rain, you like to watch it, I will go and see it." ”
The warm breeze in the summer makes you drowsy.
Sitting on the chaise longue, with the fragrance of flowers, Feng fell asleep again, and after her eyes couldn't see, her spirit was not very good.
Zhang Mufeng was in a hurry, but there was nothing he could do.
Feng Qianxin was awakened by the noise of Zhang Cuihua and Zhang Mufeng.
"Mu Feng, how can you be with such a dying person, do you really want to send her, a strange woman who has not passed the door, to the end?"
Zhang Cuihua's face turned white, she really shouldn't have introduced this gardener's work to her younger brother, she did intend to let her marry Mu Feng as a daughter-in-law, but she didn't expect it to be a sick nag, and she was about to die before they could give their old Zhang family branches, which was simply hail, which was against her original intention at all.
Zhang Mufeng pushed Zhang Cuihua out of the door, and his voice immediately became cold.
"You don't have to worry about my business."
"I don't care who cares about you, my father and mother died early, you were raised by me since you were a child, and now that your wings are stiff, don't you even listen to your sister?" Zhang Cuihua wiped a few tears from the bottom of her eyes, her fingers were clenched tightly, the roots of her teeth hurt, she relieved herself, she looked embarrassed, but in her heart, she hated the roots of her teeth for the sleeping Feng in the backyard.
"Anyway, I'll let you go back with me now!"
"Okay, you go back, I have my own opinion on this matter."
Zhang Mufeng's tone was resolute, and he was a little perfunctory to Zhang Cuihua's bitter words.
"You have your own opinions, you forgot that you have been a person with no ideas since you were a child, and I didn't do it for you, I haven't seen you for a few days, and you have even changed your temperament?"
"Okay, there are some things I know in my own heart, so I won't bother with my old sister."
"You, you, dare to talk to me like this, you grew up fighting, you are cowardly and afraid, if it wasn't for me to support you behind you, you would have been bullied to death a long time ago, and you can still live until now?"
Zhang Mufeng's eyebrows moved slightly, he seemed to be a little impatient, looking at Zhang Cuihua's excited appearance, he was afraid that he would wake up the sleeping Feng.
"I'm giving you one last chance, should I go back with me? Otherwise, don't blame my sister for being unkind to you! Zhang Cuihua pressed forward step by step.
Zhang Mufeng walked towards her slowly, looked to the side with his eyes, and said lightly: "I said, my affairs don't worry about my sister." ”
Zhang Cuihua was shaken by his words, but she still refused to give up, immediately crossed her legs, sat on the ground and beat her chest and cried.
"Oh my God, I can't live, if you have to marry this sick nag, I won't live."
Zhang Mufeng looked coldly at the dead and alive woman crying on the ground, and his eyes were bloody.
"Enough!"
Zhang Cuihua was immediately stopped crying by this roar, and looked at her younger brother who had been dependent on her since childhood with her mouth open, but she felt that the person in front of her obviously had the same face as her brother, but she didn't seem to know her at all.
Under the blue sky and bright sun, Zhang Mufeng's eyes were blood-red and weird, and in the infinitely expanding dark black eyes, there was a fierce abyss full of blood.
Zhang Cuihua was silent, got up and walked out. Zhang Mufeng opened his mouth to call her: "Sister, are you leaving?" ”
Zhang Cuihua twisted her hands tightly, turned around and forced herself to laugh and said: "Yes, tomorrow on the fifteenth, there will be river lanterns in the city, you might as well take her to see it." ”
After that, without waiting for Zhang Mufeng's answer, he left as if he had escaped.
Zhang Mufeng looked at her back and laughed coldly, but when he felt something, he immediately became nervous when he looked back.
"Pour in, did you hear it all?"
When Feng Qianxin was not blind before, she forced herself to be familiar with every corner of the layout of this house, and by feeling she raised her legs and crossed the threshold and walked towards Zhang Mufeng.
He met her with a slight apology in his eyes.
"Fall in love with ......"
Feng poured his heart into his arms, smiled at him on his chest, and said, "I heard that there will be river lanterns in the city tomorrow, you are willing to go with me to see it." ”
Zhang Mufeng was stunned for a moment, but soon came back to his senses, hugged her tightly, smiled, and said in a soft voice like the summer wind: "Okay." ”
At this time, Feng Qianxin seemed to understand something.
In fact, she is also happy, after all, the man she loves also loves her unforgettable.