Chapter 49
In the dead of night, Song Yao lay on the kang but couldn't sleep, and his mind was full of Heliansheng's figure and the words he had said.
From the first meeting, to becoming a partner, and the three-year appointment he said, Song Yao's mind was as clean as a movie, as if it happened yesterday.
"Perhaps, I should give myself a chance, even if I can't go to the end, at least I can try the taste of love." Song Yao spoke softly to herself.
Song Yao knew very well that Helian Sheng wanted to hear her farewell words the most, that is, he would wait for him to come back.
"But ......" Biting her lip, Song Yao sighed lowly, and the hurdle in her heart could not be passed.
It is too difficult for a woman who has a phobia of feelings to accept a relationship.
"No, but." Helian Sheng's voice sounded, and the person was already standing in front of Song Yao, and the tall figure blocked the only bit of light in the room, "Song Yao, my promise to you remains the same, can I wait for me to come back?" ”
"How can you trespass into my room?" Song Yao pretended to be angry and sat up, surrounded herself with a thin quilt, and glared at Helian Sheng without giving a positive answer.
"Trust me, I'll definitely pave everything and come back to you and give you the best of everything." Helian Sheng sat on the edge of the kang, took Song Yao's hand and said, "Can you tell me, why do you resist being with me so much?" With your character, you will never be stuck in the difference of identity, don't say that you don't like me, if you don't want to be with me, you won't be sleepless. ”
"Don't put gold on your face, when did I say that I was happy with you?" Song Yao wanted to withdraw his hand, but he didn't have Helian Sheng's strength, so he held it after earning it and writing it down.
"You've got it all written on your face, I'll know when I see it." He Liansheng chuckled, raised his hand to brush away the broken hair in Song Yao's ear, and said softly: "Don't embarrass yourself anymore, you should only use three years to verify whether I am worth it, and I promise not to do anything beyond the norm again." ”
"But ......" Song Yao bit her lower lip, her eyebrows and eyes were full of sadness, "I don't know what kind of past I had before, what if Yuanbao's father is still alive?" Maybe I'm a shady identity, with a past I don't even know, and when all this comes one after another in the future, how should you face it? ”
"If you mind, I will send someone to investigate, and if the truth is what you say, I will give the choice to you, and I will never force you to stay with me." Pulling Song Yao into his arms, Helian Sheng kissed her hair, his eyes full of pity.
Life is incomplete without memories of the past.
Helian Sheng didn't want Song Yao to remember the past, but if Song Yao really wanted to know, Helian Sheng would respect her choice.
"Lian Sheng, I'm afraid." Song Yao did not resist Helian Sheng's embrace, and said with a frown: "Sometimes in dreams, there are some people who can't see their faces clearly chasing me behind, I can't hear what they are shouting, and I don't know why they are chasing me, but I know that those people want my life, I can only run and run until I wake up from a dream to be redeemed." But I'm really afraid that the dream is what I have experienced, then I must have done a heinous bad thing or been persecuted. Either way, I can't compete with it now, and even if I become strong in the future, I won't necessarily be the opponent of those people. ”
The first time he heard Song Yao talk about this, Helian Sheng could only comfort him in addition to being distressed: "It's just a nightmare, with me, no one dares to hurt you at all!" ”
Song Yao didn't make a sound, only closed her eyes and quietly listened to Helian Sheng's heartbeat.
Since coming to this world, Song Yao has been working hard to live, for herself and Song Yuanbao.
There was no one to rely on, so Song Yao let herself be relied on, but she was really tired and afraid, and wanted to have a haven from the wind.
Embracing Song Yao's delicate body, Helian Sheng's eyes narrowed slightly, and his gaze fell in the direction outside the window.
Helian Sheng finally understood why he had a deep impression of Song Yao when they met for the first time, because they were all the same kind of people.
Before Helian Sheng was successful, he was assassinated in various ways, at that time, he was not hunted down in the midnight dream, even if he was protected by his father and mother who loved him, but he was still in a state of panic, and his only thought was to be strong, to protect himself and the people he cared about.
Now that he has finally done it, it has made the emperor even more jealous, and in order to be able to eradicate him, I don't know how much blood has been invested.
"Lian Sheng." When Lian Sheng thought that Song Yao was asleep, Song Yao softly called his name.
"Huh?" Helian Sheng replied lightly.
"Give me a little more time, and when I'm strong enough, can I respond to your feelings?" Song Yao closed her eyes and said softly: "I don't want to be an accessory, unless I can protect myself and have the ability to compete with you, I don't have enough courage to stand by my side." If you can't accept it, you will forget the three-year covenant, and I can't be the women in the back house who are waiting for their husbands to return and entrust their lives on men. ”
"Okay, I'll wait for you." Helian Sheng was surprised and pleasantly surprised.
Although the identity of the Nine Emperor Uncles is noble, it also represents an infinite crisis, and the reason why Helian Sheng rejects those famous ladies, one of the most important points is that those women are too delicate.
And Song Yao's independence is the shining point that attracts Helian Sheng the most.
"I know that it is not easy to become a strong person with my ability alone, so I want to borrow people from you, and I want to cultivate my own people, people who are only loyal to me." Song Yao turned sideways, pillowed on Helian Sheng's lap, and looked at him, "Also, you can't stop me from developing my career, since I chose you, I can't just be willing to be a small businessman." ”
"Okay." Helian Sheng's unconditional support, as long as Song Yao no longer rejects him, everything is not a problem, and he will solve those wild bees and butterflies in the back.
"I don't want anyone to know about the agreement between you and me until I succeed." Song Yao said again.
Helian Sheng frowned, he didn't want to agree to this condition.
But whether it was out of Song Yao's personal considerations or the troubles he was worried about, this was undoubtedly the best for Song Yao.
"Yes." After thinking about it, Helian Sheng nodded in agreement, "But I also have one condition." ”
"You say." Song Yao looked at Helian Sheng suspiciously, guessing the conditions he might propose.
"I want to know your whereabouts at all times, don't allow you to do dangerous things, only when you're alone with me, don't treat me as an ordinary partner, I want to be able to feel your affection for me." Helian Sheng said seriously.
"Is this a condition?" Song Yao rolled her eyes and asked rhetorically.
"Isn't it?" Helian Sheng smiled lightly, and the peach blossom eyes were full of spoiling.
"It's not." Song Yao shook his head.
"Will you say yes?" Helian Sheng didn't bother with this problem.
"Well...... this" Song Yao deliberately made a contemplative appearance, and before Helian Sheng was annoyed, he reluctantly said: "Okay, I promise you for the time being." However, you can know my whereabouts, and you can have people follow me, but you are absolutely not allowed to spy on my every move, let alone interfere in my affairs. ”
"As long as there is no threat to you, I promise not to interfere." Helian Sheng replied.
"Deal." Song Yao stretched out his palm.
"It's a deal." High-fived Song Yao, Helian Sheng leaned over and said, "Song Yao, at dinner, you said that my skills are not good, should I practice more?" ”
"The beauty of thought!" Stretching out his hand between the lips of the two, Song Yao snorted: "Someone just said that he wouldn't do anything beyond the norm, is it possible to break his word?" ”
"Someone didn't agree to be with me just now, here and there." Helian Sheng grabbed Song Yao's wrist and kissed Song Yao again without giving Song Yao a chance to refuse.
Without any experience, Helian Sheng just relied on instinct to linger on Song Yao's red lips, as if he were fascinated.
The night was picturesque, but the two people in the house had to guard the final bottom line, no one knew that Helian Sheng set himself on fire, escaped from Song Yao's room in embarrassment, and washed cold water in the courtyard for half an hour.
But Song Yao laughed wickedly, very satisfied with Helian Sheng's dissatisfied and complaining eyes when he left.
If a man really likes a woman, how can he sit still, just because he loves it, he cherishes it extraordinarily, and he is reluctant to take a step beyond the thunder pool.
Early in the morning of the second day, Song Yao prepared breakfast with panda eyes, and Helian Sheng would leave after eating, so Song Yao prepared very richly.
Except for Sun Ling's heartless and full meal, everyone else had no appetite because of the imminent parting.
It is even more serious than Song Yao's current black greenness, Helian Sheng not only took a cold shower, but also arranged for people to protect Song Yao's mother and son, and left Song Yao with someone who could be deployed, and he didn't take a break until dawn.
"I have prepared dried meat for you as snacks, as well as seasonings such as meat floss and tempeh, canned fish can be stored for a longer time, and those lo-mei will not be edible for a day or two at most." Sending Heliansheng out, Song Yao didn't know what to say, so she explained this, hoping that Heliansheng could live more comfortably on the road.
"Okay." Helian Sheng replied simply.
The two walked at the end, Helian Sheng took Song Yao's hand, and when he saw that she was about to break away, he whispered: "No one will see it, if you struggle again, you will let others notice if you don't keep it." ”
"Words don't count." Song Yao was helpless, so she had to be led by Helian Sheng, but her heart was sweet.
It turned out that being held by someone I liked, it was such a feeling, warm and reassuring, and I really wanted to let go for the rest of my life.
"I've already arranged the staff, they're all around here, and when you need it, give the porter a call, and he'll call them all." Helian Sheng lowered his voice and instructed.
As for the identities of the Qingshan brothers, Helian Sheng is not to put it bluntly, and Linfeng is even more invisible.
Nodding slightly, Song Yao paused slightly, looked up at Helian Sheng and said, "After you go back, if it's convenient for you to have someone bring a letter back." ”
After speaking, Song Yao felt that it was inappropriate, as if she was a poor woman looking forward to her husband's return, and it seemed that she was in an outer room that could not see the light.
"Forget it, you have so many things to deal with when you go back, don't take care of my side, I'll take care of myself." Without waiting for Helian Sheng to speak, Song Yao changed his words.
"I will write to you, and if you miss me, let the porter deliver the message." Scratching Song Yao's palm, Helian Sheng turned his head sideways and whispered: "Don't underestimate that little old man, he is the best among the secret guards, his kung fu is much higher than the two you bought, if you want to go out in the future, you must take him with you." ”
"You actually let a master guard the door!" Song Yao was surprised, if it weren't for Helian Sheng saying this, she really didn't find out that the porter was actually a master.
"People can't be disguised, but he is the one left behind by my father, but he is tired of fighting and wants to live an ordinary life, so I put him here." Helian Sheng's tone was flat, but there was a little sadness in his eyebrows.
Hearing this, Song Yao hurriedly shook his head and said, "That being the case, I'd better not disturb him, I'm not a big person, and I'm not so dangerous." ”
"Fool." Rubbing Song Yao's hair, Helian Sheng chuckled and said, "Since I left him to you, he is your person, and it is his blessing to do things by your side, and it is far less complicated than being by my side." At least, he won't see anyone he doesn't want to see. ”