Chapter 239: Final Breakoff
Xiao Xu asked worriedly, "Is this food not to taste?" ”
"I don't want to eat, don't let me eat." An Muhan leaned on the bed and rinsed her mouth several times.
Xiao Xu hurriedly removed the things and cleaned up the bed, "Okay, okay, don't eat first, Sister An, you can rest first." ”
An Muhan's mouth was full of bitterness, she was not in the mood to eat at all, she felt that her intestines had completely stopped working, and the whole person was like a dead old tree root, buried in that snowdrift, numb and desperate, life was like dead rotten water, and she could no longer arouse any hope.
An Muhan slept soundly this night, and for a while she saw the news all over the city saying that she was a wicked girl who stepped on two boats, and for a while she saw He Changyu holding those photos and was angry and wanted to cut her off, and for a while she saw Yan Lincheng coming over with a proud face, so that she could see clearly what the fate of betraying herself was.
She knew that these were dreams, but she always felt that they were reality, and after a night, An Muhan's eyes were bloodshot, and they looked a little scary.
"Sister An, are you okay, you look so weak now." Xiao Xu probably didn't sleep well, with two big dark circles under his eyes, and his eyes were full of worry.
An Muhan shook his head, "I'm fine." ”
"Sister An, why don't you rest for a while, your spirit looks bad, it should be better to sleep for a while." Xiao Xu said.
An Muhan got up and looked at the magnolia flowers on the windowsill in a daze.
Even if she replaced her favorite lily, the beauty and fragrance of magnolia were very similar to lily, just like she thought that she could start again if she replaced all her preferences, but the dozen photos of Assistant He knocked her back to the prototype.
"Perhaps, this thing was wrong from the beginning." An Muhan said in a daze, "If you can't get it, you shouldn't force it." ”
"What?" Xiao Xu asked suspiciously.
An Muhan raised his lips slightly, "From the beginning, I shouldn't have provoked Yan Lincheng, so that I wouldn't be framed and killed Grandpa Yan, I wouldn't spend all my An family's property to help him, I wouldn't be entangled in this love and hate with him for a long time and couldn't get out, I wouldn't meet He Changyu, I wouldn't have lost his company, and I wouldn't have come to this situation." ”
"Sister An." Xiao Xu held her hand and said solemnly, "Although I have experienced very few things, I have always believed that if life begins to regret, it means that there is nothing, every day we spend is real, there are infinite possibilities in the future, and we can't spend time in regret." ”
An Muhan smiled suddenly and rubbed her hair, "I can't see it, Xiao Xu not only can buy rice, but also stew chicken soup for people." ”
Xiao Xu blushed and whispered: "I just think that people sometimes should give themselves some encouragement, so that the next road can be easier, as long as people live, there is hope, not to mention that feelings are not the whole of human life." ”
Even if there is no He Changyu, she can live well, but the thought of leaving him and possibly hurting him makes An Muhan's heart hurt like a pinprick, and endless guilt swept over.
At this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open, and a fresh and beautiful bouquet of lilies was delivered.
He Changyu walked in in a light gray suit with a warm smile on his face, "Xiao Xu, put the flowers on, freshly picked lilies." ”
Yesterday he went to a client's manor to discuss business, and saw that the lilies there were blooming very luxuriantly in the flower field, so he took the liberty of picking a bouquet himself and wanted to bring it back to An Muhan.
During this time, because of the company's business, he didn't bother to come up to see An Muhan once, because his foundation in the company was unstable, many people under his hands did not listen to him, and some backbones took the opportunity to change jobs, so busy that he was in a hurry, fortunately, at this time Fang Yin joined the company in time.
Fang Yin doesn't have any special talents, and she doesn't know how to do business at all, but she can't stand this girl's cleverness, she can always keenly grasp the itch of customers, and there is the full support of the Fang family behind her, which makes He Changyu's situation a little better now, and he has just been free today, so he hurriedly came to see An Muhan.
Seeing He Changyu come in, he was a little surprised, and subconsciously looked at An Muhan.
"What's wrong? Xiao Xu, didn't you know me if I didn't come for a few days? He Changyu saw Xiao Xu hesitating and didn't step forward, and joked with a smile.
Xiao Xu hurriedly stepped forward to take the bouquet of lilies, and then took out the bouquet of magnolia in the room.
He Changyu stepped forward to see An Muhan's state, and asked with some concern: "Muhan, what's wrong with you?" Didn't you sleep well last night? ”
How could he come at this time, has he seen the photos?
An Muhan's expression was a little dazed, and he looked at He Changyu in a daze and asked, "Why are you here?" ”
He Changyu felt a little guilty, "I'm sorry, Mu Han, I didn't care about coming to the hospital to see you during this busy time, and I will try to come to see you every other day in the future, and I won't be separated for so long." ”
"No, don't come to see me anymore." An Muhan immediately shouted, "I don't need you to come to see me, and I don't need you to take care of me." ”
He Changyu's heart tightened, and he immediately grabbed An Muhan's hand and said: "Muhan, what do you mean by this, I know that I have neglected you these days, but my feelings for you have always been there, if you are angry, you can beat me and scold me, but never say that you don't need me, never say that you don't want me to come to see you." ”
His hands were clenched tightly, and he still had the scent of lilies and the crumbs of blades of grass on his body.
"That bouquet of flowers, I personally went to the flower field early in the morning to pick them, not the ones sold in the flower shop, for the sake of my intentions, dissipate the anger, okay?" He Changyu hugged An Muhan tightly in his arms, and his tone was still a little nervous.
Facing so many customers and such a difficult business before, he had never been so nervous as he is now, every time An Muhan was angry, he would be at a loss and didn't know what to say to her.
Leaning on He Changyu's arms, An Muhan's eyes turned red, at this time he kept saying that he wouldn't let her leave him, but now she didn't want to leave him, but those photos in He Hexuan's hand were enough to discredit her, she really didn't want He Changyu to hate her in the future.
"He Changyu, there is already An Yin by your side, An Yin is more suitable for you, she has helped you a lot by staying by your side, I will only drag you down by your side, and I will only help you attract the trouble of the Yan family, I am still pregnant with the child of Yan Lincheng, there is really too much separation between us, I am not worthy of you, you don't want to wronged yourself anymore." An Muhan said with difficulty.
She didn't know how to open her mouth because she had been brewing emotions and contradictory choices before, but when she really spoke, she felt much more relaxed.
He Changyu was too good to her, she couldn't afford this goodness, and now He Hexuan didn't agree with them being together, so she had to break them up, if she continued to persevere, it would only make He Changyu hurt even more.
Xiao Xu is right, no one in this world will be able to live without anyone at all, she can still live well without He Changyu, and she doesn't have to feel so guilty, which is very good.
"What nonsense are you talking about, Mu Han, I told you a long time ago, I am willing to give everything for you, now I have nothing, I only have you, if even you have to leave me, I really have nothing, and what you say about losing money, what is worthy of it, you know, I don't care about this at all, if you are willing to be with me, I have nothing else to ask for." He Changyu hugged An Muhan tightly, as if he was afraid that as soon as he let go, she would disappear.
His voice was shaking, his body was shaking, and he seemed to be unable to calm down at all.
Thinking of those photos, An Muhan still pushed He Changyu away with an iron heart, and said coldly: "You keep saying that you are only for me, but you haven't been with An Yin all the time recently, and it is rumored that you are a golden boy and a jade girl, a pair made in heaven, what do you think I should think in my heart." ”
"It's just a joke, my feelings for her are really just my brother's feelings for my sister." He Changyu hurriedly explained.
An Muhan's eyes showed sadness, "If it's just brother and sister love, will An Yin help you so much?" Chang Yu, you know very well in your heart what An Yin wants, why do you want to cover it up? ”
"But it's impossible for me to be with her, I only have you in my heart, the help of the An family to me, I will have the opportunity to repay it a thousand times, a hundred times in the future, but I will not use my feelings as the capital to repay." He Changyu said firmly. "I'm not going to trade my feelings for support from the company."
"Then do you dare to go to An Yin now and tell her that you don't have any thoughts about her, no matter how much she does, it will be useless, because you never thought of marrying her." An Muhan stared at He Changyu's eyes.
If he went to An Yin at this time, the An family would definitely feel that he was insulting An Yin, so he would no longer help him, He Changyu already had a lot of things at hand now, and without the support of the An family at this time, he would definitely be defeated.
He Changyu looked at An Muhan and said without any hesitation: "Okay, I'll tell her now." ”
Saying that, He Changyu immediately picked up his mobile phone and dialed the phone, and quickly picked it up, and a sweet voice said: "Brother Changyu, it's so late, do you have anything to do with me?" ”
"Anyin, I have something to tell you." He Changyu said.