has been married to He Xu for nearly two years, and he has very little demand in that regard.

Since I was pregnant in the first month, he said that he was afraid of hurting the child, so he stopped touching me and moved directly into the study to sleep.

I'm only 26, and I'm alone in the empty room every night, and it's false to say that it's not empty.

I once secretly called the gender hotline in the middle of the night for help, and the expert said that it may be that he has seen too much of a woman's body and lost his passion.

He Xu is an obstetrician and gynecologist, and this explanation also makes sense.

But there was one thing that struck me as suspicious.

When he enters the study, he must lock the door, and there are only two of us in the house, who is guarded against? Defend against me?

This matter has always been in my heart and has become my heart disease.

That day, I finally couldn't hold back anymore and sneaked into his study while he was at work.

The study is simply furnished, clean and tidy, and it is clear at a glance, only the large drawer of the desk is locked.

I have a spare key in this drawer, He Xu didn't know, of course, I didn't take this key at that time to peek at his privacy, but purely because I was afraid that he would lose the key, so I kept it for him.

However, I didn't find anything in the drawer except for some office supplies, so I breathed a sigh of relief and locked the drawer before leaving.

Passing by his bed, my gaze inadvertently swept over his pillow, but froze.

On the pillow lay two long hairs, brown and slightly curly.

I don't dye my hair, and I barely go into his study, it can't be mine.

In the trash can next to the bed, used toilet paper smelled of some kind of secretion.

Could it be that He Xu hid a woman at home?

As soon as this thought came to me, I broke out in a cold sweat myself.

I quickly looked around the whole study, and there was no place to hide.

Am I overthinking?

And I always feel that He Xu has no reason to do this, even if he wants to steal, he can go outside, and it is impossible to risk hiding people at home.

Could the hair be a colleague's, or which maternity left it on him? Could he just be masturbating?

But he would rather masturbate than touch me, which still makes me sad.

When I was 10 years old, a car accident killed my dad and my mom was in a vegetative state. I completed my studies with the support of a well-wisher who goes by the online name "Seagull". So I'm very inferior and conservative, and even if I'm married to him, I'm not very open in that regard.

In the afternoon, I went to the supermarket as usual to buy groceries, walked past the tobacco and alcohol counter, and bought a bottle of red wine.

But he didn't seem to remember what day it was, and he didn't come back late.

My heart was full of mixed feelings, my eyes swept over the red wine on the table, and the grievances that surged in my heart prompted me to open it.

At a quarter past ten, the lock rang.

As soon as he walked in, I who was hiding in the entrance suddenly pounced, and He Xu reached out to catch me, frowning.

"You've been drinking?"

I put my arms around his neck and giggled at him, "A little." ”

He Xu held up the unstable center of gravity and blamed, "You are pregnant, how can you drink?" ”

I rested my head on his shoulder, and I was proud of the wine.

"I waited for you to eat, but you never came back, so I ate by myself first, thinking that today is our second wedding anniversary, so I drank a little wine, red wine, which will not affect the baby."

"You're drunk, I'll help you back to your room to rest!"

He Xu helped me into the bedroom, put me down on the bed, and I immediately hooked his neck with the strength of the wine, not giving him a chance to escape, and leaned up with the smell of wine.

"Husband, kiss me!"

He stiffened and kissed me passively for a moment before wanting to leave.

"Shen Yu, don't be like this, beware of the child in your belly."

I hooked him and didn't let go, staring at him in a daze, half coquettish, half aggrieved.

"You're a doctor, you know, after the first three months, you can do it, just be careful, husband, don't push me away."

But he pushed me away, pulled his tie and said, "I'm going to take a shower." ”

Actually, I didn't drink much, I was pregnant, I still had this bit of proportion, I just sprayed red wine as a perfume.

There was a sound of rushing water in the bathroom, and after about ten minutes, the sound of water stopped, and He Xu's footsteps passed by the door of the bedroom and did not stop.

Immediately after, I heard the door of the study closing.

I shrunk into the quilt and struggled for an hour, finally mustering up the courage to put on my headphones and open the software on my phone to connect the bug.

This afternoon, when I went out to buy groceries, I bought a bugging device by the way.

When the study was renovated, it was deliberately soundproofed, and He Xu probably wouldn't have thought that I would install a bugging device under his bed.

The familiar wheezing sound came from the headphones, my nose ached, and tears welled up in my eyes.

He was still not interested in my body, and he pushed me away ruthlessly when he wanted to.

But the next sound shocked me.