Chapter 135: Have I Changed or Have You Changed?
The scene where I got off Jiang Feng's car happened to fall into Xue Duyun's eyes.
Jiang Feng raised his head from the car window and looked at Xue Duyun from afar. The hand on the window of the car tapped comfortably on the beat, and the faint smile was a little provocative.
I didn't look up to see Xue Duyun's expression, it felt really bad at this moment.
He didn't tell me he would be back today.
I walked briskly towards the villa, and Jiang Feng was still saying goodbye to me behind me.
I didn't look back, I just quickened my pace.
When I walked into the villa, I heard the sound of a car whizzing away.
Xue Duyun was still standing on the terrace on the second floor, holding on to the railing with his hands and looking out, as if his posture had not moved.
"When did you come back?" I asked, standing behind him.
He didn't look back, just a faint voice.
"Did I come back too early?"
My heart froze, staring at his tall back.
"What do you mean?"
Xue Duyun turned his head slowly, leaned his back against the railing, lowered his head and lit a cigarette in his mouth, lowering his eyes silently.
After a while, he removed the cigarette, and when he put his hand on the railing, half of the ash drifted down.
"Did I tell you to stay away from him?" His tone was calm, though.
"Yes, I said it." I suddenly laughed, a bitter laugh.
He frowned, and finally looked up at me.
"Laughing at what?"
I resisted the urge to bite my lip and looked at him and asked, trying to keep my tone steady.
"Before you question me, tell me where you went on this business trip?"
Xue Duyun looked at me and didn't speak for a long time.
His silence stung me, and I smiled wryly.
"Can't tell, can you? I don't think I've done anything to be sorry for you, but what about you? Do you really have a clear conscience? Or do you always think I'm just a fool and don't know anything? ”
Xue Duyun hung his head slightly, his eyebrows were raised, his thin lips were pursed into a line, and his handsome face was full of sorrow at this time.
It took him a long time before he raised his head and turned his eyes to look at the horizon.
"Shen Yu, do you think that there has been a change between us, we were not like this before, when I was away, in fact, I missed this home very much, but after I came back, I suddenly felt that home was different. Have I changed or have you changed, or have we all changed? ”
His words were like knives that calmly slashed through my heart.
I vividly remember the first time he took me home, he said that there was a woman cooking in the kitchen, and it suddenly made him feel a little at home. Now I guess I don't feel at home anymore.
"You're going to see the North and the South, aren't you?" I asked him by looking him in the eye.
He looked at me, his gaze not evading.
There is no denial, it is both a tacit acquiescence.
I nodded sadly, "So now she's making you feel more at home, right?" ”
I turned around and left, and as soon as I reached the staircase, my hand was grabbed.
I looked back at him, his brow furrowed, exhaustion written all over his face.
I was expecting him to explain what had happened to the North and South, but in the end he just rolled his Adam's apple and spit out a few words.
"Don't go, I'll go."
Letting go of my hand, he walked downstairs, and the figure quickly disappeared in the doorway.
Hearing the sound of the car starting and leaving, I bent my legs and stumbled down the stairs.
In fact, I know that there are many problems that I have never faced head-on, such as that we are not united by love in the first place. I know I shouldn't care too much, but I care. Because he has hinted to me again and again that he has me in his heart, because he says that he is steadfast.
Our marriage seemed happy and seamless in the eyes of others, but in fact it was full of holes, but I kept instinctively avoiding it.
But I can't keep running away, this time the quarrel is not a play, maybe we should really calm down.
I went back to my room, packed up my simple things, and when I went downstairs, I saw the review materials on the coffee table, which were also packed up, and I left the villa with my suitcase.
I can't go back to the old house, I can't go to Liluo, I should go to a place where he can't find it, so that I can completely calm down.
Thinking about it, I think of a place.
Dragging my suitcase, I came to the bus station, and there was one last trip to the shuttle bus to Qingping, and one last ticket.
Maybe it's all providence.
It was more than a four-hour drive, and it was six o'clock when I got off the bus, and it was already dark.
But I quickly remembered a serious problem.
I don't know the specific location where Grandpa Xue lives, the last time Xue Duyun drove here, and I didn't remember the route. I only know that my grandfather lives in the countryside, but I don't know which township.
At the entrance of the station, many taxi drivers came to ask me if I could go, and some came directly to drag my luggage in order to grab passengers.
Winter evenings are especially cold, and people coming out of a shuttle bus are almost gone.
I stood at the gate of the station, watching the people come and go, not knowing where to go.
Of course, it is impossible for me to call Xue Duyun to ask for the address, thinking about it, I think of a person.
I dialed Xu Yafei's phone, and listening to the beep, I was a little anxious, a little worried that he didn't have his phone with me or didn't hear it.
Fortunately, after a few seconds, he picked it up.
"Shen Yu?"
There was some noise on the other end of the phone, and I seemed to hear Zhuo Fan's voice calling Duyun.
I pinched my phone and said, "Can you find a quieter place?" ”
"Okay, wait a minute."
After a while, the other side was quiet, and Xu Yafei asked me, "What's wrong?" ”
I licked my dry lips, "Yafei, can you tell me your grandfather's address?" ”
"Where are you?"
"I'm at Qingping Bus Station." After saying that, I added, "Don't tell Duyun." ”
Xu Yafei didn't ask me why I was here, but quickly said, "It's too cold, you go to the waiting room and wait, I'll come over immediately." ”
There wasn't much in the waiting room, but it was warmer than outside.
I thought it would be at least ten o'clock, but as soon as the clock on the wall pointed to nine, Xu Yafei appeared at the door of the waiting room.
Without saying a word, he took off his coat and put it on me.
I said, "Are you flying the plane?" So fast? ”
He smiled faintly, "The technique is good!" ”
Sitting in his car, he turned on the air conditioner, and it was much warmer in an instant, and I took off his coat again.
"What? Quarreled with Duyun? On the way, he asked me.
After thinking about it, I said, "I just feel like I need to calm down." ”
Xu Yafei said, "I see that Du Yun's mood is not right today, he didn't listen to him when he persuaded him not to drink, I was going to call you, but I didn't expect to receive your call first." ”
My heart pounded.
I suddenly realized that after listening to Xu Yafei, the first thing I thought of was his stomach.
Half an hour later, I arrived at the door of Grandpa Xue's house.
Grandpa had fallen asleep and was woken up by our knock and came to open the door for us.
Grandpa was surprised to see us, "Shen Yu, Ah Fei, you?" ”
"Grandpa, it's cold outside, let's go in and talk about it." Xu Yafei reminded.
Grandpa quickly let us in.
I told my grandfather that I couldn't find the way when I arrived at the Qingping bus station, so I called Xu Yafei, hoping that he wouldn't tell Xue Duyun about me here.
After all, grandpa is old and spicy, so he saw the problem at a glance, and said with a smile, "The little two quarreled, right?" ”
I didn't say anything, and my grandfather said, "Don't worry, I won't tell him, you can stay here with peace of mind, and when you go on vacation, let that stinky boy find someone in a hurry." ”
Will he look for it? I'm not sure.
I don't know the weight of me in his heart, he said that he is not afraid of me doing stupid things, because I can't, so he shouldn't worry about me as much as he worries about North and South.
Of course, I didn't leave to worry him, I just wanted to be quiet.
A lot of things happened during this time, it seems that every day is very busy, and I don't have time to think about it, in fact, the relationship between me and Xue Duyun has been slowly changing since the appearance of the north and the south.
My marriage to him is like an already impenetrable wall, which can easily collapse when the wind blows.
Grandpa put me in the same room we slept in the last time we came.
Thinking of that night, in fact, I still had a great longing for this marriage at that time, so I couldn't help but give myself up. But things often don't go the way they were supposed to go.
I turned off my phone and cut off all contact.
The next day, I saw that Xu Yafei had no intention of leaving, so I asked him.
"Don't you want to go to work?"
Xu Yafei was helping his grandfather clean the yard with a broom, and when he heard me ask, he stopped and raised his head, and said with a smile, "I take a break, people are not machines, and they also need to be adjusted, so I just took this opportunity to take a good rest." ”
When I was fine, I took out the review materials, and it happened that my grandfather and Xu Yafei were both doctors, so I could ask them for advice if I didn't understand.
People say that in today's society, people will really die without mobile phones.
I practiced, no mobile phone will not die, I review every day, tired and grandpa take care of the flowers and plants, listen to grandpa talk about the habits of each plant, watch grandpa and Xu Yafei play chess, I think such days are very good, very original, no network, slow down, in fact, life can become very simple.
Grandpa's love for Xu Yafei is all on his face, unlike Xue Duyun, who is sometimes very strict.
In fact, this is normal, the elders like to be well-behaved, Xu Yafei is so gentle and elegant, the most important thing is that he obeyed his grandfather's wishes to study medicine, and he has made achievements, of course his grandfather is proud of him.
And Xue Duyun, I think he must have been like a horse that was not easy to tame when he was young, although he was smart, he gave people a headache.
On the morning of the fifth day of coming to Qingping, I opened my eyes and found a white expanse outside the window.
It turned out to be snowing!
Snow can be seen every winter, but the first snow of the year is exciting.
Grandpa proposed to eat hot pot in such weather, and Xu Yafei and I both agreed.
It is best to eat hot pot in winter, and when you sweat after eating, it will be warm.
Xu Yafei and I prepared the ingredients for cooking hot pot together, and we originally wanted to go out to buy some, but it was not easy to walk on a snowy day, so my grandfather said that I would call someone to send them later.
Now the countryside is happy to deliver to the door?
Xu Yafei prepared the bottom of the pot, I washed the vegetables, and when I was about to wash them, I heard a knock on the door, and my grandfather sat on a chair listening to the radio, saying that it must be the food delivery and asked me to open the door.
When I opened the door, I was stunned.
It's true that the food delivery guy is here, but this food delivery guy is very handsome.
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