Chapter Seventy-Six: Grief
Shen Zhou originally thought that the wedding would end peacefully, but she didn't expect that the next day she had a high fever that would not go away, which frightened Shen Keqi.
After eating breakfast, she felt sick to her stomach and wanted to go upstairs to sleep for a while, but as soon as she took a step, her legs weakened and she fell straight down.
Shen Kezhi immediately carried her to the bed, and the nanny followed behind her very anxiously, holding the phone in her hand, waiting for Shen Kezhi to speak at any time.
Although Shen Zhou's body was weak, her brain was very clear, but the discomfort made her speechless.
Being put on the bed, she just wanted to say something to comfort her father, but at the moment she spoke, a strong feeling of nausea came up, making her vomit at once.
There was a lot of filth on the sheets, and the smell made Shen Zhou nauseous, and he vomited out all the things he had just eaten in his stomach, and later, only stomach acid was left to vomit out.
Shen Keqi was very distressed on the side, gently stroked her back, made her feel better, and even scolded himself secretly in his heart, blaming him for insisting on letting Shen Zhou eat.
After spitting out nothing left, Shen Zhou lay back, not caring about cleanliness, and breathed hard.
Shen Keqi said more than once that he would take her to the hospital for a check-up, but she refused to go.
She knows what her situation is, but she doesn't dare to know the reality, she is afraid that the reality is worse than she thinks.
After lying in bed for three days in a row, her condition improved slightly, and it was the senior who made Shen Zhou get up from the bed, saying that the song had been made and wanted her to listen to it.
On the same day, Shen Zhou put on his clothes, took all the medicine at once, and hurriedly went out of the house, like that, he didn't look like a patient at all.
After rushing to the company, she didn't go to the office and went directly to the recording studio downstairs.
It just so happened that the seniors hadn't left yet, and they were also startled when they heard a violent push on the door.
Shen Zhou panted slightly, propped one hand on the faΓ§ade, adjusted his breathing, and then asked, "Song, let me listen to it." β
The senior put down the things in his hand and fiddled with the buttons in his hand, and some lively music suddenly sounded in the room.
She sat down next to her seniors and admired the work of the quartz teacher.
"You really love music and love crazy, I just hung up the phone for a long time, and I rushed over." The seniors whispered and sighed at the speed of the sinking boat.
However, Shen Zhou didn't listen to her words, listening to the lively and cheerful voice in the room, his brows furrowed slightly.
She didn't think that Teacher Quartz would write such a cheerful song for her, which was a little too inconsistent with her.
Even Quartz herself said that her voice was too sad and her route was restricted, and now that she was asked to sing this song, she was really afraid that she would not be able to interpret it well.
"I never thought that the teacher would write such a song, it really broke the original style." The seniors sighed again.
The song is still a high-level production, and people can't help but be happy when they listen to it, and it is also very consistent with the name of the song, "Don't Be Sad".
It's just that I have listened to too many of the teacher's slightly deep and sad songs, and this one does make people feel a little strange.
"You also think, right, why would the teacher write me a song like this? I really don't have the confidence to sing well. β
Shen Zhou bit the nail of her index finger, and this small action revealed her struggling heart.
When the senior heard this, he couldn't help but chuckle, and propped up the armrest of the chair to sit upright, "This really doesn't look like something you can say, but you are a sinking boat, how can you not be confident in singing?" β
Regarding the ridicule of his predecessors, Shen Zhou did not have a relaxed look on his face.
"Can you arrange it for me? I'd like to try it out tomorrow, it won't take too long. β
For such a small request, how could the seniors not agree, and left with their own things after saying goodbye.
Shen Zhou wanted to study the feelings that the song wanted to express here, so he stayed alone.
It wasn't until it was so dark that even a tiny star became very bright that she was prompted back by a phone call.
After returning to the Taoist home, he was inevitably reprimanded by Shen Kezhi.
After the reprimand, all that remains is pity.
She returned to her room, took off her clothes and went into the bathroom, which was immediately covered with a hazy mist.
The temperature is still very hot, but Shen Zhou never dares to take a cold shower, even when it is the hottest.
She stood in front of the bathroom mirror, looking at her face in confusion.
At this time, she seemed to understand why others would say that she was very cold, and she looked like she was not easy to approach.
It turned out that her temperament was quite cheerful, and she didn't think that now, this face was like a dead parent.
Shen Zhou raised his hand, pinched it on his face, and pulled out a smile.
"It's ugly." She muttered to herself, when, Shen Zhou won't even be able to laugh? When was the last time you had a good laugh?
In this way, she didn't fall asleep all night, lying in bed looking at the ceiling, and couldn't think of how to sing Quartz's song after thinking through her brain.
The next day, she went to the company with a pair of panda eyes and a haggard face, and her fluttering footsteps couldn't help but make people feel a heart.
Sure enough, the recording didn't go so well.
The seniors personally recorded for her, originally to give her a little peace of mind, but now it has put a lot of pressure on her.
The senior held his forehead, not knowing what to say.
This song is the easiest Quartz has ever written, and it can even be sung naturally as long as you don't lose your tone, but for Shen Zhou, it is the most difficult.
Shen Zhou walked out of it, his face was still not good, and his face was even flushed with a strange red because he sang too hard.
The senior handed her a bottle of water, "Let your throat rest for a while, and then record it later." β
Shen Zhou took the water and sat next to her, listening to the song he had just sung.
This is the longest song she has ever recorded, and it can be her black history.
With this time, there are definitely three songs that can be recorded, but now, half of them have not been recorded, and even the previous one is very dissatisfied.
"Looks like I'm really not fit for this song." Shen Zhou leaned back in the chair, although he said this, his eyes were full of unwillingness, as a singer, this is definitely a shame.
"Don't think so." The senior slapped her on the thigh with one hand, "Your strength is obvious to all, you don't need this song to prove it, if you really can't do it, don't force yourself, there are so many good songs in our hands, we don't necessarily have to sing the teacher." β
In fact, the seniors didn't know how to comfort her. Shen Zhou can not care about anything, except for music and her self-esteem as a singer.
The more I knew she was, the more inconsolable I became.
Shen Zhou sighed and left the water bottle on the table, "I'll try again, don't you give me water, you dared to rap with me just now?" β
She "warned" this, went into the studio, put on her headphones again and stood in front of the microphone of the radio.
The elegant voice flowed out of Shen Zhou's mouth like this, obviously very beautiful, but it made people unhappy, just like Quartz said, her voice had a kind of sadness, sadness that could not be concealed.
Shen Zhou himself didn't know where this grief came from.
Half an hour later, Shen Zhou gave up completely, slammed off the headphones, and vigorously opened the door of the recording studio.
She is destined to be unable to sing this song.
"Senior, give this song to the singer last time, it's the original prettygirl's youngest, isn't her company running out of money to buy good songs?"
Shen Zhou obviously said with some anger, if it wasn't for someone present, she would definitely have to suffer in the recording studio.
I'm really useless, I can't even sing a song!
Shen Zhou thought so, his hands clenched into fists, and his nails were embedded in her texture.
The senior's face also became bad, Shen Zhou's pitch was all there, and the only thing missing was that happy feeling.
When the music comes out, the sound of Shen Zhou makes people feel a little depressed, and it sounds like a...
"Forced smile." Shen Zhou said lightly.
The senior turned his head to look at her, yes, forced a smile, a smile that didn't look like a smile.
Shen Zhou is not a person who doesn't laugh, she will also have a relieved smile on her face, a smug smile, but it doesn't fit the theme of this song.
Especially the lyrics are to make others happy, but Shen Zhou is happy himself, which is a difficult thing.
"Senior, you can help me contact her, I'll pay for the production, so don't worry about it." Shen Zhou's voice became weak, and he waved to them, and walked to the door and left.
When the seniors saw her like this, they didn't know who to call, "Let's work overtime these days." β
Shen Zhou was depressed at home for a few days, until the seniors said that the old and young wanted to record and asked her to go over to give some advice, and then he went out.
When the old man saw her, he was also taken aback, but he didn't expect that the original sinking boat came back and was still working in the quartz company.
Shen Zhou first pretended not to see her eyes, as if the two had never known each other.
In fact, she just wanted to point out the shortcomings directly, and she didn't have to take into account the original feelings.
It's just unexpected that Lao Xiao interprets this song very well, at least more than a little better than her, which makes Shen Zhou feel a little disappointed.
The original people have gradually caught up, and they are still standing still.
She and her seniors glanced at each other, nodded again, and let the old and young come out of it.
Lao Xiao was obviously a little nervous, he didn't expect so many people to follow him, and all along, at most, only the seniors were by his side.
Shen Zhou showed a smile with difficulty, and waved his hand at the old man, "It's been a long time, you have grown a lot, you are no longer a child next to Nanmu, you are an artist who can take charge of himself." β
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Shen Zhou smiled softly and held the old and young in his arms, she was the only one who had not changed.