Text Chapter 48 Mengfan
A meteor, if it carries too many wishes, will burn and fall.
Meng Fan sat on the edge of the heavenly tower, swaying his feet, looking at the zombies struggling to climb up below, one by one stretching out their arms, tilting their heads, and opening their mouths, like chicks waiting to be fed, looking extremely ugly. They crowded each other, blocking each other with no room to maneuver.
This is a four-storey old-fashioned house, more than ten meters high, unless they have wings, it is impossible to get up. The door of the house was locked with an iron chain, and a stone was used against the door, even if the zombies broke in, the corridor to the sky, starting from the third floor, had been filled with all kinds of sundries, she didn't want to go down, and they didn't want to come up.
She held a guitar in her arms, her fingers unconsciously plucking the strings, and each flutter of the strings was emitted by the four large speakers placed in the corner of the rooftop.
Looking at the group of corpses stretching for dozens of meters, if you want to say that you are not afraid in your heart, you are afraid of deceiving yourself, but when you get used to it, the fear in your heart will naturally be a little less.
"O you! They are all sinners. ”
Mengfan's poignant face was endlessly lonely, the early autumn breeze blew his long hair and skirt, blew his face red, and also cooled people's hearts, and the woman's voice was already hoarse.
She looked into the distance, not knowing what she was looking at.
The camera pulls up, and in addition to the large stereo on the rooftop, there are several large oil drums, drum kits, keyboards, basses, and a set of equipment for the band, all on the rooftop.
It's just that behind each instrument, there is a person tied to the ground, who is her friend, and the friend who used to get together to play music, but they have all become zombies.
In this dead and silent city, the corpses were like ants, and the black pressure was a large area, guarding the four-story building, and farther away, the third team was still struggling with how to break in and get the medicine.
The town is called Kumquat Town, and in the early days, there were large orange groves near the town, but in the back, many young people chose to go out to work, and the forests were contracted to a few people in the town.
The word Mengfan has a pure meaning, her parents believe in Buddhism, since she was a child, she has a lot to do, and what she wants to eat is restricted, if these are just a small misfortune in her childhood life, and the most important point is her patriarchy.
All of this was completely revealed when she was five years old, after her parents gave birth to a younger brother. Many people say that children are hypocritical and noisy, and adults will cry and make trouble whenever they have something bad for him. That's because they are simple, and the grievances that can be tolerated in the eyes of adults will be very difficult to understand when they put them there, why they should endure what can be expressed, why should they endure the emotions that can be vented, and why they should hold it in their hearts
And Mengfan, starting from the fact that his younger brother can "bully people", such endurance and grievances are almost every day. The crying child has milk to eat, at the beginning, the difference between sisters and brothers, they will avoid it, and then see that she does not cry or make trouble, it seems that she has become at ease.
She is a little nanny, a sister who has to let her brother do everything, and a daughter who is called to drink.
The name Mengfan, for her, has become a different meaning, silence.
When she was in high school, she became obsessed with music, and all her unhappiness could find a home there, and the most expected thing at that time was to have a guitar of her own, and she took a fancy to a one-sided guitar at that time, which cost nearly a thousand yuan, which was almost a huge amount of money for a high school student, after all, at that time, the concept of smartphones was just popularized.
She began to save money, save living expenses, secretly worked, she spent almost all winter and summer vacations at work, and every week on vacation, she would go to a musical instrument store. The more I went, the owner of the musical instrument store knew her,
"Do you like it?"
"Well, boss, can you help me save for a while? I'm saving money, and when I've got enough, I'll buy it. ”
"Yes, you can, but don't let it wait too long for its owner!"
It took Mengfan a year, a whole year, to finally save enough money, and she still remembers that afternoon when she was about to go on vacation, she almost rushed home. There was no one at home, but she didn't care so much at the time.
rushed into the bedroom, dropped her school bag, lifted the quilt, and unzipped the pillowcase, but her hand did not touch the touch of the paper, and the nine hundred yuan she hid in it was gone.
She took off the condom directly, no, she looked for it several times, but it still didn't, she didn't give up, and turned the whole room over.
"Mengfan! Come out, I'll buy you a new dress with the money from your pillowcase. "There was the sound of the door opening and the shoe taking off from outside the house.
She went out and looked at her brother's new clothes from head to toe and the thin sweater in the woman's hand, and understood everything. She cried, she almost didn't cry much since she was a child, she could endure a life without color, but there was no way to live without self.
At first, the woman flattered her and coaxed her, but when she found that she could not be coaxed in any way, she began to count her down. Mom raised you so big, but I just used your money, and I didn't use it myself! Isn't this buying you clothes?
Are things in this world so indiscriminate?
When she was in college, she chose to be a free normal student, and she was independent in life, and she never asked her family for a penny, which made her feel that she was burdened with psychology, and as for her love of music, she never gave up.
One summer, she returned to the town for the summer vacation, and also met this group of lovely friends, who formed their own band with a playful mentality, Mengfan served as the lead singer and rhythm guitar.
At that time, she still had a lot of immaturity in her skills, and they were teaching her little by little.
Towards the end of college, they prepared their first show, which was in the small town. To this day, Mengfan still can't look back at that night, her parents brought someone to make a scene, a girl's family, they are still students, they don't study well, they don't do what they do, they don't do their jobs!
The performance became a farce, watching the excitement became a joke, and that night, in her memory, has always been a joke. And the town has more gossip about her, and she seems to have become a ruthless and unrighteous white-eyed wolf.
She was tired of singing, and her voice was hoarse, and she had been singing since yesterday, and when she was tired of singing, she lay down and slept for a while, even in the middle of the night, the town was still surrounded by her singing.
Until the throat bleeds, they can't make a sound, and these monsters, after mutating, seem to be particularly sensitive to sound.
Mengfan punctured the oil barrel and let the gasoline sloed down and flow down the square wall to the ground, the reason why there is so much gasoline is because there is an old man who is secretly selling gasoline and saving a lot of gasoline. And these are what she "moved" little by little.
She drained all the oil drums, leaving two in the middle of the rooftop, poking a small hole to let the gasoline flow out slowly.
She looked into the distance, and it was a haze in the distance, and she couldn't see anything clearly. The wind was getting stronger and stronger, blowing her long hair, Meng Fan sat on the edge of the rooftop with her knees crossed, and poured a handful of pills into the palm of her hand, she had thought about suicide many times, but she chose to meet the new life with a smiling face, she always thought that it would always get better, and life would never go bad.
The white pill seemed to have a fatal temptation, and she put it all in her mouth at once, and then lay down, she struck a match, and threw it from her hand.
The match came into contact with the gasoline on the wall in mid-air, and in an instant, the entire building, as well as within a radius of twenty meters, was plunged into a sea of fire.
The flame burns everything, and the flame burns up all filth. The zombies around the houses were struggling in the flames, but there was no room to move. Here, it became a crematorium.
It may seem like a small part of the town, but it's spectacular. The medicine bottle in Mengfan's hand slipped and fell to the ground, with a tear in the corner of his eye that had not been wiped away.
She thought that life would always get better after suffering, but she was wrong.
She regretted coming into this world.