How smart is she?

In an instant, I completely understood everything that was happening.

Everything seems to be predestined.

It's all because she went back to the past that she led to the miserable yin people who had been in the world for thousands of years - she was the culprit who caused the mediocre to kill immortals!

All the coincidences, connected together, form a destined history.

She was originally strong-willed.

is also a rare genius, if she is normal, she will definitely be able to overcome the killing desire from Mo Chong, defeat instinct, and not kill immortals.

However, before her, she was psychologically hinted at and killed Cheng You.

This led to sadness and endless remorse in her heart, hatred for her mediocrity, and became her inner demon.

She had a flaw in her heart and a bad mentality for repetitive things, so at that moment, she had a trace of hesitation, and she was * occupied her body and dominated her behavior.

And after killing, the real mediocrity wakes up.

If Bai Xiaoxue hadn't appeared, with the qualifications and talents of a mediocre person, he might not be able to overcome the killing desire from the devil.

His life-and-death friendship can die for these people in front of him...... It must be that he must overcome the demon instinct to kill them, and not attack his old friends.

However, he woke up to find that "himself" had killed an immortal.

This became his inner demon!

Originally, he felt that he was incompetent and mediocre, and this obsession turned into a demon and a mediocre person.

At this time, he killed another immortal and began to completely distrust his abilities! Thinking that he is indeed mediocre, not outstanding and prodigy enough, he can't resist his instincts at all*, and he has already killed an immortal!

"I'm too incompetent to resist...... I've already killed a fellow Daoist! ”

That thought gradually expanded in the heart of the newly reborn mediocrity, and he became cowardly, afraid, and thought that he could not win, and finally lost completely to the demon's instincts*......

He also began to kill immortals.

When he began to stop resisting and completely kill the immortals, he was a real mediocrity.

Mediocre and incompetent, he is like all losers, mediocre people, when the decadent thinks that he can't resist, he can't resist.

All the mediocre people in this world are never really mediocre, but they think they are mediocre, they think that they will fail, so they will achieve nothing!

At this point, the mediocrity is defeated by instinct.

Bai Xiaoxue was bitter, knelt on the ground, and looked at the corpse of the mediocre man, "I finally know what you mean, this is destined by God, one ring after another." ”

"We are forming a dead circle with each other, you have caused me to be mentally unstable after a thousand years, I have not been able to resist the unruly, I have hesitation and remorse in my heart, I hate incompetence, I go back to a thousand years ago, my mediocrity and remorse, also affected you, caused you to be unstable in your heart, lost your fighting spirit, and could not resist ......"

Bai Xiaoxue burst into tears, "The cause you planted today bears the fruit of thousands of years ago. ”

She finally knew the reason why the mediocre man cried before he died, begged for mercy frantically, and begged her not to go back.

At that time, history was changed.

The mediocrity did not have Bai Xiaoxue's interference to affect his heart, but he was afraid that he could have resisted the instinct of killing immortals, and he would be a wise demon chong, just like the demon chong after Mr. Meng's death, after his death, he would still fight for the rivers and lakes of the world, instead of going to the opposite side.

A small opportunity to divide the two ends of fate.

"It's all because of my ......"

Bai Xiaoxue couldn't cry, she fell to the ground, crying with tears in her eyes, "I don't blame you...... You are the real sage, it is I who hurt you, so that you question yourself and think that you are mediocre, and I am the culprit of everything. ”

"You mediocrity is a victim, and those immortals are also victims, you are not wrong, it is me who is wrong......"

Bai Xiaoxue was so sad and angry that she almost fainted, she finally remembered the words of the mediocre - if I hadn't given birth to you, the whole country would be an era when everyone was like a dragon.

"I am the culprit of the whole river and lake for thousands of years, and it is the butterfly effect caused by my return...... It is my current remorse and perceived incompetence that has influenced metrics for thousands of years. ”

Bai Xiaoxue was shocked, stood up suddenly, and calmed down, "I can't blame myself anymore, I have learned from the past just now, the more mediocre I am, the more I feel that I can't succeed, and I can't succeed at all!" Don't let emotions sway...... I'm going back one more time. ”

And now, she killed her father, a mediocre person, and wants to go back, she has no relatives to kill, and she can only kill herself!

After all, Yan Yuyang, although he has gradually become a mediocre person, is no longer her relative in terms of body and blood.

It was the body that fell in a pool of blood in front of her that gave birth to her Bai Xiaoxue.

Bai Xiaoxue's thoughts fell, and she suddenly smiled bitterly: Sure enough, as soon as I came back, because I was unwilling, I immediately wanted to go back again, and this kind of thought also fell into the curse of the trapped beast, the doom of this demon worship......

Those who try to change the past will eventually become beasts trapped in time.

Now, she has repeated the mistakes of others.

She also knows that she is repeating the mistakes of the past, and has already embarked on the path of Yao Xiaokai, and even has embarked on the path of Meng Haiyun.

Meng Haiyun killed her mother, and then killed herself.

She also killed her father, the philistine, and now intends to kill herself as well.

However, she had no choice, she had to gamble, and she had nothing to lose.

"But Yao Xiaokai before, why didn't he think like this?"

Bai Xiaoxue smiled bitterly: "He thought he had nothing to lose...... In the end, he was full of regret, he was trapped in time forever, and he was endlessly reincarnated in the pain of life. ”

"But I have to go back!"

Bai Xiaoxue took a deep breath, quickly sorted out her thoughts, and knew that she had lost everything, and there was only this road left, and she was carrying the fate of the world's rivers and lakes.

"It's still too unrealistic for me to go back to the philistine and try to change the past...... Everything that happened to him is unknown to me, I don't know his life, how can I change? When I go back, I don't know what's going to happen, and this past is like an unknown future to me. ”

"That's why the kind of thing just happened."

Bai Xiaoxue whispered, "And everything that happened to me is known, completely return to my past self and take my soul!" In my own life, I know where to start, through my Bai Xiaoxue, to determine the outcome of that battle! Save Cheng You, Cheng Qi, Ye Wenjie ......"

The sacrifice of killing relatives is only temporary, and the soul travels through time and space, similar to the upper body of a ghost, and is possessed by them.

And if you kill yourself, you can completely return to the past, take away the soul of the past self, and completely return to the past era!

"So, if I commit suicide and go back to the past completely, which era will I return to?" She groaned in her heart, and suddenly felt shocked, "My reasoning with Miao Qianqian has succeeded, what I am most sad and want to change the most is the destruction of Xie Bi'an's lineage, I should return to that time period." ”

She quickly sorted out what happened at that time:

Cheng Qi came to Xie Bi'an's vein, competing for the tattoo book of life and death, Xie Bi'an made peach blossom branding, true and false Bai Xiaoxue, and let her escape.

She groaned for a moment and decided to go back.

When she lifted the knife, she was about to wipe it off her neck, commit suicide, and end her life at this time, but suddenly, she was terrified.

When you go back, are you stuck in some kind of dead loop again?

Perhaps, it was precisely because she went back that Xie Bi'an's vein was destroyed?

It's like going back to the philistine.

"Then I won't go back." Bai Xiaoxue said in a low voice: "It's like a philistine begging me, if I don't go back at that time, then everything will change ......"

Bai Xiaoxue stopped, paced back and forth, thinking, and suddenly her scalp was numb again:

"So, think backwards again...... Could it be that it is precisely because of this time that I chose not to go back, which led to everything in front of me, as always? ”

She was caught in a terrible choice:

Maybe going back and changing the past happened to lead to all the tragedies?

Perhaps, it was also because of her reverse thinking, choosing not to go back, and not doing anything, that happened to lead to all these tragedies?

Did she go back and change everything, or did she not go back and change everything?