Chapter 140: Becoming Mine
Unable to find the fish nut, Feng Qian was a little anxious.
Qingyun hugged her shoulders and said with relief: "Pour your heart, don't worry, Gao Zhutou and they have already gone out to look for it, I believe there will be results soon." ”
Feng Tianxin frowned, and couldn't help but think of Yu Lang's words again, your smile makes me feel warm, I hope I can always see the smile on your face.
She felt like a needle in her body, and felt that a pair of eyes were staring at her in the dark.
"I felt like he was right next to me, peering at me from a corner I couldn't see." Feng leaned into Qingyun's eyebrows, his eyes gradually dimmed, his aura gradually subsided, and the corners of his lips overflowed with a sigh: "Qingyun, this feeling is very strong. ”
Qingyun's eyes were also deeply locked, frowning like a mountain, and he said in a deep voice: "You mean, he stared at you in the dark." ”
Feng was silent for a moment, and the willow eyebrows gradually pressed down, and said in a low voice: "I think I seem to be able to understand his feelings." A person has lived for almost thirty years in loneliness and ridicule, maybe the appearance of Ziyan and Wanrou, someone cares about her and laughs at him, which gives his life a glorious life. ”
"Therefore, when I learned that the two of her were married, Yu Lang couldn't accept it." Qingyun's eyes were deep and said: "His distorted psychology will make him kill, so he simply killed the two of them, so that they will belong to him forever." ”
Qingyun's eyes shook suddenly, and he looked at Feng and said, "Pour your heart, the person who does it under the fish nut ......"
"Yes, maybe, he's looking for a moment now to make me belong to him forever."
Qingyun hugged her tightly, his arms getting tighter and tighter, and Feng Qian felt his slightly trembling body.
She smiled in his chest and said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine." ”
"Pour my heart, I'm afraid...... I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to protect you anymore......"
Qingyun's eyes flickered twice, and he lowered his head slightly to look at Feng Qianxin, his eyes were full of pity.
"Qingyun." Feng Qianxin looked at the pale and delicate side face of the man in front of her, between her eyebrows, there was less indifference and calmness, more pain and helplessness, the mountain-like condensed brows, locked with heavy thoughts, easily touched her heart, Feng Tianxin carefully stretched out her fingers to smooth the condensed eyebrows.
"Then replace me to protect you, Qingyun, I will always protect you......"
Before she finished speaking, Feng's lips were held in his lips, she closed her eyes and didn't dare to open them, the strong feelings of palpitations melted into the coldness of the whole spring, which was heartwarming.
When Chen Zixi came to knock on the door, the two of them were startled, their lips parted, Feng Qianxin's face was dyed*, Qingyun smiled and peeled off the hair scattered on her cheeks, she pursed her lips and chuckled and jumped away, opened the door and walked out.
Chen Zixi walked into the house with a medicine bowl, Qingyun gathered all his emotions at this time, stood under the window with his hands in his hands, and the spring breeze blew over the slightly open window, teasing the black hair scattered on his face.
Chen Zixi walked up to him and handed over the medicine bowl, he raised his hand to take it, raised his head and drank the bitter medicinal juice.
The bitterness spread from the tip of the tongue to the heart, and even the eyes became hazy.
Chen Zixi took the medicine bowl, turned around and walked out without saying anything.
"Do you blame me too?"
Chen Zixi paused and shook his head: "I know you...... is also helpless, blame her for her bad life. ”
With that, go out and close the door.
Qingyun's back was straight, and he suddenly laughed lowly, laughing so much that his waist was trembling.
The sunlight leaked from the window paper and fell on his shoulders, mottled his slender figure, like green bamboo, like a cloud crane, for such a moment, a person just a back, it made people look very sad.
Even if he laughed, he laughed so sadly.
Qingyun stretched out his slender fingers to cover his eyes, still smiling, but his fingers were wet.
The birds flew among the treetops, and the corners of Feng's mouth hooked up a smile, falling from the bottom of his eyes to the corners of his mouth, and Si Ying on the side darkened his eyes, and instantly returned to his previous laughter, and said beside him: "Look at you, now it is really a flower, and you are the most beautiful in spring." ”
Feng lowered his eyes shyly and said, "Si Ying, you are also teasing me." ”
Si Ying moved her shoulders and smiled sincerely at her: "Pour your heart, it's good if you are happy, I hope you can live a happy life, you love him, if he ...... If it can really bring you happiness, I will be relieved. ”
"Si Ying, thank you." Feng's eyes gradually blurred.
Si Ying stretched out his arms, stretched his waist lazily, and said, "It's been too long since I've been away from home, I should go back and have a look." ”
"You're leaving?" Feng was shocked.
Si Ying raised her eyebrows and looked at her and smiled: "What, you can't bear me?" ”
Feng Qian nodded heartily, reached out to hold his arm and said, "Your injuries haven't healed yet." ”
Si Ying smiled and said, "Don't worry, after this matter is settled, I will watch the fish nut be caught." ”
Feng nodded heartily, and the two looked at each other and smiled.
At this time, Chen Zixi ran over in a panic, his face turned pale, Feng was shocked and hurriedly stood up and said, "What's wrong?" ”
"Childe, he ......," Chen Zixi's voice trembled, "I'm afraid I'm going to run out of oil, and the lamp will run out!" ”
Feng leaned into her heart and body softened, Si Ying hurriedly helped her up, she broke free from his embrace, only to feel a twisting pain in her heart, She hurriedly ran to Qingyun's room, pushed open the door, and saw Qingyun lying on the bed weakly, her eyes closed, her face pale, and her tight lips seemed to be enduring great pain.
Feng Qianxin could only hear her heavy heartbeat, one by one, hitting her trembling body. Stiffly raised his legs and walked towards the person on the bed step by step.
"Qingyun ......"
Her eyes were blurry, and the person in front of her was scattered, and she reached out to touch his face, but her fingertips were in the air, but she didn't dare to touch it.
A pair of cold hands slowly covered her, Qingyun slowly opened her eyes, her weak body seemed to fall down at any time, but she hooked her lips and smiled at her.
"Pour in, I'm afraid I can't protect you."
Feng Qianxin couldn't help but sob, and suddenly fell into his arms, and the weak man under her hand made her heart ache more and more.
"There will be this day."
"No, Qingyun, it's too short, the good memories you gave me are too short. You owe me so much in this life, I want you to live to compensate me, I want you to live ......"
She raised her eyes and her eyes were full of tears, looking at him, such a weak look, she couldn't keep it, she couldn't hold it, she couldn't hold it, and her heart was full of despair.
"Don't worry, I won't die yet, you can go to the city to buy a ginseng and still drop it for a few days, Chen Zixi uses internal strength to renew my life, I won't die so soon."
"I'll buy ginseng for you." Si Ying was at the door, and his eyes were also painful.
"No, I'll go." Feng wiped his tears, stroked Qingyun's face, and said, "You wait for me to come back." ”
Turning his head to look at Chen Zixi, he said again: "Zixi, please." ”
Chen Zixi shook his head and sighed: "Don't worry, I will do my best." ”
Feng nodded heartily, looked at Qingyun on the bed again, and turned to leave.
Along the way, she walked as fast as she could, bought all the old ginseng prescriptions in the city, wrapped them, and carefully placed them on her chest.
She ran anxiously towards Qingyunfang, and along the way, she became more and more flustered and innocent.
Why, is happiness so short-lived? Why didn't God take pity on her infatuation and give her happiness for a long time.
To return to Tsing Yi Fang from the city, you must pass through an uninhabited alley.
The alley is very damp, and this is the intersection of the underground river, which is always humid in the summer, but it gets colder in the winter, so most of the people move out.
As soon as Feng poured his heart into the alley, a gloomy breath arose, the sun was thick, but it could not shine into the alley, it was dim here, and suddenly there was a gust of wind through the alley, sweeping the dilapidated lanterns hanging in front of the door, swaying left and right with the sound of the wind.
Feng Tianxin slowed down her steps, made some subtle sounds, and she hurriedly looked into the depths of the alley, where there was no half a figure.
She leaned over and pulled out the bone knife, looked around vigilantly, and suddenly saw a strange figure in the depths of the alley, as if it had come out of the ground, standing with his back to her at this time.
Feng looked at his small figure and couldn't help but tighten the handle of the knife.
"Fish nut."
"I've been waiting for you for a long time."
The voice of the fish nut has changed, it is not the voice of a child, but an adult man who has gone through vicissitudes.
"Do you want to kill me?" Feng poured his heart into staring at his back.
"I never wanted to kill."
The fish nut suddenly turned back, and its eyes were like the eyes of the dead man, gray and dark like the dry well, lifeless. He slowly raised his legs and walked straight into the dark alley, and the lantern in front of the doorway began to sway uneasily from side to side with the wind he brought.
"I don't want to kill, but two innocent girls have already died in your hands."
"Innocent?" Yu Lang twisted his eyebrows and thought for a while, then raised his head and said, "Who is innocent?" Ziyan, or Wanrou? ”
The dim rays of the daylight cast a dull dead glow on his silhouette.
"Why did you kill both of them? Just because they're going to marry someone else! ”
Ziyan wanted to marry Lin Bing, and Wanrou also agreed to Chen Lang, and it was no accident that she was both killed when she was about to marry a woman.
"Yes, they gave up on me!" The eyes of the fish nut were glowing with a blood-devouring chill, hidden infinite cold and gloomy.
"I hated them so much, they were all very good, so gentle, so beautiful, they smiled at me all the time, I thought there was a whole world, but when I told them who I really was, they were all scared, frightened, and began to avoid me, unwilling to see me!"
He gritted his teeth and launched a ruthless attack, and Feng Qian saw bloodthirsty, cold, and ruthless on his face.
"Since they don't want me, then I will turn them into myself, into what I like, like a worn-out fishing net, all of which I have sewn into the original appearance, the original appearance I like."
Feng tilted his heart and slowly raised the bone knife, and the blade broke through the wind and made a noise.
Probably hearing the movement, he immediately raised his head and looked at Feng Qianxin, his eyes were sharp, like a fierce beast ready to attack, he smiled and asked:
"Do you know how I killed Ziyan?"