Verse 36: Male tears

2018/8/1

Xu Li's video diary:

The battle was over, very, very quickly, and we attacked without following Zhang Kong's plan. But even so, we were able to take this place faster than planned. None of the gangsters remained, and all of them were killed, and about seventy or eighty survivors were killed by mistake along the way.

But all in all, this is how the war ended.

We cleaned up the battlefield and then brought all the survivors back to our safe zone. Gong Jianfei is now the girder of the security zone, and he commands everything, the distribution of personnel, accommodation issues, etc.

Zhang Kong is now lying where he originally lived, while Li Na and Zhang Xiaoxi accompany Zhang Kong. The two of them cried for nearly a day and a night, and their eyes were so red that they couldn't be any more red. I was a little worried about them, but they kept their doors locked and didn't want to see anyone.

"I'm back." At nine o'clock in the morning, Liu Nan knocked on the door and walked in. I looked at Liu Nan's faceless, he also made a fuss because of Zhang Kong's matter, and now the whole person is like a unique product, and his spirit is sluggish.

"Drink some tea, I've built it new." I saw that the water from the kettle he was carrying with him had not moved at all, and it seemed that he had not drunk water since the night of last night.

"No more, thank you." Liu Nan pounced and sat on a chair in the living room. His eyes were staring at the tea leaves in the glass teapot, and he kept staring at it, stunned. I tried to comfort him, but I didn't have any words to say, so I opened my mouth and stretched out my hand, but I didn't say a word.

"Xu Li, I'm really useless." But before I could think of what to say, Liu Nan suddenly called my name. Originally, I thought he was going to cheer up, but the next sentence he said was useless.

"I was... I think the end of the world, no one else believes it, just the two of us, it's good. Liu Nan continued, I thought about letting him talk about it, and it was good to express his feelings.

"But, just that time, Zhang Kong saved the two of us, I think that in fact, some people in the last days are still very reliable and credible, but I didn't fully believe him at that time." Liu Nan continued, this time, he picked up the small teacup on the table, held it in his hand and spun it around.

"Later, he saved me again in that small village, and that time I thought I was going to die, but I didn't expect him to rush into the zombie horde and drag me out of the sea of corpses." That time, I heard Liu Nan tell me when chatting, it seems that the comradeship between them has been cultivated since the two of them were alone that time.

"Then a few days ago, Zhang Kong was there again, it was that, I don't know where it was, anyway, he saved me again." That time, I blamed myself for not stopping Liu Nan from going on an adventure alone.

"Plus this time, four times in total, he saved my life, four times in total, without him I would have died a long time ago." Liu Nan continued to count, and counted the incident this time, I haven't heard him say what happened this time.

"But I, I can't save him even once!! I can't save him even once!! Suddenly, Liu Nan burst out, crushed the teacup in his hand, and then fell to the ground hard.

"He can lead such a big team, and he is so kind that he saves people when he encounters them, and every time he is like this, even if he is in danger, he is not willing to let others suffer." When Liu Nan said this, his voice was trembling, and I could hear that he was really sad and blamed himself, to the point of heartbreak.

"You know, that guy, the guy in the suit, when he used me as a shield, I didn't believe him for a moment, and I suspected that he was going to up with that guy. Even so, I would not believe him. Even so, I still don't believe him, I still don't believe him!! Liu Nan became a little hysterical, he smashed the table and smashed the chair.

"Liu Nan!!" I rushed forward and hugged her, although I don't know if this will work, but if it can make Liu Nan feel better, I am willing to do anything.

"Xu Li, why... Why am I like this... Obviously, I said that it was okay to die for him, but why, at that moment, I still doubted him, am I a scumbag? Am I a human trash? "I took his head in my arms, and he stopped struggling, hugged me like a child, buried his face in my arms and cried.

The man doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place, Liu Nan is so sad that he will cry like this. Liu Nan is now, like a child who has lost his toy, throwing himself into my arms, crying, crying, crying. Seeing Liu Nan like this, I also cried, his tears were too lethal for me.

"Team Liu!! Front door! Suddenly a large number of zombies appeared! There are too many! There must be at least 600,000 !! At this moment, a message from the walkie-talkie interrupted Liu Nan's crying, he took his face away, and then said to the walkie-talkie with tears in his eyes: "Have you finished notifying the Gong team?" ”

"The main brothers have been informed!!"

"Okay, I'll be there right away! Let all the Secret Service brothers go up to the wall and get ready for battle! We're going to hold this safe zone no matter what!! Complete! ”

"Understood!! Complete! ”

"Thank you, Xu Li. Let's go, there's still a battle to be fought!! Liu Nan wiped away her tears and wiped her eyes away for me. With a kiss on my face, he retrieved her silver gun from the hanger and set out to go to the battlefield once more!