Chapter 824: Self-Esteem (Page 1/1)

He originally thought that she was a good-looking and beautiful young lady, otherwise why Yan Xiangnuan was so kind to ask her if she had anything she couldn't give up, but he didn't expect that it was such an ugly ghost, and he thought that most ghosts were very good-looking!

At least in my memory, the female ghost Bai Qingqing was very beautiful, and the female ghost who followed him at the beginning was also very beautiful, although the appearance of real death was also ugly, but who would have thought that the female ghost this time would be so terrifying, but the temporary yin and yang eyes were opened, and he had to continue to watch even if he was hard-headed.

He said that if he didn't look at it now, his sister would definitely be able to beat him.

"The countryside where I was born was very traditional and feudal, because of the inconvenient transportation, my parents were not educated, my mother never even went to school, she was a farmer in the ravine, speaking the local dialect of her hometown, and she never left the mountain village in her life. My father went to school for a year, but he could only write his own name, and their thinking was still rural, and they were blessed to have someone to serve them when they were old and sick after having more children. We are a mountain village on the other side, and family planning is popular, but no one implements it, so we have unscrupulously given birth to seven children, four daughters, and three sons, and because of this, the burden on the family has become heavier and heavier. The ghost lover said, and his tone was faintly helpless about fate.

If you can, who wants to be born harder than others, if you can choose, who doesn't want to be clothed and fed from a young age, if you can, who wants to be born in a rural ravine, the starting line is lower than others.

"After graduating from junior high school, I can only work in a factory, and my monthly salary is pitiful, I don't earn enough to spend, and I have to mail money back to my hometown, because my parents are old, and there are several younger brothers and sisters to raise, I actually want to continue to go to school, but the family conditions do not allow it, my father is also old, and every day is facing the loess with his back to the sky, he is not yet fifty years old, he is too old to be old, he has a herniated disc, and he still works hard to raise a few younger brothers and sisters to school." The ghost whispered, his voice a little sad.

Sympathy and pity for the hard-working parents.

"The factory treatment is not good, I have not been able to help the family too much, and when my sister is about to drop out of school, I am very tormented, I don't want my sister to drop out of school at such a young age, I know what it is like to be forced to give up studying, I don't want my sister to taste it again, so in order to reduce the burden on my parents, I followed a part-time job, a beautiful sister to a nightclub as an escort." The ghost lover said, his tone a little embarrassed.

When it comes to the word escort, she is also a little mocking, and she herself actually dislikes this profession a little, out of pride and self-esteem.

Everyone has more or less self-esteem, but some people need self-esteem to accompany them, and some people can abandon their self-esteem, because they want to live easily, because responsibility is more important than self-esteem, if you say that she is afraid of hardship, afraid of fatigue and make this choice, but her junior high school is not for herself, but for her family, forced to that part by life.

"After going to work in a nightclub, I lightened the burden on my family, and gave myself a name, called Lotus, because I was a fledgling and beautiful, because I was young, because of my simplicity, I was quite popular in the nightclub, and my life was not so tight, and I didn't need a penny to break it into two petals." People who have lived a hard life really know the importance of money.

Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many people crazy about money.

"The body is not so tired, but the heart is very tired, the nightclub is a test of people's hearts, I once had the illusion of living in the harem, sisters who work together, meet each other and greet each other with a smile, but they stab you in the back and snatch your guests. That place is actually very cruel, with a lustful voice and a bad horse, all kinds of good and bad people, there are 360 people from all walks of life, and they have all seen it, good, bad, scum, and rotten. I lived every day in such a bright light, trying to preserve my innocence, not wanting to completely degenerate myself, I tried to die in that quagmire, it was painful, it was very uncomfortable, and it was ridiculous. The tone became even more mocking.

To be honest, it was a cruel thing to confess her past and past, and it was not easy for her to muster up the courage to say it.

Yan Xiangnuan listened very carefully, knowing that she might not have talked about the point yet, but she is like this now, since she plans to say it, she will also recall her unbearable life, but she can feel that her life should be very sad.

Hearing this, Yan Xiangnuan was already a little embarrassed, do you want to say that she deliberately belittled herself? No, she has her own pride, she doesn't want to, she also has a lot of helplessness, it's just that in this world, sometimes it's so cruel that you can't tolerate your right to be picky about life.

If she doesn't sacrifice herself, she sacrifices her younger brothers and sisters in the family, and she just chose to exchange her for the stability of her relatives, at least for her family, she has a clear conscience.

Yan Xiangyang listened to the ghost-loving story, and from the beginning of his dislike of the ghost-loving appearance, to the current stunned, he was a little surprised, there are still such people in this world, who will sacrifice themselves so much for life.

"I was up and down in the nightclub, and I met a man who was very different to me, a man who was very good to me, affectionate, and could even give up the whole world for me, he was my first man, I fell in love with him completely, and my friends told me that there would be no love in that place, and the girls who worked in that place were not eligible for love. The little sister also told me that the man I know in that kind of place, he can't really love you, and the man's words are too much to believe. The ghost said, and smiled faintly, laughing painfully, laughing like crying.

Affection! And because of feelings!

Yan Xiangnuan couldn't help frowning slightly, and also sympathized with all the most affectionate women in the world.

"But I was brave once, with him, he was still very good to me, he would give me money to spend, he would also help me reduce the burden on my family, help me rent a house, accompany me to move, two people live together, I am so happy, I was really happy during those days. At the age of nineteen, I got pregnant unexpectedly, and he said that I was still young, still young, and that I was going to have a child in a few later years, and I loved him, and I believed what he said, and I killed my first child, and I was in pain. ”

It seems that when I think of the child, the ghost-loving soul trembles, and I really feel the pain again, and the woman has deep feelings for the child.

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