I slept at half past one yesterday and slept at four or five the day before yesterday, and I wasn't playing, I was just thinking about work.

Yesterday I took meat to eat for the little little flower, the little flower is the sister of the little flower who got lost last time, there have been two litters of cats at home, it is the smallest one in the second litter of cats, this morning the fog, Dad called me up, I was really on fire, so sleepy, Dad said that the little flower is back to the cat star, because my book is actually written for elementary school kindergarten elementary school children to read (kindergarten seems to have begun to learn literacy, but I have thought that I can record it with audio to listen, yesterday I was recording bedtime audio). So I can't really brutally restore some of the things that adults have seen.

I had some negative emotions and unhappy expressions in the previous chapters, but now that they've all been resolved, I don't want to change them because they're all real.

Just half an hour ago, I dreamed that I saw a female singer I liked in junior high school, in a classroom as big as a concert at school, and then I wanted to give her everyone's gifts.

There is so much foreshadowing, I want to say that my little flower has passed away, and before going to bed I secretly stuffed meat for it to eat, but it doesn't eat it, and it has lost a lot of weight, and it is like a specimen when I see it again, this is the fourth time I have sent the cat away, and I feel that I am not strong enough to protect all the things I want to protect.

Just like the milk cat I met on the road before, the cow cat that was born without milk, the little black cat named Wangzai, and this flower.

Let's talk about Huahua first, its grandmother I bought it from the flower and bird market, at that time I was stupid and couldn't tell the male and female of the cat, because I had never raised a cat before, and it was a kitten, I was more familiar with getting along with dogs (I had an aunt who was planted vegetables said, you study agriculture, I don't know what kind of plant this is).

Today I am not at all uncomfortable, not sad at all, because I have accepted, accepted that I am not omnipotent, that I am not omnipotent, that facing a life and returning to another planet, another beginning, is sudden.

I hope there will be no pain, no hunger, no sickness, no cold. I've accepted my powerlessness and moved on. There are more famous people who have left this year and more people around them than ever before, and they have gone to a wonderful world, I thought.

So far, I don't have a specific faith, I believe that everything that respects life and lives should cherish the present. I probably think more about any outside accusations that can arise against me. When the animal doctor sterilized the cat before, he said that some of the owner's cats were born disabled because of the breeding of inbred cats, and the owner did not give up.

Thinking of the cat I met on the street, its hind legs were injured, and I could only hear it wailing, and I knew that the rescue organization couldn't manage so much, because everyone was already overwhelmed by the cats they adopted.

At that time, I felt very helpless, but I could only bear the things I encountered, and some things were just for you, and my intuition told you that you were going to do it, so I did it, which is a very common thing.

I hate some of my so-called relatives because they tell me to throw the cats away, I never think of anything in return, and I'm strong enough on a psychological level. I'm tired of hypocrisy, moral kidnapping that only cares about profits, and I hate people saying I'm autistic. I accepted that there were a lot of things I couldn't do about it, but I went back and did it anyway.

In the face of the cat that has left and the shell that has been left on the earth, I try not to say how terrible life is to leave my body, because that is the law of nature.

The pupils dilated, the original yellow and black eyes became black, still a big and a small, the cat looks at you like this to show that it loves you, speaking of which, I still think that it is right not to have a dog, because I have been raising a dog for five days before, and I am very disappointed. I don't cry about these things now, and I probably cry when I'm free (I'm not a cryer).

Then Dad dug a pit and buried it under the soil. Next to the pepper flowers are six-petaled white.

For me, the difference between the life of a cat and a dog is the difference between living for more than ten years and decades, and I don't have much of an additional concept.

I don't like to send it away with fire, for my own reasons, and it costs money, so I might as well buy food for other cats, and I thought about tattooing pictures of cats on my body, but there are too many of them, so I still don't give them more delicious food. I don't throw them in the trash (a lot of people ask me to throw them away, and I don't fight back against them, because there's no point in scolding people at this time, it doesn't change anything, people just aren't the same).

If I had magic, it would be like in the TV series, a beautiful light would make it disappear, no corruption, no smell, no heavier body.

When mopping the floor yesterday, it asked me for water and meowed.

I don't want to talk to people I know about anything in my life, and they may find me annoying, because everyone has to deal with making money to survive and problems in their own lives.

Whenever this happens, I think about animal hospitals, rescue systems, and perfect laws.

Because it just so happened that yesterday I watched a show called "Animal Farm", in which a milk orange was injured, and its mother did not dare to approach it, but watched it from a distance and hid it in a corner. Later, the director of the animal hospital said that it was likely that the spinal nerve that was kicked by someone was broken.

I won't scold a few words of anger on the Internet, and I won't stay in one mood for too long, because these can't change anything, and it's not good for the body.

It was cruel for a child to see such a situation, the milk orange was only two months old, and its hind legs could not move because the broken bones had severed the nerves.

It kept meowing at the cat mother, didn't eat, and after being rescued in time, it was adopted by the young lady.

Growing up so big, I finally understood that there are always some people, they have to pick thorns in whatever you do, I used to reflect on myself this is not good and that is not good, but then I realized that they are just picking thorns, and they don't do anything, and I don't want to care about these rights and wrongs. These people ignore the silence and ignore it, and devote more energy to those warm lives. The puppy is really cute and I look forward to getting a dog one day.

You can't stop trusting anyone because you're hurt, just like the cats in the video, they're afraid of humans and run away, but this time it's the people who help them.

In the video, it is said that there is a penalty of up to one year and a fine of about 1,000 for harming animals.

They said that the person who saw the video hurt Xiao Tangerine should repent.

If you understand human nature, I know that there are some people who will not repent, so there is a law, because they have no empathy and empathy, they don't feel what happens to others, how terrible the harm of other lives is, such people will be indifferent, they will hurt the innocent. Some will use words to hurt others, and some will hurt animals that are unable to resist.

If you don't hurt your own interests, you don't know how to be afraid, such a person is very scary, and let's talk about criminal psychology......

(Because I like to watch legal programs since I was a child, there are many different people in the living environment, and knowing more about these is also a survival skill) Now there is a cat lying on my feet, it's so heavy, you are fat and fat.

There is harm, dirtiness, coldness, hunger, hypocrisy, but also light, warmth, kindness, and truth.

Little flower, every time I say meow, it will answer me, its cry is not very good, the orange cat's call is good, you can not see the cat for a long time, you will know which cat is calling.

It's the youngest of the litter it was born with, it's never heavy, and when you feed other cats, you take the food away, and it bites my hand stupidly, maybe it's not good for mental development, and then the immunity is not good.

There are some black Sanhua in the mouth, sometimes they will pout on the stove, and sometimes they will pee on the pillow.

Nature is endless, and different plants grow in the soil every season, wither, and grow again the next year.

Sometimes I feel like I'm in my seventies or eighties, and sometimes I'm still incoherent, and that's how I talk when I talk to kindergarten kids, because we jump around talking.

In the summer, other cats went to play in the grass and brought back parasites, so they used medicine, and it was fine, when they saw lice and fleas, and also saw parasites on dogs, they were directly frightened, and there were news of toxoplasma and rabies virus.

Fortunately, the medicine is effective, and it is also life, and the parasite virus is really scary and annoying, probably because of parasitism, which harms others to feed themselves.

The first time I sent the cat away was in 2015, I was out handing out flyers, it was very hot weather, and I didn't have any money on me, and at that time I was tricked by a foreign language training institution, and I had to repay the loan every month, so sometimes I only had three or five yuan in my pocket, and I really liked to eat vermicelli buns on the street.

I can't let my parents bear it, I can only feed it water, I know it's too painful to drink, and every time I can tell it in great detail, it's as calm as what happened to another person.

On the way to work, and even when I was a child, I witnessed many times when my cat was injured or lying there.

Understand that money, time, energy, and professionalism are just as important as patience, because people can also be tired, and they are not everything.

The second is a cow cat baby, born in June 2015, vaguely remember that it should be the 12th, home from work should be more than ten o'clock, my mother told me that five cats were born, the cow is the youngest, born without eating, sent to the mouth and not eat.

Then there is Little Black Wangzai, and then there is Little Little Flower.

Xiaoxiaohua, I was born in May in 2016, which is very hot and hot, and I just changed my favorite job and haven't turned a regular yet.

Sometimes they do a lot, and some people will jump out and blame the insufficiency, and find fault like playing a game of finding faults. There are also some liars who are full of values, but in fact only care about profits. I have met many similar people, and sometimes they don't realize that they are wrong.

I'm not in the mood to care, bury the cat at work, will be accused of picking thorns, I was very angry at the time, said that the meeting was at two o'clock, the meeting was not held until five o'clock, and the meeting was not held until 10:15, I took a taxi back to the company, and I had to catch the subway home, and I didn't eat dinner, such a business, I can't stay (I like the company that can raise cats).

is still running in the subway to catch the last train, all the promises given by the company can't be fulfilled, and people are not allowed to tell the truth. The money earned is not proportional to the effort made, and even the cat cannot afford to have one.

Give me another chance, I will still choose to leave time for this cat, I can't save it, but I can't let it lie in the scorching sun, people come and go, there are ants and vehicles.

Speaking of which, I think if an enterprise has no respect for life and grassroots employees, it is okay not to do it.

My mother is a knife-mouthed tofu-hearted person, she doesn't say anything, and sometimes she doesn't resist when she is bullied, and she can't tell clearly. Let's just say that I don't care, I am the one who gets hurt in the end. Everyone's family is different, and I hope that everyone can fight for the initiative in their lives.

I think of my grandmother, my grandma likes cats, and my neighbor's grandmother also has cats, (some so-called relatives don't let my grandma have cats, don't let me have cats, okay they also say that I am not filial, say that I am fake love, say that I have cats to make myself feel comfortable in my heart, sometimes I think that if I get ahead in the future, will they jump out and accuse me of being unfilial), I hate them! If I had written in my diary in elementary school that I wanted everyone to be healthy and safe, now I wouldn't have said something vicious, but I'm really not in the mood to bless them, who wants the trolls on the Internet to be their own family?

Anyway, I hate hypocrites, who say nice things, don't do things, and blame others.

My grandmother was very kind to me, and many of my idols are no longer on earth. They are all kind-hearted and beautiful. There are also many old people who say that I have to work hard, including the mentor and Bole I met (I don't want to quarrel anymore, because some people are not worth hating)

Some people will think that I am eccentric, in fact, I just think that maturity is not worldly, growing up is not necessarily growing, compromise is not maturity, I want to be an adult, I can tell children to chase if they have a dream, instead of extinguishing the lamp of hope of others after failure.

Now I still want to buy bubble blowing toys to play with.

If you have a cat and a dog, the average life expectancy is five years, and the longest is more than ten years.

A person's life is only more than ten years, although I am not a veterinarian and do not use a knife (I also fill in the forest garden major), I don't even dare to touch live fish (but I don't like to eat fish), and I don't dare to touch mice, rabbits and pigeons in experimental classes, I used to feel that I was cowardly, not so much sympathy, but empathy. I hope that medical students will do a good job of anesthesia.

I like to eat shrimp too much, especially fried shrimp (my favorite squid lady also likes to eat shrimp recently), I don't know if I said it last time, and I can't help but eat it, and it's cruel, so I poured white wine and rice wine into the shrimp, because I think they won't hurt too much.

actually said so many incoherent words, scattered.

The cat didn't seem to react to the departure of its companion, and by the way, the neighbor's little white dog played with the surviving little tortoiseshell. In the wind, sitting on the cushion, the gray cat lying on the side of the little white dog is particularly cute. While my mother didn't see it, I gave the fat people a little food to the kittens, although my mother would say that you can take care of the cats outside, and when she saw it, she still had to ask me to feed them.

The little white dog's babies have been adopted, the little tortoiseshell mother doesn't want it, they are companions, and the dog has been cruel to me recently (probably given food?). )

The world is complicated. It's complicated in people's hearts, and they just want to farm. If you want to unload your armor and return to the field, you must first achieve something.

I didn't dare to pick the pepper just now, because it died when I picked it, and I didn't feel it because I usually got the food in my hand, but if I didn't eat it, it would wilt, but if I understood the pepper, would I be very afraid......

I want to live in a farmer's house, farming, cooking, fishing, and taking a nap every day. I love the mountains, forests and seas.

My dad is like my grandmother, kind, but kindness has no principled power, it becomes cowardice, saying that it may not be good for his elders to be cowardly, then it is good to be weak, but I think right or wrong has nothing to do with whether it is an elder or not, it has to do with behavior. It can't be too old, right? It has nothing to do with age, because my grandmother said that three years old sees old.

They are indeed defenseless against people, and I have also inherited it, which is also the source of conflict in our family. It's too forbearing.

So I hope that all good people will learn to recognize others and protect themselves.

Stray cats, if there is no way to distinguish between good and evil, then avoid and protect yourself.

Because there are too many bad people who can lie and say nice things.

Having said so much, I hope that people who think a lot like me can feel less lonely when they encounter something wrong. Those who have comforted me and told me not to hold back too much actually get tired of listening to me say three words.

I'm not a friend in their eyes, I'm just someone I can take advantage of, everything is a benefit. And I'm not autistic, just selective communication, hates socializing, likes to be alone, and doesn't like to be interfered with.

There are a lot of good people in this world, people can change the world, today the little flower left, I usually talk to it when I mop the floor, my mother said that I have let it live for a long time, and others see it sick and smelly, it may have been thrown away, in fact, it is the father who takes care of it a little more.

(I'm afraid to go to the hospital myself to check the best little black cat, it also has gastroenteritis, it's really scary to check the cat's fart, the doctors and nurses are really strong)

There was a time when a cat was given to someone else, and it was not well cared for, I don't know if I said it, so I asked it back, I should have said, it was the fact that I carried the cat on my back in the cinema.

In this impetuous world of interests, everything is developing rapidly, slowly, everything will become better, there will be professional rescue, there will be no shortage of money, there will not be a person who raises hundreds of stray animals and is overwhelmed and blamed, people can also do the work they like and accompany their families.

The future will be better and we will be stronger.

I still believe that the more I do, the less I feel, the more I will be blamed for my shortcomings, and only clean eyes will find good things.

I no longer worry about life and death, birth, old age, sickness and death, because there are always young people who are born in the country, and talented people from generation to generation.

The sun has lifted the fog, and I'm going to sleep a little longer. The strength of a person lies in the fact that he can serve many people and survive all the hurdles encountered in his life.

Everything is changing, and only when you lose it does you know you have lost. Cherish the present.