On the farm over there, Lin Xuelin, who was desperate for two days since Jiang Jiangyu left, was whipped several times, and finally couldn't stand it and fell completely. She couldn't tell whether reality or dream was on the vacated Chase pavement, and she couldn't tell the difference between reality and dreams, and she reached out weakly to grab her mother Chen Jingru's hand, but it was always a little bit closer, and she couldn't catch it.

The people standing in front of her came and went, including her grandmother Gu Ruyi, her grandfather, her father, and many, many people she was familiar with, everyone just looked at her quietly and turned away.

Only her mother kept crying at her. She hates, why does she only cry and not hug herself? She was cold, cold and aching. No, they don't want her anymore, no one wants them anymore.

When night fell, tired women came in one after another. The godless eyes glanced at the shadows shrunk into a ball in the corner, slumped on the kang, huddled together to keep warm, and no one had the energy to pay more attention.

Too much sympathy has long been blown away by the great northwest wind and sand. Who else has the honor of leaving here but the dead? What's more, sometimes death is not a relief, a kind of happiness?

Outside, the cold wind blew the corner of the sack that served as the door at the entrance, and no one said a word, and the long hours of heavy labor had long since made them tired and sleepy, and fell asleep—there was heaven.

When the news of Lin Xuelin's death reached Chen Jingru, she was holding a cup of hot tea and pondering the housing problem of her son after he got married, as well as planning the time and place for the two in-laws to meet.

Lin Aiguo, who opened the door and came in, clenched his palms, took off his disguise, and whispered: "Xiao Lin is gone, our Xiao Lin is really gone." ”

Chen Jingru looked at the man with red eyes not far away, his head went blank, and he fell to the ground softly and lost consciousness.

There was a loud "bang", so that Lin Aiguo could no longer understand the sadness of losing his daughter, and immediately rushed forward and squatted down to pick up his wife, and pinched Chen Jingru's middle until she woke up dying.

Looking at his wife's distracted eyes, Lin Aiguo couldn't help but shed tears, "Mom, don't be like this, we still have Xiaohui, and our son is still waiting for you." You have hatred in your heart against me. It's all my fault, I shouldn't have been away for so many years, I'm the most damned person. ”

"It's all my fault, and if I hadn't left, the child wouldn't have become like this. Why didn't she wait for me to come up with ideas? Why don't you stay up for a while? How could she be willing to let us white-haired people send black-haired people......"

"That was our first child. I'm damned, I'm the most damned. I shouldn't have come back and didn't care about her, no matter how disobedient she is, it's still my child. I threw her, I hurt her......"

Chen Jingru struggled to get up, moved into the bedroom step by step, and lay straight on the bed staring at the roof.

Lin Aiguo grabbed her right hand, "Xiaoru, you speak, don't be like this." ”

Chen Jingru closed his eyes motionlessly.

"Xiaoru, shall I let Xiaohui come back to accompany you?"

Chen Jingru hoarsely voiced: "Don't tell him." ”

"Don't be like this, be angry and hateful at me, I beg you to cheer up. It's all my fault, you hit me......"

Chen Jingru lay there quietly without saying a word, no matter how sad she was, her tears had dried up in the past few years. As early as when she abandoned this daughter, she understood that she couldn't keep it, she really couldn't keep it.

How did such a small lump grow? She forgot...... She doesn't deserve to be a mother. She's the sinner, she's the damned one. She shouldn't let the child be indulged by the dead old woman, and she shouldn't worry that the child will hold a grudge and be happy with her.

“…… I'm going to resign, we're going to the northwest now, we're going to find the kids......"

Chen Jingru opened his eyes, "It's not your fault. She went to her grandmother for revenge. ”

Lin Aiguo suddenly lost his voice, and opened his mouth to look at her in astonishment.

"Your mother is the culprit, your mother is the sinner. It's all her fault, without her, my daughter would be as good as Xiaohui. Without her always instilling the right people, without her training, my Xiaolin would not be so ambitious, would not be high-minded, would not be high-minded, and would not have embarked on a crooked path. ”

"My Xiaolin is so small, stretch out her arm to ask me to hug me, and your mother immediately drives me to the kitchen; Your mother won't let my Xiaolin go to a foreign house, because she is a poor worker who is not worthy of your family's identity; Your mother won't let my Xiaolin get married, because it's a mud leg who is not worthy of your family. ”

"And your good brother and sister, every day instigating our mother and daughter to separate, so that their sister and brother resent. How many sins my two sons and daughters have suffered, they are all them, they are all harmed! And your good brother-in-law, without him, how could my Xiao Lin go to that ghost place in the northwest? It's all them, and it's all they who killed my daughter. And your father, he personally cut off my Xiao Lin's life. ”

Listening to these words and looking at his wife, who was gradually regaining his vitality, Lin Aiguo closed his eyes tightly. It's okay to hate, it's good to live on these hatreds. The family has lost its daughter, and there is no one less.

"Did the second child say that his mother-in-law had just seen the child some time ago?"

Lin Aiguo opened his eyes, looked at his regained wife, and nodded.

"I sent so many packages just to hope that she would be able to survive and pick her up one day. She could still write to us before, why did that woman go to see my Xiao Lin and the child left? ”

Lin Aiguo's eyebrows twitched.

"Dad, I beg you for one thing."

Lin Aiguo held his breath and said solemnly.

"Bypass the second child, you check privately, what happened before the child left?" As she spoke, Chen Jingru closed her eyes, "I want the truth." ”

"Don't worry! If someone really murdered our children this time, I would definitely take revenge. ”

Lin Aiguo knew very well that this was a kind of hatred grafting that should not be had, but he still wanted to find out what role that younger brother and sister played? This daughter of mine is a ruthless character in the sky, and she will never seek death if she can live.

So he asked his brother to have time to meet the child and give her the confidence to live. What's more, they have been frugal and have been using frugal land to withhold materials and mail them over. With the child's heart, with so many things, not to mention worry-free food and clothing, he will not die in a desperate situation.

Unless the child has not received anything in private...... This possibility has been Zhou Jiaoliezi before, and it is not impossible not to happen.

Thinking of this, Lin Aiguo decisively denied it in his heart. This is impossible, he treats the second child well, that is the niece he has seen since he was a child. What's more, this time I was guarding against that insatiable younger brother and sister.

With the death of Lin Xuelin, what will be the future relationship between the two brothers of the Lin family, except for the verification of time, no one knows. But the couple in front of them is also quite painful to lose their daughter, and as the New Year approaches, they start to handle the prospective daughter-in-law again.

Is this not a deep feeling, or is it really a hundred people who die? I don't know if Lin Xuelin will be blinded under Jiuquan? The parents she misses in her heart are really broken off with her this time.