Chapter 131: A sense of security
I don't know if I remembered the old things or was moved by the movie, He Chunchun's tears flowed widely.
Fang Jingxue took out a tissue from her pocket and handed it to her, "Didn't you forgive you Wanwan?" ”
He Chunchun nodded slightly, and sniffed again, "That, I'll go to the bathroom, you continue to watch." ”
He Chunchun left the table, and Shi Mochi followed out.
Before she could get to the bathroom, she retched, and her shoulders were immediately held by a pair of hands.
"It's too late? How did you get here? ”
"I don't think you're normal, what's wrong? Did that Fang Jingxue say something again? ”
"No, it's my own problem."
"And what's your problem?"
"I ...... I don't feel sick to my stomach and go to the bathroom. ”
"Pure!"
"Hey!"
He Chunchun turned his head and met his deep eyes.
"You really don't have to keep being stuck in the guilt of the past, no one will blame you, if you are unhappy yourself, Xuanxuan will not be happy. No one can change natural and man-made disasters, what we can do is to live well. ”
"I know."
As soon as she entered, she vomited nonstop, after so many years, He Xuan's death was still a hurdle in her heart, like a quagmire, and she could only sink deeper and deeper when she stepped in.
When she came out, Shi Mochi was still waiting at the door, looking at her with worried eyes.
He Chunchun pretended to be leisurely like a nobody.
"Let's go back! It's the end in a while. ”
"Chunchun, in front of me, you don't need to pretend."
He Chunchun smiled, "No, I'm like this." ”
With that, she walked forward.
Shi Mochi sighed, "Have you trusted me during this time?" ”
He Chunchun stopped.
Shi Mochi expected her to answer positively, but she still avoided it.
"Let's go back to the movies! It's going to end. ”
"Forget it, don't mention this, let's go back to He Xuan, how many times have I told you these truths, why can't you listen to them? Stop torturing yourself, okay? ”
"Shi Mochi, don't say it, you're not me, you don't understand." He Chunchun turned his head, a little more impatient between his eyebrows.
"I know, when my parents and my brother had an accident, I blamed myself for not being able to save them, but after so many years, nothing has changed, and the world will not change the way it operates because you are unhappy."
He Chunchun sighed lightly, "No, Shi Mochi, you really don't understand, our situation is different!" ”
"Why don't I understand? What's the difference? Yu Chunchun, even if I beg you, don't dwell on those sad pasts, you should also look forward. Shi Mochi's tone was a little quicker.
"It's just different! I grew up in an orphanage, I know the feeling of being abandoned, but you are different, you have a grandfather and brother who love you, they will give you enough security, but we don't, we can only comfort each other among orphans, do you understand? ”
"No one thinks that you want to abandon him, and Xuan Xuan won't feel that way, only you feel that way!"
"But my best friend looks at me like an enemy now, Xuanxuan will never come back, this is a fact! I don't want to use what you said as a reason to excuse myself, life is destined to be painful, and how much pain I have given others, how much pain I should have suffered! ”
"Isn't there no joy in life except pain?"
"Why are you so fierce? What are you yelling at me? I won't tell you! You don't understand it. He Chunchun broke away and ran back.
How can a rich young master born with a golden spoon understand her He Chunchun's life?
After a while, Shi Mochi walked up to her.
"Chunchun, I'm sorry, I was in a hurry just now."
He Chunchun exhaled, "Shi Mochi, you haven't passed those things a few days ago, right?" ”
Shi Mochi was puzzled, "What's the matter?" ”
"I'm deliberately angry with your grandfather, you can't fail to see it, I'm still making a big fuss about your grandfather's kitchen, in fact, you've been annoying me for a long time, right? I'm unreasonable, I'm domineering, I'm willful, and I don't understand feelings yet. You're right, that's what I am. ”
Shi Mochi scratched his scalp heavily, "No! It's not what you think, why did you say it again? Didn't I apologize for those words? I sincerely hope you are doing well from beginning to end! ”
"You apologize just because you don't want me to continue to make trouble, you don't mean it at all!"
"Yu Chunchun!"
As soon as the three words came out, everyone's eyes were attracted.
He Chunchun didn't care about other people's eyes at all, and stood up directly, and when Mo Chi also stood up.
"What are you yelling at? That's it for me, He Chunchun! If you can't stand it, leave me alone! ”
"Then I'll take care of it! Let me see if I'm sincere! ”
"Are you sincere, it doesn't make sense to me all the time."
After He Chunchun finished speaking, he left directly, Shi Mochi stood in place, and the people around him talked for a long time.