Yinmei said calmly: "Originally, when my father was still there, he was a traditional Chinese man, who loved and respected women very much, opposed that bad practice, and protected me from the circumcision ceremony. ”

"But after he died, my mother was a pedantic indigenous feudal woman, she thought that a woman should be circumcised, and if she did not accept circumcision, she was unclean and could not be married, and only a woman who was circumcised was a good woman."

"I was held down by my mother and a neighbor and cut me off with a razor-like blade..... You know, it's usually cut when I was a child, and the older I get, the more it hurts, and I was twelve years old at the time....."

I was suddenly silent.

"The older you get...... The more it hurts. Miao Qianqian looked at Yinmei, who was sharpening her knife, and when she heard this, her face turned white instantly, and her whole body trembled violently.

After being forcibly circumcised, at the age of fourteen, a wealthy old man from the next village was willing to marry Yinmei with ten cows, and be the old man's fourth wife.

Because among the dark-skinned women who are full of swarthy, yellow-skinned women ..... Quite worth the money.

Yinmei's mother thought it was a good place to go, and coveted ten cows, so she married her.

If it were other women, she would have grown up in that kind of environment, and she would have been submissive, but Yinmei was different, she had heard too many ideas about women from her father, so she began to rebel.

She began to run away.

Naked and running wildly in the desert, she ate the roots and weeds of the trees and trees with hunger, slept on the edge of the Gobi in the middle of the night, kept running, kept running, and finally passed out on the ground, and woke up to find herself in a dilapidated house, an old woman looking to take care of her.

There are bad people and good people in this world, and this old woman is a good person.

"The old woman, who claimed to be from India, settled here, and every day she made strange bottles and cans, claiming to be a witch doctor, treating the surrounding Somali villagers," Yinmei said. ”

"She listened to me, was sympathetic, and took me in, and it was from that I learned the snake bone wine I am brewing, and she gave me the technique of pubic tooth..... She said, it's an ancient witchcraft that is said to have been created by a circumcised woman, but I don't want you to use it, you're still young.... Even if the body is flawed, there is still too much beauty. ”

Yinmei was very serious and nodded.

She lived there for three years, and then found an opportunity to smuggle out, and she was ready to leave this sad place and return to China, where she longed for her father..... The kingdom that her father spoke to her about every day.

It's all yellow-skinned there, just like her.

The old woman left her to entangle, helped her get the opportunity to smuggle into England, where to find a way to make money to work, and then go to China through the way, before leaving, the wise old man left her a word.

"You don't have to worry about the mutilation of your body and the despisation of the world, when one day you shine, the whole world will make way for you."

Is it radiant?

Silver Rose leaves, and she embarks on a journey.

She believes that her life will be beautiful and bright.

The identity of illegal smuggling is very difficult, she is full of hope, she works odd jobs in the UK, and she does not know English, and it is difficult to even live, so she can only work silently and teach herself English word by word.

She is strong and works hard.

But fate always loves to play tricks on people, because of circumcision, she was afraid of being late for work once, and ran frantically to the station, her steps were too big, and she pulled the scars that were cracked, and she could only go to the hospital to see a doctor.

But she was a stowaway and could only sneak into a private clinic.

The old doctor was a good man, he looked at the wound, sighed, and said, "The cut off part cannot be restored, and you will never be able to experience that aspect of consciousness in your life, but I can make you feel better, and it will not hurt so much, and help you cut the thread, deal with it, and do a small surgery to dilate." ”

Yin Mei couldn't understand the above words.

The old doctor quickly realized this, and he called a young black man from Somalia to help translate.

The doctor said very politely to the young black man, "Please help me tell her that I will do a minor operation for her." ”

The black young man, however, turned his head in Somali and pretended to be translating, but said to Yinmei: "The doctor asked me to tell you that you let a strange man who is not your husband look underneath you.... Don't you think it's a shame? Slut! ”

The black youth continued: "The doctor told you not to come to him again, he will not help you, because you have defiled our sacred traditions and betrayed the great circumcision! You have betrayed our race! You're an unclean woman! ”

Yinmei was stunned and was said to be crying.

The young black man turned his head and said to the doctor in fluent English: "Doctor, you can help her with her wounds, she asks you not to break that thread, this is our tradition, please follow our customs, please respect her choice, she thinks that only her husband has the right to cut that thread, that is a sacred symbol of chastity!" ”

The doctor was stunned for a moment, showing regret.

Out of the hospital, Yinmei could only endure the pain and continue to do odd jobs.

Yinmei said calmly: "At that time, I didn't know English, and I didn't know the malicious translation of that black young man, but I knew that after learning English, I understood the words of that disgusting scum at that time, translating to each other." ”

But she quickly withstood the blow.

The future is bright, and one day she will shine, she believes the words of the old woman.

"Later, I continued to work, and I met a Chinese man named Chen Guang, who was yellow-skinned like me, and I felt very kind, I learned Chinese with my father since I was a child, and I could speak some simple Chinese, at that time, he was the only person I could communicate and speak in that world."

Yinmei was already very beautiful at that time, and she was a big beauty.

Chen Guang frantically pursued Yinmei, chasing her for more than three months, and later in a drunken distraction, Chen Guang saw Yinmei's underneath and was very frightened.

Yinmei asked him, "Am I ugly?" I was circumcised. ”

Chen Guang said in disbelief: "Is it all cut off and then stitched together, this is terrible." ”

Yinmei nodded and asked him if he disliked himself.

Chen Guang shook his head, hugged her into his arms, and said that he would hurt her for the rest of his life, and then he squatted down gently, separated the threads sewn together with a blade, and entered her body.

Yinmei said: "At that time, I felt that I was the happiest woman in the world, he said that he liked me very much, he also liked to do that kind of thing, said that he was very happy, but I only felt the pain of being torn every time, that feeling was very painful, very painful, but since he liked it, I endured it silently, at least.... Someone is like me. ”

I was silent, with a bad premonition.

And her next words also completely confirmed everything.

Yinmei sneered and continued: "But one day, I heard him and his fox friends boasting, saying that I was a fool, saying that the circumcision over there has been passed down for thousands of years, it is not unreasonable, it is really amazing!" The man over there is really good at playing, and he comes up with this wonderful technique, and that feeling is wonderful and pleasant, which is not experienced by other women, every time it is torn, it is a place. Woman. ”

Full of filthy and expletive.

But she remained silent and continued to hide in the corner and listen.

"It turned out that there were a few times when I couldn't wake up, and I couldn't get out of bed after waking up, and he told me that he couldn't help it when I was asleep, and I was in pain, but I loved him very much, so I didn't think much about it, but I didn't think that it was he who secretly stunned me before, and asked a few of his brothers to come to me, and he also said on the phone when he was going to stun me again, and also to a few other brothers, and also taste that kind of taste....."

Scum.

I let out a long sigh, feeling very depressed, that person was really scummy.

The wretched will have something to hate.

If she met a good man at that time, instead of a scumbag who played with women and deceived her body, maybe it would be completely different, no wonder she is now dating men everywhere and castrating them.

Yinmei continued: "Hehe, after I listened silently, he boasted that in three days, he would stun me and continue to taste it with a few other buddies..... I silently remembered the technique my mother-in-law gave me before, since they wanted to try it.... I'll let them come..."The Silver Rose Monster laughed.

At this moment, she no longer believed in the radiance, but fell into the abyss.