Seeing him so sincere, I was not polite, and did not hesitate to let him carry me on my back this way, this Huangquan Road is not long or short, anyway, it is not far from the edge, but it is not very difficult to really walk, but we have been delayed for a long time.

So Wang Meng said to me, "Hold on to me." ”

Then I felt my body start to hang in the air, and I actually flew up in this underworld, and I was in the air looking at what was going on below.

It seems that Wang Meng did this in a hurry, which would definitely be suspected in the world, but those people in this underworld saw me and Wang Meng flying in the air without looking at it, it was already a matter of course, and after about ten minutes we walked through this Huangquan Road, and there was still a street sign at the exit with the words "Huangquan Road" written on it.

I didn't want to go through the pain just now, so I quickly escaped from this place, we continued to walk, I felt a lot more comfortable and let Wang Meng put me down, and then we walked on this road, the Huangquan Road in front of us was far away from us, but not far away I saw something again, and saw a platform, on which it seemed that two or three people could stand.

Just as I was wondering, I noticed some ghosts standing on it, and under my doubts, they let out heart-rending cries, and their eyes seemed to be full of despair, and everyone who came here had such expressions and mannerisms, and their cries succeeded in infecting me.

Because this cry is so desperate and very infectious, those ghosts come up or down one after another, as if everyone doesn't have much time, standing on this platform and looking into the distance, it seems that they see something very important in their eyes, and then there are desperate cries, and I wonder what they see.

So he turned his head and asked Wang Meng, "What is the use of that platform, and why does everyone who goes up have such an expression?"

Wang Meng didn't answer what I said quickly, just took my hand and continued to walk forward, there was a sign here but it was stained with dust and couldn't see it clearly, he squatted down and stretched out his hand to wipe the ash on the brand, and then I noticed the three big characters written on the sign.

"Wangxiangtai"

I have heard these three words, and legend has it that this place is a platform for those who have died, but only once, that is, after death, when you look into the distance from this platform, you can see your family crying for yourself, and you can also see your own corpse, because you miss it too much, you will cry, and I understand why those people are crying like this.

If it were me, I would definitely be like this, death is not terrible, what is terrible is that when I see those people I love the most crying for myself, I will feel inexplicably distressed, and I can also see my own corpse.

Legend has it that everyone can only watch this once, and there will be no chance again, and there are many people who want to break this

It is stipulated that stepping on this lookout platform, the final end is only the soul is scattered, and no one can change the rules in this netherworld.

Attracted by these cries, I stopped there and didn't want to go any further, is everyone who comes here just crying?

It didn't take long to see a young child-like person come here, but he didn't walk on this lookout platform and continued to walk forward without hesitation, and I followed him when I saw him go, he looked like he had just come to this netherworld, and the next thing to do was to go from here to the end and then go to the front of Lord Yama.

I hurried after him, and he seemed to hear my footsteps, obviously just a young child, his eyes were indeed so empty and cloudy, and he didn't seem to have any illusions about the future at all, he didn't have any wounds on his body, but there was a deep shocking scar on his wrist.

So this child did not die because of an accident, but he deliberately sought death, the scars on his hands have proved everything, it is clearly the traces of cutting his wrists with a knife, I didn't expect the wound to be so serious, is he already disappointed in the world?

Now that I have come to this netherworld, those memories will end sooner or later, and I can't remember anything after drinking Meng Po soup, so I might as well tell me this.

So I kept walking and caught up with him and asked, "Classmate?"

Because of this title, he slowly turned his head to look at me, he looked very thin, and his long hair covered his eyes, his skin was very white but not very healthy, as if he had not seen the sun for a long time, he kept his head down and did not want to look at people, which was a sign of extreme lack of confidence, that is to say, there was an insurmountable cut in his heart.

Now that you have arrived at this place, you should let go of everything slowly, but if you are forced to forget these things or even be forced to let go under the influence of Meng Po Tang, then what's the point?

Only if you are really willing to give up is the real forgetting, at least in my opinion.

After a pause, he asked me, "Is there anything wrong?"

Although he looked gloomy, he spoke in a beautiful voice, like sunlight that can illuminate a person's heart, so I didn't hesitate to say, "Wow, your voice is so good, why don't you talk more?"

Hearing me compliment him, he lowered his head shyly and shook his head again, but he seemed to be a very gentle person, because even if he didn't know me, he didn't take the initiative to leave, as if he knew that it was rude, and he didn't want to embarrass me, and now he was willing to listen to me.

I looked at his arm and said, "I'm also a ghost, I chose to commit suicide because I couldn't stand some reasons from my family, but ah I didn't realize that there are still a lot of regrets in life after I died, I didn't think about it before I died, and I began to regret it the moment I died, are you the same as me?"

Even when I saw that wound, I didn't mention it immediately.

This would make him feel uneasy, so he made up a white lie, so that he would think that I was in the same situation as him, and would be willing to speak his heart to me.

However, I didn't have any wounds on my body, and in order to make him believe in me more, I also specially added: "I died after taking a lot of sleeping pills, because I was super afraid of pain, and I didn't dare to use those methods, so I could only choose this way." ”

The boy looked at the wound on his hand and said, "The pain of this wound is actually nothing, if I really despair of life, such pain is unconscious for me, it is much better than the previous setback, it is a relief for me to die." ”

He lowered his head and finished these words, and unconsciously put his hand on the shocking wound and said to me, I pretended to be very surprised to look at the wound and said: "Your wound looks very painful, I saw you in Wangxiangtai just now, those people are on the stage to see their family for the last time, you are the only one who left there without hesitation, is it because of conflicts with the people at home?"

I know that he will tell me the truth, and after passing these few levels in such a situation, he will not know anyone when he arrives at the Lord of Yama, and it is better to say these words than to keep those scars and words buried in his heart all the time, and it is always better to say them with someone who has a common language.

So he trusted me a lot at this time.

Nodding his head and saying, "Yes, it's because of the family, I haven't felt the so-called maternal love or father's love since I was a child, my parents seem to treat me as a robot, they have never smiled at me since I was a child, it seems that I am not the best one until I die, even if I become the first, they think it is easy, this feeling is too tiring." ”

I have a deep understanding of what he said, fortunately, my father is more open-minded, and he will not ask me too much for my grades, thinking that whether I learn well depends mainly on my own creation, and my parents only need to support them, but if the grades are really bad, I will not force or show me a look, which has never been.

I remember when I was in elementary school, my grades have always been very poor, failing is a common thing, every time I call my parents, my father looks like nothing happened, even if my parents around me have been comparing, but my dad will say that it is good to be happy, and now I feel very lucky, if I have such parents, it is estimated that the pressure will make me have the urge to commit suicide.

For the grades, it is estimated that all children are an idea, of course, going to school is to study well, some people do work hard and can't achieve a good result, how much you have to pay attention to a little talent, and then after junior high school, my brain is a little smarter, so now the grades in college have been very good, and I won't let my dad worry.

Like Cen Jing, she usually reads books carefully, but the result is still not ideal, but her parents will not force him, and now children are not the only ones studying

's way out, as long as it's a happy life, it's good to be happy, obviously the man in front of me is very depressed, and it even reminds me of the boy in the previous case.

He is caused by his mother's persecution and pressure all the time, and even his mother herself can't understand why her son has become like this, because the terrible comparison and competitiveness have led to such an ending, the key is that they don't know it.

The results of both of them are the same, and in the end, they are both deliberately seeking death, which is not suicide at all, I think the boy in front of me is the same, his parents don't understand why their son suddenly committed suicide, and will think of all kinds of results, such as unsatisfactory in their own lives, or being bullied at school.

I won't blame it on my head anyway.

(End of chapter)