Gu Yang was not caught by the security guards, and after returning home, he educated me well. And feel sorry why I want to do it.

It turned out that I had always been a kind and optimistic girl in his heart.

Actually, he never knew. I have always pretended to be optimistic and sensible, how many times, since I was a child, I have always been praised as a child of others. has good grades, good personality, and even moves according to every step of the lady, just so that parents can show off their children in front of others. Even if there is only one girl in the family, it can still be excellent and admirable.

I didn't want to explain it to Gu Yang, I just said that I wanted to experience the excitement.

He thought I was reaching puberty, and explained to me how to adjust my mindset for an afternoon. How to do something meaningful from adolescence.

I also echoed him, hoping that he could end the old man's persuasion as soon as possible.

A few days later, another incident happened at home. Dad's business has developed overseas, and my parents are very happy, it used to be just a small company, but it caught up with the development of the Internet and made a lot of money. Maybe my mother didn't think that she didn't enjoy everything that was hard-won. I locked myself in my room, panic and helplessness leaving my body gray beyond words. I can't do anything, so powerless, Dad's problem, Mom's problem, the problem between them. How can we sort it out?

That night, An Jing said that she wanted to come over and get a music disc, and she suddenly wanted to listen to it. I was waiting for her at the gate of the community when I saw my father, and he drove the man back and stopped right at the door. I couldn't dodge, so I was stunned in front of them. I didn't even say a word, and I was terrified, but my father just looked at me deeply, and there was a relieved expression in his eyes.

My secret was revealed. I have an indescribable sadness in my heart, I would rather that the secret is only mine, but this secret is not mine, it is no longer mine.

Because when I went upstairs with my mother, my father said to my mother, I have something to tell you.

I knew what she was going to say, and fear strangled my neck like a vine. I can only stand between my father and mother, I said that my mother has a problem I won't do, you teach me! Mom took me with pity, Chuanxia, you go back to the room first!

I screamed sharply, no, no! Mom! Mom!

I know that some of my classmates also have children from single-parent families. Xiangxue Since her parents divorced, she became Snow White after her father remarried, and the school had to pay money to buy school uniforms, but she didn't pay until the school uniforms were issued, her name was written in the corner of the blackboard, and then she didn't look at the blackboard, because no matter what the teacher wrote on the blackboard, her eyes would fall on her name, which made her ashamed. And Dongdong, after his parents divorced, he followed his mother, and he soon began to smoke and drink and skip class, spending time with a group of thugs, his mother didn't care about him at all, and was busy looking for a new man for himself. Some classmates who live close to Xu Dong said that they have seen Xu Dong bring different men home, and the impact is very bad......

These negative beliefs are deeply ingrained in my heart, what a terrible single-parent family! A one-winged angel in a family without a father or a mother can never fly.

But Dad decided to divorce Mom. Mom didn't keep it, at least after Dad apportioned it with Mom that night, she agreed to the divorce, she said, I just want Chuanxia, and everything else can be given up.

I could only keep crying, and my chest was full of pathos, maybe I would be Snow White too.

Dad moved away. It was so resolute and so hasty that there was no room for maneuver. When I stand in the living room, enter the study, or in the kitchen, my heart remembers the past, the life we used to be so happy, and the warmth of the past has been left in the wind of yesterday.

After a few days, my mother seemed to be pretending to be strong in front of me. I never said a word about my father, and I even threw away all the things about my father at home. Every day is to make breakfast, take care of my studies, go out to dance after dinner, and then go home to sleep, and the days are spent in a cycle.

I said to myself, Chuanxia, you're going to grow up, you're going to grow up.

Fortunately, An Jing has been with me in those days, knowing that I am in a bad mood, she will tell jokes to amuse me, or take me shopping and hiking, she said to me, Chuanxia, even if you lose the whole world, you will not lose me as a friend.

Then I picked up and remembered to record the vow: Today, I, Tranquility. Swear to the sky, to the earth, to the crooked tree. In this life, she will be Chuan Xia's best friend, and she will guard her happiness. If Sichuan Xia gives birth to a baby in the future, I will be the baby's godfather and take care of them for a lifetime.

There is sourness, and it is in the eyes. I lowered my head, not wanting to be seen by An Jing. I can't bear to tell her that I don't believe in love anymore.

It's just a summer, and all the changes, like white and black, are profound.