Chapter 140: Don't forget the original intention, it's difficult
Jiang Xi's words just now touched Chen Feiyan a little.
If you can't fit into the home, don't fit in, who can't live without it?
Chen Feiyan shook her head gently, she could see her father, and obtaining her father's approval was her belief since she was a child.
Without this belief, how can she live?
Everything seems to be meaningless......
"Fei Fei?" Jiang Xi approached Chen Feiyan's face and shouted, "What are you thinking?" I just kept calling you. ”
Chen Feiyan raised her eyes: "You say, what's the matter?" ”
Jiang Xi said: "It's nothing, just seeing that you have been in a daze, I will call you." By the way, you see in the group, Zhao Xueling said that she was going to sing, are you going? ”
"I don't go, it's that kind of environment every day, it's boring, I'm not interested in singing." Chen Feiyan sighed and leaned back in the chair.
Jiang Xi was slightly surprised and looked at Chen Feiyan: "You...... What kind of environment is it every day? Do you do it every day at KTV? ”
Chen Feiyan raised her eyes and shook her head: "It's not ......."
Chen Feiyan shook her head, sighed again, and stopped talking.
Jiang Xi sat opposite her and put his hand on the back of her hand: "If you have anything to say, just tell me, I will help you with the staff." There are some things that you can't see clearly, but maybe I'll be able to see them clearly when you say them. ”
Chen Feiyan shook her head: "No, it's okay, don't make a fuss." ”
"Fei Fei, your father, is it really good to you?" Jiang Xi asked in a low voice.
Chen Feiyan raised her eyes and rolled her eyes a few times: "What do you mean by this?" My dad, that's my dad, of course good to me. He's the closest person I'm in the world, no matter what, my relationship with him is thicker than water, isn't it? ”
Jiang Xi thought for a while: "It's true, the case with Xiaoxi with me on Monday is about to be announced, it's too nervous." ”
"Oh, what's the attitude of the child's father, is he still harassing you?" Chen Feiyan asked.
"Not recently, I have been calling and texting me before, all kinds of threats. But now, it's gone, I don't know if I've figured it out, or if I'm thinking of something else. ”
Jiang Xi propped her head: "For Xiaoxi, she should be happy that her stepmother who abused her was sentenced." But for Xiaoxi's entire family, Xiaoxi's stepmother was sentenced, which is not a good thing. There is no woman at home to take care of her two-year-old brother, who will take care of her? ”
"Who's taking care of it now?" Chen Feiyan asked.
"The child's grandmother is Xiaoxi's step-grandmother." Jiang Xi whispered: "But that's just to help bring it for a while, where can I bring it for many years?" Xiaoxi's father is an ordinary worker, he quit his job and went home to take care of the children, where does the family's expenses come from? ”
Jiang Xi said, sighing to himself.
As Xiaoxi's father said, she is doing justice for a moment. She was refreshed, but their house was ruined.
A complete, well-reorganized family was destroyed by her.
Jiang Xi said in his heart that it was impossible to blame himself.
Jiang Xi has been thinking about it all this time, Xiaoxi's stepmother is really sentenced, what should that family do?
Chen Feiyan really doesn't care much about these things now, it's all other people's housework, even if she does news, who is like Jiang Xi, running with the news parties every day? He is also worried about his family. Chen Feiyan couldn't understand it, but she didn't say anything cool about the blow.
"You're ...... now. I can't even imagine that your body, which is only twenty years old, has such profound and heavy thoughts. I'm sorry, I'm not afraid that you'll be angry, I feel like you're a woman who has entered the family at the age of 30. This shouldn't be a question that a twenty-year-old girl would think about! ”
"It was I who broke the news, how could I be willing if there was no result?" Jiang Xi asked rhetorically.
"But are you going to keep doing this journalism in the future? That doesn't exhaust to death? ”
Chen Feiyan looked at her and persuaded softly: "If we do news and report the news in the truest way, we have fulfilled our responsibilities as journalists, what do you think?" ”
"There's no way not to pay attention to the follow-up, and I'm not handling things properly now. I take every news seriously, follow it seriously, and I believe that after many years, I will cultivate better and handle things more completely. Jiang Xi said seriously.
"Don't you want to do people's livelihood all the time in the Chaohua Society?" Chen Feiyan asked.
Jiang Xi asked rhetorically: "Is there anything wrong with doing people's livelihood?" Boss Liang is still one of the top reporters in the company, and he has also been in the people's livelihood for many years. Jiang Xi said with a heartfelt voice.
Chen Feiyan opened her mouth to persuade her, but found that she was not Jiang Xi's opponent at all.
"You are ...... now As long as it's for social justice, everything can be sacrificed, isn't it? Chen Feiyan asked.
Jiang Xile smiled: "No, I'm not that great, I just want to do my own thing." No matter where I am, no matter how many skills I have learned, I will continue to do what I want to do, so that I will not forget my original intention and not lose myself in this metropolis. ”
She was too afraid that she would accidentally take the wrong step.
If so, how sad should her parents be?
Chen Feiyan was touched by Jiang Xi's words, and looked at Jiang Xi speechless for a while.
Think about yourself, are you starting to see yourself clearly?
But her purpose and desire since she was a child was to get close to her father and hope that his father would accept her.
What she is doing now is gradually accomplishing what she dreamed of.
"You know what?"
Chen Feiyan suddenly said softly: "Since I was a child, I have wanted to be closer to my father, and I can live with my father. But...... When I now look at my dream desire step by step, I start to hesitate, I don't know if it's the right thing to do, I start to get lost. ”
Jiang Xi and Chen Feiyan looked at each other, and found that the light in Chen Feiyan's eyes that had been close to her father was gone, and now she was really confused.
"What's wrong?" Jiang Xi asked softly.
Chen Feiyan opened her mouth to speak, but after all, she didn't talk about it again, and shook her head: "It's nothing, it's okay." ”
Jiang Xi looked at Chen Feiyan, she still refused to say anything after she was like this, what was she reluctant to do?
"Although I don't know why you are confused, but since your heart has begun to waver and doubt what you insist on, then take a hard look at whether what you insist on is right. If it's not worth it for you to keep going, then why force yourself? ”
Chen Feiyan didn't speak, her eyes stared straight at somewhere.
Jiang Xi put his hand on the back of her hand and said softly: "Fei Fei, in fact, I want to tell you that we don't live for others, but for ourselves. If you find out that after meeting your father, it is completely different from what you imagined, he doesn't love you so much, and he doesn't want to be close to you so much. He doesn't even want to recognize you, so don't lean into him anymore. You're already feeling sick in your heart, and if you get closer to him, you'll only end up in more and more pain. Why not keep a little distance? ”
Chen Feiyan suddenly raised her eyes and looked at Jiang Xi with sharp eyes, she was wondering if Jiang Xi knew something.
However, Jiang Xi's eyes were clear, and he was just worried about her.
Why? How do you know that I'm going to be more and more miserable when I get along with my dad? He's my dad, you think too much. Chen Feiyan whispered.
This is obviously reluctant to mention her own affairs to others, especially the father-daughter relationship she has longed for for a long time.
Jiang Xi sighed: "You just said that you were confused, if you didn't get along with your father happily, then why were you confused." Because it's different from what I thought at the beginning, I'm confused. ”
"Okay, don't talk about this, you're so smart, I'm sure you won't do anything foolish, right?" Jiang Xi laughed.
As they were talking, Zhao Xueling and Fan Sitong entered the dormitory with large bags and small bags.
The two of them looked over at the same time, "You buy so many things?" ”
"Well, my mom sent me money today, she said, if you really can't find a job, then go home, anyway, there's still a month."
Zhao Xueling smiled and said, "To show you our loot today, I bought several beautiful and cheap clothes, as well as a pair of high heels, I will wear them for you immediately." ”
Jiang Xi and Chen Feiyan raised their eyes, the happiest in the dormitory was none other than Zhao Xueling.
That girl is sad that comes and goes quickly, and everyone envies her.
Zhao Xueling put on new shoes and walked around in front of everyone, "Is it good-looking?" Tongtong said it was super suitable for me. There's also a silver tone for this shoe, but the gold color I feel like it flatters the complexion, what do you think? ”
"I don't see silver, but you really look good in this color." Jiang Xi said pertinently.
"Really? Haha, thank you. By the way, I brought you milk tea. Zhao Xueling hurriedly gave them the milk tea.
Jiang Xi said: "You two tidy up, let's eat cake." ”
"Is it your birthday?" Zhao Xueling asked: "Tongtong said that your birthday has passed early." ”
"The family made up for it, bought a cake, and pretended to celebrate my birthday, so I simply brought it back." Jiang Xi said with a smile.
"Amazing!"
The things are piled up on one side.,The four girls put the small table on the bed in the middle of the dormitory.,Put newspapers on the mat.,Ready to eat.。。
"You're really welcome, this is a piece that has been dug up, you bring it back." Zhao Xueling said.
Jiang Xi opened the cake box and said seriously: "This is not leftovers, I ate a piece and then brought it back." It's true! ”
"We didn't dislike it, such a big cake, just cut a small piece, what's the matter?"
Jiang Xi laughed and cut a piece of each: "The one I have eaten, it is delicious, and it is not greasy at all." ”
There is very little cream, the cake tastes really good, and everyone keeps nodding and praising it, it is indeed delicious.
"This cake is certainly not cheap, I have never tasted such a delicious cake. I used to have birthdays, and my mom used to buy small cakes at home because we didn't like to eat it at home. But now I need a cake for my birthday, so I'll buy a small one. It's not very tasty, it's far worse than that. ”
Zhao Xueling said while eating, and when she said this, the other three looked at her.