The phone rang several times, but no one answered. Shao Hao hung up the phone, and his original favorite music had no intention of listening to it anymore. He put his phone back on the glass table next to him. Quickly slid into the tub, the water was almost up to the tip of the nose. His mood is like this tank of water, slowly getting colder.

The long-lost loss hit my heart. Counted, Shao Hao has debuted twice. made his first debut, when he was nine years old, he formed a children's group with his two brothers who were one or two years older than him, and performed singing and dancing at many parties. At that time, the cute performances of the three of their friends were really novel in the entertainment industry, and they accumulated a lot of popularity and were quite popular with the audience. At that time, Shao Hao was the youngest, dark, thin, and although he danced the best, he was not as eye-catching as the other two members. He is just a member of the team who plays a role silently with a watermelon head on his head. Soon after the team was formed, one of the older brothers was going to immigrate to the United States. Shaohao's family also had to make a decision to retire for Shaohao. In this way, the popularity that had just accumulated gradually disappeared.

After that, it was a long time to participate in acting or talent competitions. At that time, Shao Hao, who was only in his teens, couldn't remember how many closed-door soups he had eaten and how many times he had been defeated. I only remember that no matter in spring or summer or in the scorching heat, Shao Hao, accompanied by his mother, ate and changed clothes in the last row of the bus, in order to go to the practice room as early as possible to hone his talents such as dance, calligraphy, and piano.

There was a draft that impressed Shaohao the most. Shao Hao, whose dancing skills are becoming more mature, chose a more mature music, performed a hip-hop dance, and sang a song. Compared with Shao Hao's performance, the judges were more interested in Shao Hao's name. Why did he call him such a strange name? What talents have you learned? Shao Hao told the truth, but the judges' comments were: "The smile on the child's face is happiness, and learning so many talents is just to meet the parents' desire for their son to become a Chan, and it can't bring you real happiness." After finishing speaking, Shao Hao was eliminated. He couldn't remember how many times Shao Hao had experienced such a scene. As a young man, he was already very good at digesting failure and loss.

However, after meeting Eryu, for the first time, he felt this strong sense of loss that had nothing to do with competition and work, but Shao Hao was caught off guard.

Shao Hao's mind was full of pictures, all about the girl he met on the plane. "The phone can still be connected, because there must be some accident." But why not answer the phone? If I call again and answer it, if I don't, it shows that there are two missed calls, it will seem that I am too urgent. No, how can I, Le Zheng Shaohao, do this kind of thing to entangle others?! There is no choice but to wait patiently. ”

Shao Hao got up from the bathtub, stepped on the snow-white footpads on the ground, put on a thick bathrobe, walked to the mirror, and looked at himself with a look of gain and loss, this is an expression that has not appeared on his face for a long time, a strange feeling of powerlessness beyond his control swirls in his heart.

The water droplets on his body gradually dried, and he changed into pajama pants, white T. Draw a new towel and dry your hair as soon as possible. Pick up your phone, go upstairs, and come to the bedroom. Sink your head into the soft cushions and bury your face in the pillow, as if this is the only way to bury those strange emotions.

Shaohao lifted the quilt and lay in. Close your eyes, take a deep breath, count one, two, three, and try to control your thoughts that can drift away at any time, and fall asleep.