Chapter 33 I love you

In the second half of the night, the wind was fierce, thunder and lightning were intertwined, and the world was swept by torrential winds and rains.

Chuan Xia ran lonely on the edge of the nightmare, the glimmer of dawn ahead, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get closer, The morning light divided the night and the day, and she stayed on the dark side forever.

Awakened, she opened her eyes, it was still dark outside the window, she felt uncomfortable, she stroked her face with her hand, and beads of sweat oozed from her forehead, sticky.

Chuan Xia turned on her mobile phone, and the time displayed now was 4:23 in the morning, and the communication records showed that she had made three calls to Gu Yang at 10 o'clock, 10:20 and 11 o'clock respectively, but no one answered.

Lying on her back on the bed with her phone in her arms, her eyes wide open, staring at the dark ceiling, sleepless. There was a thunderstorm outside the window, and I felt a little uneasy. Gu Yang smiled at her when he left, obviously reassuring her, but why didn't he answer her call?

She was a little confused, and she tossed and turned in bed for two hours, and finally waited until dawn.

There is no need to go to class during the New Year's Day holiday today, Sichuan Xia took the textbook to the classroom at six o'clock for self-study, and finally managed to reach eight o'clock, and wanted to call Gu Yang, but he thought about it, would he want to sleep lazy during the rare holiday.

Chuan Xia still put down his mobile phone, stayed up for another two hours, and when it was ten o'clock, he finally called Gu Yang.

Gu Yang's mobile phone was turned off.

Chuan Xia was a little anxious, afraid that something would happen to him, so she ran out of the classroom and rushed to the corridor.

After the rain, the air is slightly moist, and the blue sky is as clear as washing.

While running downstairs, she made a phone call to Cheng Yuze in a panic, but Cheng Yuze answered it quickly.

"What's wrong with Gu Yang? Don't answer the phone also... Shutdown. ”

"Don't worry." Cheng Yuze comforted her: "Gu Yang is fine, the shutdown may be because the phone is out of battery." ”

"No... What's up? ”

Cheng Yuze thought about it and felt that there was no need to hide it, so he simply said to her: "Last night, Gu Yang's grandmother had a high blood pressure attack and went to the hospital, the situation seems to be quite serious, he stayed in the hospital all night, and our brothers accompanied him until midnight, and he didn't let us tell you. ”

"In... In which hospital? ”

"Are you going to go over? His parents are here, so it may not be very convenient. ”

"I don't show up, just look at him... That's it. ”

Just take a look, otherwise she won't feel at ease.

"In the Third People's Hospital, Cardiovascular Department."

-

Gu Yang sat on a bench in the hospital corridor, his eyes red, his body bowed, and his head buried deep in his knees.

Grandma had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, and although she was saved in the middle of the night last night, she was paralyzed, unconscious, and in danger of her life at any time, and is now in the intensive care unit.

Grandma grew him up and cared for him, and since his grandfather passed away, grandma lives alone. Gu Yang has a deep affection for his grandmother, this time his grandmother suddenly suffered a cerebral hemorrhage, which hit him very hard, and he stayed outside the emergency room all night last night, nervous, for fear of an accident, and he couldn't even see the last side.

Life is so fragile and impermanent, Gu Yang seems to have matured a lot overnight.

"Gu Yang, you stayed all night, and you also went to the lounge to sleep for a while." Father's voice came.

Gu Yang's whole body was weak, he slowly sat down against the wall, held his head, and closed his eyes. A few minutes later, Gu Yang noticed someone approaching, but he didn't want to pay attention to it.

After a while, a soft hand grasped his index finger, and he immediately smelled the familiar.

When I opened my eyes, I saw the big red scarf around Chuanxia's neck.

She looked at Gu Yang and noticed that his whole body was trembling, so she took off the scarf and put it on Gu Yang.

As if in a dream, Gu Yang looked at her in a daze, motionless, with her body temperature around her neck, the warmth melted in an instant, and the frost in his heart was melted in an instant.

"You... How did it come? ”

Chuan Xia didn't plan to appear, she just glanced at him secretly around the corner of the corridor, but when she saw him sitting on the ground alone and desperately, she couldn't control herself, so she wanted to stay by his side and give him comfort and strength.

"Grandma... What do you think? Chuan Xia asked.

Gu Yang shook his head, his voice hoarse: "The situation is not very good now, there will be at any time... Danger to life. ”

Chuan Xia grabbed his fingers, and then Gu Yang's cold palm shook her hand and got up from the ground.

She thoughtfully patted the dust on his pants, Gu Yang looked back at the lounge on the side: "My mother is sleeping, we... Speak in a different place. ”

Gu Yang led Chuan Xia down the stairs and came to the small garden of the inpatient department.

"I'm sorry." Chuan Xia couldn't wait to say to Lu Chuan: "I yesterday... Nothing is known. ”

"What are you sorry for?"

Chuan Xia looked at Gu Yang's tired face and a few bloodshots floating in his eyes, and he was distressed.

"You didn't have breakfast, I bought it for you on the way here... Steamed buns and soy milk, you serve it hot..."

Chuan Xia handed over the soy milk bag, Gu Yang stretched out his hand, but did not answer, but passed directly under her arm and hugged her whole person.

A big bear hug with a lot of force.

He closed his eyes and buried his head in her shoulder, inhaling deeply the smell of her body.

Chuan Xia felt that something warm had seeped into her collar, her heart trembled inexplicably, her arm wrapped around Lu Chuan's back, and patted it gently: "... Don't worry, Xia Xia will accompany you. ”

Chuan Xia gasped, nodded heavily, and pushed harder, deepening this hug.

It was also at the moment when Gu Yang hugged her and cried secretly, that Chuan Xia suddenly understood that the majestic child king also had such a vulnerable side, everyone is like this, who can always be strong and invincible?

No one can do it.

She couldn't help but hug Gu Yang's waist tightly.

Five minutes later, the two of them sat on a small bench in the garden, Gu Yang was eating steamed buns silently, and Chuan Xia inserted the soy milk straw into the box and handed it to Gu Yang's mouth: "I'll take it for you, you eat it slowly, be careful of scalding." ”

"Hmm."

"Will you be in the hospital these days?"

Gu Yang nodded: "Until grandma gets better." ”

"You... Don't worry too much, it'll be fine. ”

Gu Yang took the soybean milk box in Chuan Xia's hand and said to her: "You, don't think about how to comfort me, there are still ten days of final exams, prepare yourself." ”

"Hmm."

"Do you have a goal, what grade do you plan to take the exam?"

"Hey."

Speaking of the final exam, Sichuan Xia is wilting again.

"It's possible to count down."

"It's a pretty ambitious goal."

After having breakfast with Gu Yang, Gu Yang took off the red scarf and put it back on for Chuanxia, and straightened her collar: "Go home, contact me by text message if you have something." ”

"Hmm!" Chuan Xia nodded: "If you're not happy, you must call me, don't hide it, grandma is getting better, tell me." ”

"Alright." Gu Yang held Chuanxia's shoulders and pushed him up the stairs at the entrance of the hospital: "I can't speak clearly, and I can't finish my heart." ”

"Well, let's go," Chuan Xia turned around and waved goodbye to him.

Gu Yang smiled at her, watched her figure leave, turned around and went back to the inpatient department, and as soon as she went upstairs, she saw her mother sitting on the chair outside the intensive care room with red eyes and tears streaming down her face.

He suddenly realized something, his legs were a little weak, he couldn't stand steadily, and he fell heavily to the ground.

-

In the dead of night, Chuanxia was in a half-asleep and half-awake state of confusion, and the mobile phone suddenly vibrated under the pillow.

She used to turn off her phone when she slept, but these days, she didn't dare to turn it off.

The call was made by Gu Yang, and it was now close to zero. Chu Chu's spirit was in a daze, and he instinctively felt that something was wrong. She hurried out of bed and put on bunny slippers.

The room was lit with a dim yellow light, and the surroundings were silent.

"Gu..."

There was no sound on the other side of the phone.

Chuan Xia held the earpiece tightly to his ear, faintly, as if he could hear his disordered breathing, Chuan Xia's heart tightened.

"Gu—" she gently changed her again.

But Gu Yang still didn't speak.

Chuan Xia had already guessed what was going on.

Leaning against the wall, she slowly bent over and crouched on the ground, her fingertips fiddling with the big ears of her fluffy bunny slippers.

"Gu."

There was an inaudible gasp on the other side of the phone, and Chuan Xia's hand tightened.

"I'll tell you a story, okay?"

"Hmm."

The response was very soft, soft, like a dead leaf suddenly lifted by the night wind.

"Once upon a time, Mother Rabbit had three little babies, one called Red Eyes, one Long Ears, and one Short Tail. One day, the mother rabbit said to the child, "Mother is going to the field to pluck turnips, and you must close the door tightly, and no one will open it..."

......

"The big bad wolf was in a hurry, and he said, I am your mother. The bunnies said, "We don't believe it, unless you stick your tail in and we'll take a look......"

Chuanxia told Gu Yang a fairy tale about a little rabbit, this story is not long, Chuanxia spoke slowly, it took nearly twenty minutes, from beginning to end, Gu Yang listened quietly and silently.

"That's it."

"Hmm."

"Are you feeling better?"

At this time, Gu Yang was curled up on his lattice bed alone, his teeth clenching the back of his fist-clenched hand, his eyes were very red, but he tried his best to suppress himself from crying, he breathed heavily to calm his mind.

"Well... Much better. His voice was low and muffled: "When I was a child, my grandmother also told me this story. ”

Chuan Xia stood up, walked to the windowsill, looked at the low hanging moon outside the window, and said softly: "We... It's going to grow up. ”

Growing up means that the carefree green years are gone.

Bear the pain, endure the parting, and become stronger and braver.

"Xia Xia, you'll never leave me, right?" At this moment, he was as fragile as a child.

The night is as cold as water, but Sichuan Xia is silent...

Her silence made him panic, grabbed the phone and sat up, wanting to vent at her and confide in her, and he wanted to give her all of them to her.

However, he couldn't say anything, he buried his face in the quilt, and said slowly for a long time: "Maybe Xia Xia no longer needs Gu Yang now, but Gu Yang can't live without Xia Xia, no matter in the future..."

"Gu Yang... I love you. ”

Gu Yang's words stuck in his throat, and he lay on his back on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze, his soul out of his body.

"You say... What..."

"Gu Yang, I love you, I love you, I love you." Chuan Xia closed his eyes, his cheeks flushed, and he said it three times in a row, biting each word with great precision and clarity, and no longer stammering.

"I love you, Gu Yang."

"Xia Xia loves you, loves you, loves you..."

She said more than a dozen I love you in one breath, and she didn't give Gu Yang a chance to speak at all, she hung up the phone directly, stroked her chest, and took a deep breath to calm down.

Now she can finally be brave enough to say that word, without stammering, without being afraid, she can open her heart and love him.