Chapter 56: The Past

Luo Chen sat under the peach blossom tree, looking at the front of him quietly in a daze, no one knows what he has been thinking about these days, since he knows his life experience, he knows that he is actually a brother to the current emperor, it has hit him very hard, he has been very resistant to this matter in his heart, unwilling to accept it, every day he is immersed in his own world, without saying a word, sitting like this is a day, which makes people worry.

This matter was too earth-shattering, and Yu Tao didn't know how to comfort him, so she could only accompany him silently every day, watching him from afar.

"How do you think this is? It's not a way for Chen'er to go on like this! Luo Yuyan was also anxious like an ant on a hot pot, at a loss.

Xiaoyao Zhenren stroked his beard: "The old man was also shocked when he first heard what his wife said, but the world is big, there are no surprises, everything has a fixed number, the main thing is to look at Chen'er himself, escape is not the way, only brave face is the truth." ”

"That's what I said, but his current state has lasted for several days, and he doesn't say anything, just sitting there quietly all the time, I'm too worried about being a mother!" Luo Yuyan looked worried.

"Madam, don't worry, the old man is about to talk to him, and there is something to be handed over to him, I believe he will see it, and it will be fine soon!" Xiaoyao Zhenren comforted.

"Then there is Lao Zhenren!" Luo Yuyan said gratefully.

"Madam, you are polite, Chen'er is the old man's beloved apprentice, and everything he should do as a master should be." After Xiaoyao Zhenren finished speaking, he went to the peach garden.

Yutao saw Xiaoyao Zhenren coming over, and just as she was about to speak, she saw Xiaoyao Zhenren waving her hand, she nodded and left quietly.

"Chen'er, you've been sitting here for a few days, when are you going to sit there?" Xiaoyao Zhenren looked at Luo Chen and said solemnly.

Seeing that Luo Chen didn't speak, he was immersed in his own world, and Xiaoyao Zhenren had no choice but to make this decision: "Qian'er is here." ”

"Where?" As soon as he heard that Xiao Qian was coming, Luo Chen's dim eyes flashed a trace of color, and he suddenly got up.

Seeing him like this, Xiaoyao Zhenren also felt deep regret in his heart.

Luo Chen soon realized that the master was joking with him again, she was in the palace, and the emperor was guarding her, how could she come here, and finally there was a glimmer of brilliance in her eyes.

"The teacher didn't joke with you, although Qian'er didn't come, she handed over a letter!" Xiaoyao Zhenren said seriously.

"Show it to me, master!" Luo Chen urged anxiously.

"Are you willing to speak?" Xiaoyao Zhenren didn't forget to joke at this time.

"Master......" Luo Chen was so anxious that he was about to cry.

Xiaoyao Zhenren took out the letter from his coat pocket and said to Luo Chen earnestly: "The letter can be given to you, but you have to promise to be a teacher, cheer up, return to your previous spirits, and don't let your mother and teacher worry anymore!" ”

"Yes, master!" Luo Chen replied firmly.

Xiaoyao Zhenren left after giving the letter to Luo Chen, some things can only be experienced by himself, he has become strong, others cannot replace him, only he really comes out and grows up, can he bravely face all setbacks and difficulties.

Luo Chen got the letter and couldn't wait to open it:

Brother, how are you? When I knew about this, I was also shocked, I felt incredible, I couldn't believe it was true, I knew that you must be like this, this thing came so suddenly, I was worried that you couldn't bear it, I really wanted to see you, I wanted to comfort you personally, but in reality I couldn't do anything, it was so difficult to see you, I'm sorry brother, please forgive me, such a thing happened, but I can't be by your side, I hope you must be well. Forget your cherish!

Luo Chen closed the letter, pressed it tightly to his chest, and looked ahead with sad eyes: Qian'er, do you know? It's not that I can't accept this matter, I just don't want to accept that it's my brother who fell in love with the same woman as me, if it was someone else, I would not hesitate to take you away, after all, you belonged to me from the beginning, but that person has now become my own brother, with this blood relationship, this family affection, I hesitated, I wavered, should I take you away? I can see that he loves you very much, and it puts me in a dilemma where I can't choose......"

"Zhenren, how is Chen'er?" As soon as Luo Yuyan saw Xiaoyao Zhenren coming over, he immediately greeted him and asked.

"Don't worry! He's fine! Xiaoyao Zhenren said.

"Then I'll go and have a look." Luo Yuyan was still a little worried.

"Chen'er ......" Looking at Luo Chen's increasingly thin back, Luo Yuyan felt very sad in his heart.

Luo Chen turned around, looked at his mother's eyes reddened, looked haggard, and felt very uncomfortable in his heart: "Mother, it's all bad for children, so you are worried!" As he spoke, he knelt down and bowed deeply to Luo Yuyan.

"Chen'er, what are you doing here? Get up! Luo Yuyan hurriedly helped him up.

Luo Yuyan's thoughts drifted back to the beginning, recalling the past......

This is the first time Luo Yuyan has confessed his heart to his son: "Chen'er, when my mother saved him, I didn't know that he was the emperor of Yunyue Kingdom today, he was wounded by a sword, the sword was poisonous, and he fell outside the gate, and there was also that Li Changheng Li Taiyi by his side, I just went out to buy some items, Li Changheng saw me, begged me to take his master, he was in a hurry to go up the mountain to collect medicine to save his master, and he couldn't delay for a moment, I was soft-hearted, so I rescued him, and when Li Changheng finished collecting medicine, he developed an antidote and gave it to him. He didn't wake up for a long time, so I tried my best to feed him medicine every day, and after a few days, he finally woke up, but his body was still very weak and needed to recuperate for a while. During that time, we were together every day, I played the piano and he danced the sword, and after a long time, we secretly fell in love with each other, and made a private decision for life, and that period of time was the best time in my life. Until one day, he had to leave in a hurry, before leaving he told me that he is the emperor today, I listened to my heart very unacceptable, the emperor has three palaces and six courts, how can this kind of love last, he saw my worries, in my ear swore that he loved me, weak water 3,000 only take a scoop, let me wait for him, he will definitely come to pick me up. Soon after he left, I found out that I was pregnant, and I immediately told Li Changheng the news and asked him to tell the emperor. I thought he would find out and be sure to pick me up soon. I have to go out of the house several times a day to see when he will come to pick me up, wait, wait, wait, hope, finally one day Li Changheng came, I was very happy, I thought the emperor sent him to pick me up, I was happy not to enter the palace to be a concubine, to be a mother, but to be happy that I can finally be with the person I love every day. But I didn't expect that Li Changheng didn't come to pick me up, he came to pass the word, he said, the emperor was worried about my safety after entering the palace, and decided not to admit me to the palace, so that I could raise the fetus outside the palace with peace of mind. I heard this at the time, one second I was still in heaven, and the next second I fell into hell, I can't imagine why he didn't take me into the palace, he is the emperor, the supreme right of Yunyue Kingdom, can't he protect me, what is worried about my safety after entering the palace, in my opinion, it is all a deception to me, it must be that after he returned to the palace, looking at those three palaces and six courtyards like flowers and jade, he forgot me, he didn't love me anymore, he didn't want me anymore...... At that time, I was heartbroken, and I also thought about finding a short sword, but when I thought of an innocent little life in my belly, I couldn't bear it after all, and I thought that I still persevered until the child was born smoothly. Time passed day by day, and soon it was the day of delivery, the midwife has been telling me in my ear, hard, hard, I have been in poor health for a long time, and I lost my strength for a long time, and finally fainted directly, I don't know what happened, and when I woke up, I saw Li Changheng holding a baby in his hand, he told me that I successfully gave birth to a baby boy, so many years, I didn't know that I was pregnant with twins. I saw Li Changheng in the Compassion Temple that day, and when he said all this, my mother couldn't accept it for a while! ”

Speaking of this, he looked at Luo Chen worriedly: "Chen'er, if you don't have any happiness in your heart, just tell your mother, don't be alone in your heart, you have been silent for several days, staying quietly alone, my mother feels uncomfortable!" ”

"Mother, I'm fine, you've suffered all these years!" Luo Chen hugged Luo Yuyan, his tone was full of distress, he couldn't imagine that his mother's life was so miserable, and she spent it in a long wait.

"Silly boy, it's all in the past! It turns out that for so many years, I have been misunderstanding your father, in my mother's lifetime, knowing that your father is truly in love with my mother, I have no regrets in this life! Luo Yuyan comforted.

Luo Chen suddenly asked, "Mother, do you want to meet the current emperor?" ”

Luo Yuyan's heart trembled, saying that it was fake that he didn't want to go, since he knew that it was his eldest son, and it was also a piece of meat that fell from his body, how could he not feel distressed when he was a mother, for twenty years, this son was not by his side, I really wanted to take a good look at him carefully from top to bottom, every corner was deeply engraved in my heart, my son has grown so big, and I only know now that I am a mother.

"Chen'er, why do you ask that?" Luo Yuyan didn't expect her son to suddenly ask her like this.

Luo Chen smiled slightly: "Because I know my mother, I know that my mother definitely wants to see him, although the past has passed, it is an indisputable fact that he is your eldest son!" ”

"Chen'er......" Luo Yuyan didn't know what to say for a while.

Luo Chen comforted: "Mother, in fact, I also want to meet him, I used to meet him either quarrel or fight, and I have never sat down calmly to have a good chat, I want to feel it." ”

"Thank you, Chen'er!" Luo Yuyan is glad to have such a sensible son!