Chapter 131: The past is unbearable
"You've got it all!" Zhen Qing moved her mouth after a long while: "You took my phone and didn't let me go out just for this?" ”
As she spoke, tears fell again, and she would probably never forget that incident for the rest of her life.
"I'm sorry, I just wanted to protect you!" If he knew that this was the result, he would rather tell Zhen Qing at the beginning.
"I know......" Zhen Qing choked: "Do you want to know why I killed someone." ”
After all, she can't escape.
It was the last thing she wanted to think about.
"Just say it if you want to, don't force yourself if you don't want to say it," Jing Changyou looked at Zhen Qing distressedly.
Zhen Qing listened, tears flashed in her eyes, she made up for Jing Changyou's arms, and said leisurely: "When I first came out of society, I had just left the campus, my grandparents were gone, and I had to pay off the debts left behind, I had no experience at that time, and I didn't know how hateful this society was, I was deceived when I was looking for a job for the first time, it was a man under thirty years old, he forced me to be a young lady, I was locked up if I didn't agree, beat and scolded me, didn't give me food, and gave me drugs, and finally I persevered, Until one time the man couldn't do anything about me, he wanted to plot against me, I couldn't bear it anymore, I picked up the fruit knife on his table, stabbed a lot of knives, and he died on the spot......"
Zhen Qing closed her eyes, that time was the most painful moment in her life, if she hadn't survived at that time, she wouldn't be where she is now.
"That's not your fault!" Jing Changyou was very distressed, and hugged Zhen Qing tightly and said.
"Later, the police came, saying that I was in self-defense, and what I couldn't accept was that the man was only in his twenties, and after his family came, they said that the man had disappeared since he was a teenager, and it was probably because he was deceived and controlled, and finally had to go that way, and his family hugged him and cried bitterly, I will ......never forget that scene," Zhen Qing said with tears streaming down her face.
"You did the right thing!" Jing Changyou didn't feel sorry for that person, he was very glad that Zhen Qing did that, if Zhen Qing hadn't killed that person, then it was very likely that Zhen Qing would suffer in the end.
Sometimes a momentary soft-heartedness will cause irreparable regret.
"But I really killed someone...... Zhen Qing murmured, no matter what was wrong with that person, his family was not wrong, let them lose their son, that kind of heartache she could experience, just like she lost her grandparents in the first place.
When she met Jing Changyou, she just quit her job, and the reason was that she met the man's family and talked nonsense at the place where she worked, so she resigned.
Fortunately, when she returned home, she met Jing Changyou, the person she loved most in her life.
"Qing'er, don't think like this, that person is innocent of death, if he doesn't die, what will happen to you......"
Zhen Qing moved her mouth and didn't say anything, of course she knew, maybe she would figure it out slowly in the future!
Thinking that Jing Changyou did not dislike her like this, he was very happy, smelling the unique smell of Jing Changyou, and his heart slowly became steady.
"Just tell me anything in the future, don't hold it in your heart, do you know how distressed I am?" Jing Changyou looked at Zhen Qing gently.
"Hmmm! You too! Zhen Qing choked up, the greatest happiness in her life was to meet this man.
"Hungry?"
Zhen Qing shook her head, and when she looked up, she realized that it was already dark.
"But I'm hungry!" Jing Changyou's eyes darkened.
Zhen Qing was stunned for a moment, couldn't help but widen her eyes, saw Jing Changyou getting closer and closer, and exclaimed: "Don't, tomorrow is your operation, you have to get up early......"
Before Zhen Qing finished speaking, she was blocked by Jing Changyou and turned into an affectionate lingering ......
Jing Changyou looked at Zhen Qing who was asleep, and couldn't help but smile slightly, swearing in his heart that no matter what happened, they would be together.
Together forever.
Only in this way can she sleep soundly, and Jing Changyou doesn't want Zhen Qing to think about it anymore.
Early the next morning, Zhen Qing endured the pain all over her body and got up early, ate a little food, and went to the hospital with Jing Changyou.
Although there were many people pointing fingers at her along the way, she didn't react, Jing Changyou had already contacted the police yesterday, believing that this turmoil would be stopped soon, and as for the impact on her, she would choose to slowly forget.
Jing Changyou saw Zhen Qing's indifferent look, and couldn't help but hook the corners of his lips.
This is the woman he loves.
"Hello, is Dr. Ann here?" Zhen Qing looked at her watch, it was eight o'clock, and the operation was scheduled for ten o'clock, so she deliberately came early.
"Oh my God! It's her? The nurse didn't answer Zhen Qing, but reacted and exclaimed, with a very exaggerated expression.
Zhen Qing frowned, sighed, and said, "I know I'm famous, can you answer my question first?" ”
She has something very important to do today.
The nurse was stunned when she heard Zhen Qing's words, probably not expecting Zhen Qing to say this, and held back for a while before saying, "You came early, Doctor An hasn't come yet, but you can go and prepare some procedures first." ”
"Thank you!" Zhen Qing said a word and left with Jing Changyou.
Jing Changyou hooked the corners of his mouth from beginning to end, and he was very satisfied with Zhen Qing's performance.
"Not bad......" Jing Changyou's thin lips spat out two words.
Zhen Qing didn't speak, her clenched fists slowly relaxed, and she exhaled softly, overcoming it was not as difficult as she imagined.
At half past nine, An Xuyao came, with an imperceptible trace of tiredness on his face, and asked his assistant to take Jing Changyou to prepare.
"I'm sorry, we were supposed to come to the hospital yesterday, but we were delayed by some things!" Zhen Qing apologized.
"It's okay! It's not too late! An Xuyao thought of the gossip he heard this morning, and couldn't help but glance at Zhen Qing more.
I couldn't help but ask, "Are you an orphan?" ”
"Well, I was abandoned in the snow by my parents, if my grandparents hadn't picked me up, I'm afraid there would be no me in this world!" Zhen Qing smiled sadly, how ruthless her parents would be to abandon her in the snow.
An Xuyao frowned when he heard this, if he remembered correctly, the day his sister was lost, it was a snowy day.
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but look at Zhen Qing a few times, I don't know if it was his illusion, he actually felt that Zhen Qing's eyebrows were somewhat similar to him, and then smiled, he had seen a lot of this over the years, but every time he was disappointed.
smiled, looked at his wrist and said, "Don't think about it, the police will give you a clean slate." ”
Zhen Qing glanced at An Xuyao and whispered, "Thank you!" ”
I was a little moved in my heart, An Xuyao actually stood on her side, and did not treat her as a "murderer" like those people.
"Let go, I will definitely give you back a perfect him!" After An Xuyao finished speaking, he went to prepare for the operation.
Zhen Qing took a deep breath and followed out, faintly expecting it in her heart.