Chapter 410: Student
"He was a poor student in his last life." After the female ghost finished talking about her situation, she suddenly lowered her eyes sadly and stubbornly and said a word.
Poor students? Poor students during the Republic of China!
It seems that things are really interesting, Yan Xiangnuan naturally knows that people have reincarnation after coming into contact with ghosts, so she has basically determined who the poor student in Lin Ling's mouth is, most of them are the boy who played in the basketball hall.
"His family conditions are not good, and he has many brothers and sisters, but he is energetic and has good academic performance." The female ghost raised her head and seriously recalled the past, even if she thinks about it now, many things have been blurred, but the throbbing heart is still surging, in that turbulent era, love, family affection are particularly precious.
"We are classmates, study and communicate together on weekdays, once the class organized the students to march against the Japanese, but was arrested, in a hurry, a group of classmates were chased and scattered, I went to the anti-Japanese march for the first time, he saw that I was stupid, he bravely took my hand and ran away with me. It was also at that time that I fell in love with him, he also had some hearts for me, we fell in love with each other, during that time, life was turbulent, and some of the classmates who went to the parade even had accidents, but because of him, I was frightened but also relieved. The female ghost said, her tone full of sorrow.
Yan Xiangnuan also has some understanding of that dark period, as a Chinese, he actually has a sense of powerlessness and resentment towards that period, but that is the reality of the general environment of that era.
"Soon after the two of us expressed our hearts to each other, I learned that he already had a wife in his family, and he hid it from me, just because he had no feelings for his fiancée, because the other party was a feudal woman who had not studied and had not received modern ideological education, but the family was rich. Maybe because he was afraid of poverty, so his family expected him to soar, marry a rich wife, and improve the life of the family, because he still has four younger siblings to support, his father is old, his mother is not in good health, and the burden of the family is on him. When the female ghost said this, she even felt a little ridiculous.
"When I fell in love with him, I didn't know the situation in his family, I thought we could grow old together, I thought I met the true destiny in my life, I thought that we were all intellectuals, I thought he should not accept the shackles of the old society, he should not sacrifice his marriage for money, he is an intellectual, how could he wronged himself to marry a woman who has no common language? I thought, everything I thought. ”
He chose to obey the arrangement of his family and accept that sad fate, I am a woman in the new era, I have received the baptism and edification of foreign culture, I think, I can't do anything for nothing, I plan to quit, I am blind, I love the wrong person, I am the result of everything, but his choice is like a slap to the body and bruises all over my body, I can't do anything, and it is very painful. Just as I was about to leave the relationship, he went to the street with a group of classmates and was shot dead by the Japanese and died, and I was saddened that everything should have gone up in smoke. However, they didn't let me go, but his fiancée, who was married to him, didn't know where to find out about what happened to me and him, and ran to the school to make my reputation stink, saying that I was shameless and seduced a married man. ”
"Insulting my reputation, I think, I can accept those gossips, but my family can't, my father is a doctor, a bright and upright person, when what happened, my father was sad, my mother and younger brother were also pointed at by the neighbors, our family, because of this unwarranted feelings became embarrassed, but that's not all, they still plan to ask me to give him a funeral, hehe...... In that era when human life was not valuable, my family was powerless to resist, his powerful fiancée forced me, I was helpless, and I didn't want to drag down my family, so I chose to commit suicide in school, after I died, my soul could not leave this school, I repeated the taste of death every day, I repeated desperate and painful, and then desperately met him in school. ”
"I repeated the torture of suicide in my previous life, but he had already been freed, and even reincarnated as a human, I was unwilling! How willing I am! Even if I know that he may have a lot of helplessness in this matter, but what about my suffering, my grievances? I can't tell, I want to take revenge on him, but I can't bear him, I want to kill him, but I can't do it, I make a decision one moment, the next moment I regret it, I keep torturing myself, but no one can know my pain. The female ghost said, very unwilling and painful.
Yan Xiangnuan nodded and understood, knowing that she was indeed wronged, but that was all a matter of the previous life, the boy in the basketball hall, he had been reincarnated and reincarnated, and he had no memory of the previous life, it stands to reason that all grievances and hatreds should have disappeared with life and death, and now it is a new life, and he has not done anything sorry for Lin Ling in this life, so he should not be responsible for Lin Ling's hatred.
But depending on the situation, this Lin Ling is afraid that she is unwilling to let herself go!
I'm afraid this kind of knot is not easy to untie.
"He's not him anymore." Yan Xiangnuan could only speak, trying her best to dispel her stubborn revenge.
Although it is right to be reincarnated as a human, but in his previous life, he was also considered to be for the sake of Huaguo, and sacrificed to resist the Japanese invaders, so he is not bad, it is difficult to distinguish between right and wrong in the matter of men and women, the boy can't resist the arrangement at home, but he can't control his heartbeat, he didn't lose her, but he also lost her, right and wrong are not clear, before reincarnation, he drank Meng Po soup, and planted the memory of the future on the other side of Huangquan Road, and the past was scattered with smoke.
So he can actually be said not to be him.
"How is that possible!" The female ghost roared in sharp anger.
"Dust to dust, dust to earth, the matter between you and him is your grudge in your previous life, he has already let go and left, you don't want to imprison yourself here, although I don't hurt innocent souls, but if you hurt people, then I can only perform my duties as a heavenly master." Her experience was hateful, but revenge was pointless, and there was no point in making it clear.
"No......" The female ghost continued to shake her head, her figure floated and continued to struggle wildly, she understood, she said so much, Yan Xiangnuan seemed to have planned to send her to reincarnation, so she began to struggle angrily again.