Chapter 87: Love alone can't be calculated

Yan Yu has long arms and long legs, and has an excellent kung fu, walking at a fast pace is like flying, I chased all the way to the door of the dormitory can only see Yan Yu a back, the guards at the door knelt from the beginning of seeing Yan Yu, I ran into the gate of the dormitory and had to bother to shout: "Get up!" ”

Chasing into the bedroom and seeing no one, I ran to the study again, and saw Yan Yu frowning and sorting out the official documents that I had read and put aside at will.

Cleaning up the table in the middle of the night, Yan Yu is not angry, I scolded Lei Nian secretly, while adjusting my rapid breathing, accompanied by a smiling face to Yan Yu's side.

"Brother Yan?" I came to the left side of the domain, tilted my head and winked at him, and said, "It's so late, don't clean up, how about we go to bed first?" ”

Yan Yu didn't even look at me, but the movement of placing the fold in his hand increased with great force, smashing the table with a dull sound.

I ran to the right side of Yan Yu again and grabbed his arm, "Brother Yan, you haven't had tea for a long time, are you thirsty?" Shall I pour you a cup of tea? ”

Yan Yu still ignored me, and even wrenched his arm from my grasp.

I squinted at the piano case against the wall, and ran to Yan Yu and raised my head and asked, "Brother Yan wants to listen to me play the piano and sing?" It's been a long time since I've sung to Brother Yan! ”

Yan Yu suddenly stared at me with a pair of peach blossom eyes, but the anger in these eyes frightened me, and he said coldly: "Now you even have to turn out the lyrics and songs that you gave me to use as chess pieces?" ”

"What does that mean?" I was taken aback by Yanyu's expression, and my brain couldn't react.

Yanyu sneered, approached me and asked, "I am your chess, I admit it, I am willing." Do you want to tell me today that the virtuous king is also your chess, because you see yourself as a chess piece, and the two chess pieces are entangled, and you can't help yourself? ”

I took a step back, the coldness in Yanyu's eyes was something I had never seen before, I was already at a loss, and I said, "Brother Yanyan, what are you talking about?" ”

"I say, King Xian!" Yan Yu gritted his teeth, "He paints every day, and the paintings are all about you, and this time he dedicates himself to King Chen for you, and he will become the person on the tip of your heart in the future, and I, too, should be a little conscious, and give him half of your bed!" Isn't it? ”

I shook my head in confusion, "Why did he get on my bed?" ”

"He loves you, you know it, I know it, the national teacher knows it, the king knows it, all the ministers and the entire Qingyi guard know it! Didn't he do this for you to make you fall in love with him? ”

I saw that Yan Yu's eyes began to be bloodshot, and I remembered Hongyi's words in the courtyard of Xianyang Palace. Those words are just a plan for me to attack my heart, and since I understand it, the plan will not be able to attack my heart, but it is a word

No wonder Hongyi smiled at Yan Yu before leaving.

I made up my mind and took Yanyu's hand and held it between my hands, his hand was warm even in winter, but it was unusually cold tonight.

While stroking the back of Yanyu's hand to help warm his hands, I said: "You put Hongyi's words in your heart, and after half a day's work, you made up your own associations before and after, and then decided that I would fall in love with Lei Nian in the future." But Brother Yan, Lei Nian is Xiaoying Xiaoze's uncle, you know, how can I be stupid to be emotional to the child's uncle? ”

"Brother Yan, although I can't see through that person Lei Nian, but according to his original approach, he should have hated me for throwing myself into your arms immediately after leaving Lei Jie, which is due to his loyalty to his brother Lei Jie, so he can't see that you and I get along harmoniously, as long as there is a chance, he will always provoke. For example, I invited him to join me in planning to get rid of Haoyuan, but when he saw you entering the house, he suddenly pulled me into his arms, and that was deliberately done for you to see."

"You actually fell for Hongyi and Lei Nian's provocative tactics overnight, Brother Yan" I smiled and looked at Yan Yu's eyes, "When did you become so confused?" ”

The anger in Yan Yu's eyes has faded a lot, and when I looked at him, his eyes moved slightly, and after thinking alone for a long time, he smiled bitterly and nodded: "It's me who misunderstood you again, this is not the first time." ”

When I saw that Yanyu was about to pinch his face away, I raised my hand and stroked his cheeks to keep him looking at me, and I asked, "What is it that makes you so irritable?" ”

Yan Yu seemed to be smiling, and said bitterly: "In the twelve palaces, I will not be jealous of anyone you tease with." But King Xian, he is so infatuated with you that much, you can calculate your temperament and human interests clearly, but you can't calculate the things of love. You are like this to me, you are to the good king, even if not now, what about the future? ”

I couldn't help laughing, "Brother Yan, Lei Nian has no infatuation with me. I paused to think about it, and continued: "The people in those paintings are dead. ”

"Dead?" The domain is incomprehensible.

"How can I say it, since I fell in love with Lei Duel, the person in the painting died in Lei Nian's heart. He only painted the man as he was before he was born, and it was never me. ”

I promised Lei that he would never tell Zhang Wei's identity, and I didn't want to deceive Yanyu, so I could only tell the less deceptive part of this matter.

always felt that Yan Yu didn't seem to understand, but he didn't ask any further.

But I feel that even if I convince him again this time, if Lei Nian provokes him again in the future, I am afraid that Yan Yu will still have a seizure.

So I took Yan Yu's hand again and looked at him firmly: "Brother Yan, I will never be emotional about Lei Nian in this life, if I disobey it, I will never recover." ”

Yan Yu frowned and covered my mouth, "What stupid words?" If you have to go back, then you're still"

The latter words could not be spoken.

I took down Yanyu's hand and said with a smile: "I can't take back what I said, if you see Lei Nian's weird words and deeds in the future, think about my poisonous oath." ”

Seeing Yanyu sighing, I knew that the night's toss was finally over.

Lying on the couch after washing, Yan Yu held one of my hands and slowly fell asleep, I turned sideways and looked at this person, this face, in the faint candlelight.

This face is too small for a man.

Seeing that his thick eyelashes seemed to tremble, and his faint cinnabar-colored lips were slightly pursed, did he start dreaming? What did you see in your dream?

Putting a strand of hair on his forehead onto the pillow, I gently patted Yanyu's arm, hoping that he could sleep more peacefully.

Yanyu said that he didn't know love, and asked me to teach him, and if I needed love, he would give it to me.

Although I didn't teach him anything, love was something that he couldn't control anymore once he wanted to give it to me, and gradually it really gave it to me. Yanyu also understands me, and he doesn't want me to respond to him at this time, but wants me to answer him as promised, and then give him an answer after I have learned about it. But how long will it take for the Xuancang matter to end?

I am incalculable, and my words must be even more incalculable.

Am I going to let the good youth of the language be buried in my hands?

After thinking about it, I regretted the oath I made to him, maybe it was better for him to misunderstand me and Lei Nian, maybe let him hate me because of it, leave me, and go back to where he belongs, this is what I should do for him