Chapter Ninety-Four: Cowards?

Is it really the end of the world? The town seemed to be empty all of a sudden, and I could only hear the roar of zombies and the sound of the rain falling, and I couldn't see a single figure at all.

I saw my son again, the blood stains on his face were washed away by the heavy rain, if it weren't for the bones on the half of his face, it seemed that he was still my shy little bin......

I want to die too......

There was no food, there was some rice left, and I didn't want to eat it, so I ran to the roof of the building again to see if my son had eaten it, and my son had eaten it, and it was a guy who didn't know where to run out, and he was surrounded by his son and them.

Seeing that my son has eaten, I suddenly feel a little relieved, at least, I can still see my son every day and watch him eat...... Hehe, I'm not lonely.

The rain is getting heavier.

I actually feel cold in this season, but unfortunately there is no electricity, otherwise I would still be sitting in my room watching a football game, blowing the air conditioner, instead of having nothing to do right now either go to my son or write a diary here.

It seems like it's useless to write about it other than to make me feel better, but I just want to write because I feel panicked when I'm idle...... I miss my wife.

What is that!!!

A big bird!? How could there be such a big bird! And you can fly in the rain! The scariest thing is that it keeps eating those monsters!

Like an eagle catching chickens, he kept grabbing those monsters from the ground, and then put them in his mouth, and in a short time he was already eating many of those biting monsters! Is it a mythical bird? Is it because they saw the suffering of all beings and came to save us?!

Let's hope you get rid of these monsters as soon as possible! I can't stand this kind of scared life anymore!

No! This is not some kind of divine bird!! It's a devil! It doesn't just eat monsters, it eats everything! There are already a lot of fellows around who have been taken out of the building by it! I didn't dare to stay on the roof anymore, or even in my room! Because I'm sure its huge beak will break open my little! So I hid in the basement.

The basement was even darker, but luckily there were still some candles left over from the funeral business a few years ago, and I lit two rows of candles, and only in this dim candlelight could I feel a sense of security.

The big bird's chirping kept ringing outside, and every time it chirped, I couldn't help but shudder, my guts were really too small, in fact, I couldn't wait to rush out now, if I was eaten by that strange bird, it should be better than being eaten by those monsters......

Can't sleep, panic.

I didn't hear anything outside for a while, so I'm going to go out.

The rain has stopped! The big bird is gone! Along with the disappearance of a large area of man-eating monsters on the ground.

……

I can't find Xiaobin anymore!!

Hahahahaha, am I not concerned now?! Damn it, right? I'm damned too, right?! We're almost reunited, right?!

May 24th

I want to go out and have a look, I want to find Xiaobin, maybe he hasn't been eaten by the bird......

It may be death to go out, but I've had enough, and it might be a good thing to die.

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The diary is gone here, Li Youran was silent for a while, put down the book, looked at this man who looked a little tired and a little crazy, and didn't ask anything more.

Maybe there should be some pity in his eyes at this time, but in the past ten years, he has encountered many people and things that are more miserable than this middle-aged man, and miserable experiences are the norm in the last days, and almost everyone who can live in the last days has had those grief-stricken experiences.

Some people have experienced pain and hardship to have the kind of brave heart without scruples, and many strong people in the last days have also spent it from despair.

However, this blow was still too cruel for this middle-aged man who had been ordinary all his life, and now he was already showing signs of collapse.

"Leisurely ......" Tian Feifei stepped forward to ask something, but Li Youran shook her head.

"Do you think I'm pitiful?" Behind him, a middle-aged man suddenly let out a deep voice.

Li leisurely turned around.

"Do you think I'm where I am because of my own reasons?" The man looked up, revealing bloodshot eyes.

"Am I supposed to die, should I have died a long time ago?!" The middle-aged man's emotions are getting more and more excited!

Xiao Mengting and the two daughters were so frightened by his behavior that they took a step back, while Li Youran frowned.

"Am I a coward?! Tell me, tell me! He suddenly roared loudly, then lowered his head, shook his head slightly, and sobbed.

"You're not a coward." Li said calmly.

The man looked up a little sluggishly, a certain expectant glint in his eyes.

"Your wife and son have died, you are sad, I can understand it, you are lonely and afraid, and even want to die, I can understand it, after all, fear is an innate ability of human beings, and no one can avoid it."

Li Youran said with a serious expression.

"You think that your son and wife have died, and you didn't die with it, it seems that you are very cowardly, but in fact, this is not the case at all, in this last days, sometimes to live is the greatest courage, and death is a cowardly means to escape this environment."

The middle-aged man froze.

Li Youran continued: "You feel that life is meaningless now, because you are still immersed in the pain of losing your wife and children, in fact, if you can think in another way, think about living well for them, and think about letting more people like you no longer experience such setbacks, then you can get out of this despair and welcome a new world!"

Li Youran's words couldn't help but silence the middle-aged man, and even Xiao Mengting and Tian Feifei fell into deep thought.

After a long time, the middle-aged man exhaled and said, "Thank you." By this time, his words had returned to their normal tone, and his expression had begun to become natural.

Li Youran's words made him think through a lot of things, and he no longer felt hopeless because of his wife's death, and now he suddenly had a firm thought.

"No thanks, now, can you tell me more about that strange bird?" Li Youran saw that his mood had stabilized, so he asked.

There was a loud noise on the ground, like the big bird pushing down the building in search of prey, and occasionally a shrill chirp or two could be heard.

Looking at it from a distance just now, Li Youran felt a burst of pressure from the strange bird, so he didn't have the slightest idea of stopping, and took Xiao Mengting and the two daughters to follow the man.

Although the distance is a bit far, I can't perceive what level it is, but judging from that momentum, it is conservatively estimated that it is also a line stronger than the gluttonous eater that I killed not long ago, and it is very likely that it belongs to the kind that is about to advance to the peak of the first order!

I can't imagine it's only been a few days since the end of the world, how can this monster evolve so fast!