Chapter 216: But I don't regret it either

Wei Jingshu subconsciously turned her eyes sideways, and saw Li Junche's tired expression, perhaps because he had too much wine, and his eyes were scarlet.

Since the last time, the child was gone, and this was the first time Wei Jingshu had seen Li Junche head-on.

At that time, he was poisoned by the Western Regions, and people were tortured to the point that they couldn't look like it, and the poison was cured later, and it took him a few days to give birth to some meat, but he was still thin.

Goodbye today, he is also much thinner than before, and his spirit is not as good as before.

She felt her throat tighten, but she didn't say anything when it came to her lips, she just stood there motionless.

Li Junche saw the emotion in her eyes, his heart warmed slightly, and he said with half-blind eyes: "I will send Jingwan to marry tomorrow, and I will rest in another courtyard today." ”

Even though Wei Jingshu hated him in a thousand ways and died in every way, it couldn't offset the weight of this person in his own heart.

He has always been careful and considerate, and he thinks thoughtfully for her in everything, but he is such a person who has to take the Wei family under the knife.

How many nights are inevitable, she thinks about it again and again in her heart, and she never thinks of what he is for.

Even if the Wei family is in the way of his great cause, there is always another way, why must the Wei family be killed?

Wei Jingwan was about to get married, Wei Jingshu didn't drill the horns on this in the end, only suppressed the depression in her heart, nodded, and led him to the wing room of Xiyuan to rest.

In the past few days, Wei Jingshu and Wei Jingwan have lived together, and this West Garden has not had the breath she has lived.

Li Junche sat next to the embroidery pier, rubbing his temples with his head propped up, and saw that Wei Jingshu was going out without saying a word, and he was a little anxious: "You don't stop here?" ”

Wei Jingshu paused, from the day of the Wei family's accident, she and Li Junche lived separately and slept together.

There was a gap in my heart, and I felt that I was going farther and farther, even if I lived in the same room with him, I couldn't feel warmth.

Li Junche can do this job, and she will not be willing to humiliate herself, and she will also put those fake feelings in the past in her heart.

"I'll go sleep at Jingwan's." Wei Jingshu blinked, suppressed the sourness in her eyes, and walked away after saying this.

If it was in the past, Li Junche would have let her go, but he didn't know if he had drunk too much or was too tired these days, so he opened his mouth and said, "Jingwan doesn't know that we have a disagreement." ”

Sure enough, Wei Jingshu paused again and again, feeling annoyed.

Wei Jingwan didn't know that the relationship between Wei Jingshu and Li Junche had deteriorated, but what did Li Junche mean by this?

She turned around, with a look of disgust in her eyes: "Don't be too shameless when you leave a bottom line in life." ”

Li Junche looked at her appearance of exploding at this point, and couldn't help but hook the corners of his lips, he did drink too much, and he was a little upset, and he missed Wei Jingshu like this very much.

"I don't mean anything else, but I warn you, don't worry her."

He got up, lay down on the chaise longue by the window, and sighed tiredly: "How you decide is your business, and I will not interfere." ”

Li Junche drank a lot of wine tonight, and the window in the house was not opened, and after a few words, he lay down with the smell of wine in the room, and then got up again and opened a crack in the window, and then he lay down with his hands around his chest, and his breathing grew evenly after closing his eyes for a short time.

Wei Jingshu stood in place, frowning for a while, her eyes were red with anger, and she finally stomped her feet and turned away.

The room was quiet for a while, Li Junche opened his eyes, only to see the slightly cool oil lamp swaying left and right with the breeze blowing in through the window.

The heart is empty, but it is very uncomfortable.

He lay on the chaise longue, and was out of his mind for a while, when he heard the sound of the door being pushed open again, and hurriedly closed his eyes, as if he was asleep.

Wei Jingshu went to Wei Jingwan to freshen up, wore soft-soled cotton shoes, covered with a cloak and entered the house, raised her eyes to look at Li Junche, who was sleeping soundly, and went to bed as usual.

Her courtyard is small, except for the house at the end of the East Garden, which has a dragon, and the West Garden has to put a carbon basin to keep warm.

The weather in Kyoto in February is not warm, and she is in poor health, and she does not feel warm with two carbon basins in the house.

He turned off the two lamps in the house, shrunk his hands and feet into the bed, and listened to the man's even breathing, but he couldn't sleep.

All kinds of past lives, and pieces of this life, are always vivid, like a dream within a dream, and like a phantom in a dream.

She thought that if it weren't for Li Junche's calculation of the Wei family, their children would be fine now, and they wouldn't have been so embarrassed by each other.

In the past few months, Li Junche has still taken good care of her, but she has suffered great damage in her heart.

Wei Jingshu thought about these things, and unconsciously became sleepy, half-asleep and half-awake, only to feel that the couch was heavy, and there was a trace of warmth in the cold quilt.

Li Junche endured these many days, and finally couldn't hold back with today's drunkenness, even if he was just lying beside her, he felt that his heart was unreasonably steady.

In the past few months, Wei Jingshu has not tried to be happy for a day, so why is he not.

However, everything he did had a reason, even if he made a move on the Wei family, which made the relationship between the two so cold, he never regretted it.

Wei Jingshu woke up from her dream, completely lost her sleepiness, and her whole person froze and didn't move.

In the past, she was afraid of the cold, and she didn't sleep well, and Li Junche always had to hug her at night, afraid that she would be cold.

Now, she is still greedy for that warmth in her heart, but she knows that the two of them are afraid that they will not be able to turn back.

Wei Jingshu lost her sleepiness, and Li Junche couldn't sleep with her eyes open.

The room was pitch black, unusually silent, but with a familiar feeling.

I don't know how long it took, he finally couldn't hold back, turned sideways and scooped Wei Jingshu into his arms.

Whisper: "Yuan Yuan ......"

Wei Jingshu's body became more and more stiff, and before he could react, he felt a heat on his lips, and suddenly he was full of alcohol, agreeing to be confused.

Li Junche's unsteady breath probed into her mouth and plundered, there was still a slight aroma of tea between her lips and teeth, and her cheeks were red with the heat around her.

But the person in his arms couldn't stop trembling, the tears in the corners of his eyes sank into his sideburns, biting his lower lip, and whimpering lowly.

Li Junche's eyes were sour, and his lips were stained with a bit of rust, so he held Wei Jingshu's face, pried her teeth open, sighed lightly, and lay down again.

The heart is like a deer, as if it is about to jump out at any time, but the person has calmed down.

He tucked the quilt corner for Wei Jingshu, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said softly: "Sleep." ”

Then he sat up, wrapped his shoes, and prepared to rest on the chaise longue.

But before he got up, it was a meal, and the corners of his robe were being pulled tightly by Wei Jingshu, and the villain turned sideways and asked him with teary eyes: "Why?" ”

She was a little spineless, and when she found the fold in the outer study, and when she gave instructions to his staff, the hatred in her heart for Li Junche was like a sharp short knife, and she wanted to kill him before she felt the hatred in her heart.

But when I was thinking about it a lot, and when my mind was occasionally clear, I also thought that there were thousands of ways for people like him to do one thing, and there was a misunderstanding in it.

She waited for him, waiting for him to give herself an explanation, a reason to coax the past.

But later, without waiting for that explanation, the child was gone, and she thought, instead of living in pain, it would be better to die with him.

But it didn't work either.

She knew that the child's death had nothing to do with herself, but it was just because she felt uncomfortable and blamed all the faults on him.

At this time, Wei Jingshu made his gentleness completely fall, and handed Li Junche a step to go down.

No matter whether he is cheating or coaxing, as long as he can get through, as long as the Wei family escapes, she can ignore her past suspicions.

Wei Jingshu told herself that when the Wei family had an accident in the previous life, Li Junche had already died on the battlefield, so how could he still have the heart to harm the Wei family.

In this life, it's just a misunderstanding.

But Li Junche didn't get her wish, he was greedy for two points, sitting on the edge of the couch, in the dark, looking at Wei Jingshu's unclear outline, and only spoke in a half-loud voice: "Yuanyuan, I am my husband, and I am also the son of Yongjing Palace, I can't betray the whole family for the sake of one you like ordinary people." ”

He lowered his eyes, and vaguely saw that Wei Jingshu's hand tugging at the corner of his robe tightened and tightened, and his expression was slightly moved, but it quickly disappeared.

"Sooner or later, the Wei family will have such a day, but you know it or not."

"It's good if you hate me, don't you hate me, I did it, and I won't refuse to admit it."

"As for the child......" Li Junche remembered the small lump in the swaddling clothes, but he was born without breath, and his heart ached like a pinprick: "It's that I can't stand him." ”

"But I don't regret it either."

Wei Jingshu trembled her lips, tears blurred her eyes, and her fingers loosened the corners of his robe inch by inch.

There's not much more to say.

Li Junche still went to rest on the chaise longue for the night.

In the same room, the two never intersected again, but no one knew what was going on.

At dawn on the second day, the two got up early, but they were not in good spirits.

Wei Jingwan had already asked Quanfu to wait for her to comb her hair, and Zhao Yujiao was walking around the house with Wei Yun, who had already eaten, and the whole person was full of energy and a little excited.

Seeing Wei Jingshu coming, he didn't pay attention, but said: "I already told Zixiu yesterday, and today I will stop the groom's official son." ”

said and laughed again: "When the new aunt enters the door, he has to add enough red envelopes to our Wei Yun." ”

Wei Yun was looking around with his eyes open, and he didn't know if he heard Zhao Yujiao's words, and he also blew saliva bubbles.

Wei Jingshu looked at the rarity, pursed her lips, and stretched out her hand: "Can I hug Brother Yun." ”

Zhao Yujiao handed Wei Yun to her casually, and said with great interest: "Your third brother will not be at home now, and he will let Zixiu do the work for him once he goes out." ”

Wei Jingwan groomed in the mirror, but there was no joy in her expression, and there was a faint mist in her eyes.

sighed lightly: "It would be nice if my father and mother were here." ”

Wei Jingshu hugged Wei Yun's hand and was also stunned, and she was not interested in teasing the child, the case of the Wei family was not closed, and it was not known what would happen to Wei Ren and the Yu family.

The atmosphere in the room cooled down suddenly, and seeing that the two sisters were as worried as they were, Zhao Yujiao was the fastest: "What is there to worry about, and you can't die." ”

This was said bluntly, Wei Jingshu was very unhappy when she heard it at first, but after thinking about it, she realized that something was wrong inside, grabbed Zhao Yujiao's hand and asked, "The case is closed?" ”