Chapter 159: The knot in the heart is difficult to solve, and the tenderness is no more
I never thought about what it would be like for words to treat me as if I were nothing. Even this time, I kept telling myself that it would be okay, and my big brother Yan would come back.
But when Yan Yu raised his eyes to look at me again, there was only indifference and emptiness left in his eyes that should have been tender.
It seems that no one or anything can ever walk into his eyes again.
Only when Xiaoying and Xiao Ze are crying and laughing, will Yanyu's eyes light up with an undetectable light.
Nothing else.
I have ridden many chariots, and this time when I returned to Xuancang, the Duanfang Governor Zhan Yinran used the rules as an excuse to get me a big guy that was taller and more gorgeous than the emperor's honor guard, and it took dozens of horses to start at the same time to pull.
It was a three-story loft with wheels that could be moved.
Luckily, this thing is sturdy enough, and as long as there are enough horses in front of it, it won't be slower than I expected.
Lan Zhenxiu, the ruler of the ruler, named the attic of this operation "Shifting Star Building", Zhan Yinran originally said that this building was for me to live in, so he changed a few rules, and put me, two princes, two children, and four nursing mothers and maidservants in the third floor.
As for how to assign the purpose of the floor, Lei Nian took a look around, saying that the first floor was the noisiest, and for the nurse and maid, Yan Yu chose the second floor to live with Xiaoying Xiaoze.
"Oh, then I'll go to the second floor too?" With that, I was about to get up and go down from the third floor.
Lei Nian grabbed me and said, "You and I will live on the third floor." ”
“…… What does it mean? ”
Lei Nian nodded, "The meaning of the words." ”
“……”
I sat down in a daze, staring at the slow-moving scenery outside.
The slogans resounded all over the world, and from time to time you could hear Jin Xiaolan's sharp and high-pitched shouts.
Lei Nian sat across from me and said, "As long as you go and explain carefully to Yan Yu, he will still listen." ”
"Explain?" I shook my head and smiled wryly, "Explain what?" Look at the situation outside, who can predict how the situation will change after I bring these people back to Xuancang? Since the good fortune is unpredictable, what can I explain to him? Do I have to explain to him every step I take? Is there any change, I have to explain to him what I planned or what I accidental? ”
"......" Lei Nian looked serious, "I know that you have no choice, you have many grievances, this time it was my idea to come to Diheng, and the person who should be responsible for this is me." ”
"You?" I smiled and said, "In order to help your brother, and I, I also take this opportunity to completely recognize that Xuan Cang continues to be weak, and Xiaoying Xiao Ze will be caught by Di Heng as a proton like Xuan Mo in the future." I, the emperor, have done such a grievance, and the entire Xuancang Lord has humiliated his ministers, do I really want to be beaten passively, and I really want to take the Xuancang people to endure humiliation and steal life? Impossible, Lei Nian, you know better than me that you can endure humiliation and steal life is a dead end. So this time, although you have a heart for the night, you have also helped me a lot. ”
After a pause, I said, "Now, when you enter Xuancang, there should be no problem with increasing the number of disciples to 500,000, if your brother keeps his word, send me another 500,000 people." After the New Year, Xuancang has increased the population by one million, and there are gold and silver materials donated by the disciples, after returning to Xuancang, we can still continue to recruit disciples, and it will not be long before Xuancang can overwhelm the emperor, who dares to bully us? Who would dare to lift Xiaoying above her head and try to kill her?! ”
Then I stared at the place where Ji Zhen's soldiers and horses were marching with vicious eyes, and sneered: "Who else dares to kill my minister, injure my division, and whip my prince?!" ”
My teeth chattered a little as I said this, and the hand on the table clenched into a fist.
Lei Nian listened carefully for a long time, and when he saw that I finally stopped, he got up and said softly behind me: "Look, I'm not a person who knows how to coax women, now I should pinch your shoulders or ......"
I shook my head and got up, "I'll go downstairs and see the kids." ”
"Hey......" Lei Nian grabbed my arm, bent down slightly and looked closer at my eyes, "You look like this, you scared the crying child, and Yanyu is distressed again." ”
I touched my face, "What's wrong?" ”
Lei Nian's slightly cool fingertips tapped my eyelids, "Covered with red silk, take a moment and go again." ”
It must have been due to the intense emotions when I was talking just now, so I nodded, "Okay, go slowly." ”
I was about to go back to the table and sit down for a while, but Lei Nian gently pulled me, and then his people came up and took me into his arms.
Lei Nian's voice above his head said, "He usually hugs you like this?" ”
I rolled my eyes and pushed him, "What are you doing here?" ”
"Don't move, you look like you're about to cry now, my arms are empty anyway, don't waste it." As he spoke, Lei Nian withdrew his hand and trapped me in his arms.
Struggling to no avail, I sighed, just in time to hear the heartbeat in Lei Nian's chest, which was very reassuring.
After listening for a while, Lei Nian spoke again, his chest trembling with the words, "Lou Qingxuan is cunning and cunning, and may not be loyal. He has a grudge against Ji Zhen, kill Ji Zhen and let him do it, let him know your sincerity to him. ”
nodded, "Okay, there's only one, let's whip it first, and let Lou Qingxuan play at will." ”
Lei Nian stroked my back, "I'll pump the whip myself, and I'll make him double it." ”
"I'll just eat melon seeds on this star-moving tower and watch you smoke him."
"Heh......" Lei Nian smiled lightly: "You really have this leisurely feeling." ”
I also chuckled: "Heh, for the sake of Brother Yan, you must be ruthless in slapping him, how can I not watch such a good show?" ”
"Uh...... For the sake of the domain? Are you misunderstanding......"
Raising my head, I asked Lei Nian, "Aren't you claiming to have taken a fancy to Brother Yan?" ”
Lei Nian said with an embarrassed face: "He has already refused, and now I don't have any thoughts about him." ”
"Refused? When? "How did I not know?
"There was an epidemic in the Scorpio Palace, I was punished for kneeling, he sent me sesame gnocchi, and then decisively rejected me with a tender voice, for which I was sad for several days."
Ah, didn't I go and peek at that gnocchi? At that time, I thought that Yan Yu was just going to care about Lei Nian, but it turned out that Yan Yu seemed to be entangled because he wanted to reject Lei Nian!
"So." Lei Nian smiled slyly, "So I asked Cao Kan to transfer the Emperor Heng Army to the Scorpion Palace...... If you want to find something else to do, don't spend all day looking at Yanyu's face that people can't help but look at. ”
"That's what you ordered? I thought it was Cao Kan who was protecting the Lord and making his own assertions! "I punched Lei Nian in the chest.
This punch was not heavy, but Lei Nian took two steps back exaggeratedly like a heavy blow, clutched his chest and said, "Oh, you hit me again." Help, the Supreme Goddess is going to kill the evil general! ”
What the heck......
I stared at Lei Nian for a while, but I couldn't resist his ghost crying wolf howl, and I laughed out loud.
Lei Nian stood up straight, sighed, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "It's good to laugh." The red light in your eyes has receded, and if you want to see the child, you can go. ”
I continued to run downstairs with a smile on my face, and halfway through the run I turned around and asked, "Aren't you coming down?" ”
Lei Nian shook his head and said with a smile: "I'm going to drink upstairs, you finished watching the child, come up and drink with me." ”
"Good!" I nodded bitterly.
Running down the stairs all the way to the second floor, I saw Yanyu put the child into the shaker, and when I heard my footsteps, Yanyu's movements paused slightly.
But Yanyu didn't turn his head to look at me, and continued to move, putting the child into the bed.
There are four braziers on the second floor, and the water in the wooden basin is still steaming, and it seems that Yan Yu has just helped the child take a bath. Yan Yu is like this, he is always willing to do his own things for children.
My heart softened, and I called softly: "Brother Yan." ”
Yan Yu didn't even stop moving, he threw the cloth towel into the basin of water like a cloud, picked up the basin again, walked past me with a blank expression, and went down the stairs to the first floor.
Only a faint milky aroma is left, mixed with the aroma of honey locust.