Ye Shuwan carried a pot of wine and talked all night in front of Chu Shaozhuo's grave.

It seemed to be spoken to him, and it seemed to be talking to himself, and finally it all dissipated in the wind, and there was no trace.

Those words, as if there is no end, those suppressed in the heart, those thoughts that cannot be told in the daytime, have found a suitable outlet in this quiet night.

Until the sky was thin, Ye Shuwan was holding a dagger in her hand, and the cold light flashed across her pale cheeks, and there was a kind of sadness covering her heart.

Shaozhuo...... You are gone, leaving me alone to live desperately in the world, humbly adoring you, no matter how many more years, no matter how many people I meet, no matter how many times I have made a painful decision, those who are slashed by reason, I still can't do anything to this day.

But today, it's different.

I decided to cut off all the past, start over, start anew.

Her eyes turned from thick to deep, a pain flashed in her eyes, and the dagger in her hand pierced the triple brocade robe, swallowing into her veins.

"I'm coming for you, I don't know if it's too late."

"You're not going to dislike me."

"Will you not want me?"

......

Chu Ruojun had just drunk a bowl of jet-black medicine, frowning bitterly, Bai Zhi stuffed a candied date into her mouth, and the frowning eyebrows gradually calmed down.

"Is it really that bitter, Miss, you have been crying bitterly since you saw the medicine and haven't drunk it." Bai Zhi took the handkerchief and gently wiped the remaining medicinal juice from her mouth.

"Miss, it's not good, it's not good." A guard broke into the door with a rolling crawl, Chu Ruojun's face was gloomy, and Bai Zhi took the lead before she could speak, "Early in the morning, what do you look like in a panic, what is the important matter, is the sky falling?" ”

"The steward of the theater just wrote to say that Miss Awan is missing."

"What!" Chu Ruojun suddenly stood up from her seat, "Go and find it!" ”

"Yes, yes, yes." The guard received the order, and crawled away again.

Chu Ruojun grabbed her cloak and was about to go out in a hurry, but was stopped by the old lady, "Ruojun, you are still sick, it's too cold outside, let them go and find it, let's wait for news at home." ”

She stomped her foot anxiously, "Grandma, don't you know me yet, wouldn't it cost me my life if I asked me to wait at home." ”

After saying that, she bypassed the old lady and hurried outside.

"Oh, no, Ruojun, Ruojun~" The old lady was slow, and shouted to her behind her back: "Don't go." ”

"Grandma, don't worry, I'll be back in a while." Her voice drifted in the wind and faded away.

The strong wind blew the fallen leaves on the street corners of Changping City, and overnight, it seemed to transition from late autumn to severe winter.

Since that incident, Chu Ruojun has been worried that Sister Wanwan will not be able to think about it, in this country where a woman's reputation is more important than her life, once a woman loses her reputation, she will never be able to live.

Sister Wanwan, Sister Wanwan, you don't have anything to do.

Chu Ruojun chattered while riding a horse to her brother's grave, because she knew that if Wanwan couldn't think about it, she would definitely go to her brother's grave to see him for the last time.

As expected.

She didn't know whether to be glad to have found her here, or sad to have found her here.

Ye Shuwan knelt on the ground, the precarious figure would die almost in the next second, Chu Ruojun was in a hurry to get off the horse, but she accidentally fell, and before she could stand firmly, she was in a hurry to run towards Ye Shuwan, her expression was so sad, her eyes were so sad.

"Sister Wanwan, Sister Wanwan, let's go back." Chu Ruojun held her cold hand, she raised her eyes to look at Ye Shuwan, but saw that she was looking at her and laughing, those dark eyes were full of soft light, which made Chu Ruojun's heart tremble suddenly.

"Ruojun, you can go by yourself, I can't go."

Her body fell in front of her, so caught off guard.

Chu Ruojun held her waist, her hands were wet and cold.

She looked down and saw the dagger that had pierced through her stomach and was still glistening with blood.

Chu Ruojun withdrew her hand in a daze, and her eyes were scarlet.

Ye Shuwan's body was getting colder little by little, but she didn't seem to feel it, a pale and weak smile bloomed at the corner of her mouth, and she said, "Ruojun, thank you, for so many years, I have been taking care of you." ”

She said: "Ruojun, don't be sad, in fact, I died three years ago, and what survives is just a shell." ”

She said: "Ruojun, I'm going to accompany your brother, this is a good thing, you have to be happy for me, don't be sad." ”

Ye Shuwan's eyes gradually became hollow, "Ruojun, I'm too tired......"

The faint smile condensed at the corner of her lips, Chu Ruojun held her hand fiercely, and her voice was hoarse, "Sister Wanwan, Sister Wanwan, don't go, don't go." ”

She wanted to cry, but there was not a single tear.

It's weird, isn't it?

Chu Ruojun tightly hugged the body in his arms that had lost its temperature, and saw a white-robed boy suddenly rushing in the direction where he was.

His face was pale, his eyes were colorless, and in an instant he understood what it meant to be in pain.

Zhao Sangongzi staggered and fell in front of Ye Shuwan, grabbed her hand like ice, and tears swept down his thin face: "Ah Wan, I'm too late again." ”

It's too late again.

The four words hit Chu Ruojun's heart accurately, and it was very sour.

"If I had appeared in front of you, would you have liked me?"

"Awan, I like you so much, why don't you like me?"

Zhao Sangongzi's voice was sad, and tears fell every time he said a word, "Awan, I'm not reconciled to ......."

"Ahh......h

Chu Ruojun returned home and knelt at the feet of General Chu: "Dad, Sister Wanwan is gone." ”

"Well, don't be upset." General Chu's voice was as low as before, and he said the words that countless people had said to him three years ago: "Mourning." ”

"She committed suicide in front of her brother's grave, she must love her brother very much, can she be buried with her brother?"

"No!"

"Can you bury her next to my brother?"

"No!" General Chu's voice was cold, "What is her identity, she is a drama!" ”

"Daddy." Chu Ruojun was anxious, and looked at him with wide eyes, "She is reincarnated, you think she has a humble status, and you refuse to let her step into the Chu family, my brother died, you don't allow her to come and see for the last time, and now that she is gone, you still don't allow it, why are you so ruthless." ”

"Who is she, is she married to our Chu family, and can be buried in our Chu family casually?" General Chu had a blue face, and he really didn't understand how she could say such a ridiculous thing.

As she spoke, tears welled up in her eyes, and her voice was tinged with a bit of sadness, "Why did you separate them alive, don't you think it's too cruel?" ”

"I don't think so." General Chu said coldly: "I know that you have a good relationship, this is your private matter, but the matter of being buried in the Chu family, don't even think about it, it is impossible!" ”

Chu Ruojun knelt on the ground, kowtowed to General Chu, and kowtowed to the cold ground, "Dad, Wanwan is not a drama, you should treat her as if she had married into the Chu family, you will treat her as my sister-in-law, can't your daughter-in-law?" ”

"You have to say it a few times, no!" General Chu's voice was obviously angry, and he wanted to reprimand her.

But as soon as she lowered her head and looked at the miserable light in her eyes, she couldn't bear it, and her voice was lowered, "In this way, I will give you more money, and you have buried her, which is enough affection." ”

Chu Ruojun knelt on the ground, not saying yes or no, just tears of tears.

General Chu didn't feel good when he saw her like this, so he looked away, sighed, and left with his sleeves.

Bai Zhi couldn't bear it, and helped Chu Ruojun up from the ground, and the girl's voice was also choked, "Miss, don't blame the master, the master must have his own troubles when he does this." ”

Bitterness, thinking of these two words, the corners of Chu Ruojun's lips raised a bitter smile, how could he not know his bitterness.

I'm sorry for my ancestors.

But haven't you ever thought about whether you are worthy of your brother?

Everyone is dead, but those who survive cannot do as they please, but will be bound by countless courtesy, righteousness and shame.

In life, there are enough unsatisfactory things, why not have fun in time and stick to the original intention of suicide?

Then why do the so-called clan rituals still torture the people living in the world?

The steward of the theater buried Ye Shuwan and buried her in a place with good feng shui chosen by Mr. Feng Shui, which is very good for a common people.

Chu Ruojun burned paper in front of her grave and muttered: "Sister Wanwan, in the next life, you don't want to be a drama anymore, go to a people's house, have a father and grandparents, have a brother to love, and have younger brothers and sisters pestering you to be coquettish." Don't meet my brother again, he is too bad, what's the use of a young hero, I don't think it's as good as a groom on the street, it's not as good as a little second in a teahouse, at least they can earn a few taels of silver, buy a house, plant a few peach blossoms, and live an ordinary life. ”

"Sister Wanwan, you didn't tell me where your home is, whether there are any brothers and sisters in the family, whether they are doing good or bad, will they think of you." Chu Ruojun added a few pieces of paper, "They know that you are gone, will they be as sad as me, will they come to see you." ”

"Sister Wanwan, I didn't protect you well......" The wind blew up the soot, Chu Ruojun took a puff and choked suddenly, choking tears came out.

"Miss, I don't blame you for this." Bai Zhi sniffed, and her eyes were red, "Miss is the best girl in the world." ”

They stayed quietly in front of the grave for a while, and suddenly, Chu Ruojun, who hadn't spoken for a long time, said in a low voice: "Bai Zhi, let's go home." ”

Not long after they left, Zhao Sangongzi, who had been hiding behind a tree, came out and stumbled down in front of her grave.

Followed by an irrepressible cry of sorrow, this cry made people break their hearts and intestines.

Chu Ruojun turned around, still the familiar white-robed son.

This Zhao Sangongzi is also a very affectionate and infatuated person.

It's a pity......

Chu Ruojun sighed, her heart seemed to be tightly choked by a pair of big hands, and she was unspeakably uncomfortable.