Chapter 31: Parting Apologies Are Useless

In order to hide the uncontrollable emotions at first sight, I asked him with a smile: "Lord Duanwang, you are the master of Duanyang Palace, why do you still wear a night suit to sneak in?" ”

He finally let go of me, walked to the side, untied the belt of the black coat, and hung the masked black cloth on the shelf, and then said to me, "There is no king tonight, only thunder." ”

I went to pour a cup of tea, walked back and handed it to him, and said to him, "What is the difference between King Duan and Lei Duel?" ”

He drank the tea, took my hand and sat down at the table, and he ignored my words and said, "If you leave the night seclusion, just to send the princess's soul to the Lingmu Valley, I can take you there." ”

I smiled and said, "The day I told you that I was Zhang Wei, you knew that I was going to send Xuanhu back." ”

"Yes." Lei Jue gritted his teeth, "I should have taken you there then. ”

"Then why didn't you tell me until today?"

Lei Du stared at me, "You have to give me some time to figure it out. ”

I pulled my hand out of his hand, shook my head, and said, "You haven't thought it through to this day, have you?" ”

"Yes!" Lei Jue nodded fiercely, "I don't know what I should do to you, but I don't want to see you in danger!" ”

"You just don't want me to leave."

"What's the difference?"

"Of course not." I smiled and stared at him, "You don't want me to go, just because you have a little interest in me, you have had a skin-to-skin relationship with me, in your heart, I already belong to you!" How could you let what belongs to you be taken by someone else! ”

Lei Jue frowned: "I don't see you as an ornament. ”

"You never saw me as a person!" I knew I was a little excited, and I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Or rather, you have never regarded people who are powerless and lowly as human beings. ”

Lei Jue's eyes were puzzled, "I don't treat people harshly on weekdays, let alone you." ”

Between people, the most difficult thing is to understand each other's thoughts, so when I meet people who do not agree with the three views, I always perfunctory past, no one has to compromise with anyone, even if it is my former husband Xu Yang, I have not been serious with him to run in anything.

If you meet, you will come, and if you don't, you will disperse.

In my time and space, I felt that if I found that the way was wrong after three sentences with others, it would be difficult to do in-depth communication, let alone change time and space and face thunder.

I didn't want to say anything else, so I told Lei Jie: "I've made up my mind, you don't have to keep me anymore." I am responsible for my life and death, and I will never complain about others, including you. ”

Lei Jue grabbed me by the shoulders and forced me to look at him, and said to me, "You have to put everything back in your heart, I'd rather you quarrel with me again, even if it's to scold me." ”

"What's the use of scolding you?" I smiled wryly, "Didn't we quarrel too?" ”

"You mean the day you went to the palace for dinner? That time, I just thought that you and Lei Nian were so close...... I'm just jealous. Lei Jue's face was a little delicate, and admitting jealousy was a great concession for him.

I followed his words, "Yes, you are jealous, but whether it is me or Xuanhu, none of our affairs with Lei Nian can be decided by us. Why did you lose your temper and leave because you were jealous, you didn't even give Lei Nian any orders not to touch Xuanhu's body, you can't find your precious brother Lei Nian to investigate, do you want me and Xuanhu to buy it? Do you want us to kowtow to you and beg for mercy?! ”

There was already a mist covering my eyes, and I wanted to push away Lei Jie's hand that was holding my shoulder, but his strength was so great that I couldn't shake it at all, and I laughed again with tears in my eyes, "Look, you can hold me like this, you can force me twice, you and Lei Nian are both men, no matter how weak Lei Nian is, Xuanhu and I still lose to you in strength alone, not to mention, you are the prince and the little prince of the night, Xuanhu and I are just sending people under the fence and tying our lives between your thoughts, Who is qualified to say no. ”

Lei Jue immediately let me go, "Hu'er...... No, Vile...... It is precisely because I understood that I came back to you that night, but I met you in a panic, so that I could not tell you what was in my heart again. ”

"Huh." I got up and turned my back to Lei Duel, "So you want me to be grateful to Dade, don't you?" Or did he put the blame on me again, and Xuanhu's resentment frightened me, so is it the fault of the two of us again? ”

"It's not!" Lei Denied it decisively.

I looked at him again, "Did you come back then to apologize?" ”

“……”

Lei Jue was silent for a long time, I walked back to the bed and sat down, wiping the tears from my face, "Look, you still blame me and Xuanhu, you came back, just told me that you didn't pursue it, and the matter was revealed by you." But have you thought about it, if Xuanhu's father and mother are still here, everything your brother did to Xuanhu is enough for her father and mother to force the whole country to swear justice with you. As for me, I have no father to rely on, so I can only accept my fate. ”

"Wei'er, you...... Your father and mother ......"

"My parents died when I was fourteen or fifteen years old." I don't think my background makes sense to the situation at hand, that's enough.

Lei Jue was silent for a while, then came to sit down beside me, "Wei'er, I understand why you want to say that I treat you as an object, you blame me for ignoring your thoughts, I owe you, and you should blame me." ”

"I'm just complaining about Xuanhu."

"Then you ......"

I sighed heavily, "I'm complaining about a sentence you once said to me. ”

Lei Jue hurriedly looked at me, "Which one?" ”

"If the blood of this king can save King Xian, it will not cause half of the princess to be damaged."

Lei Jue's expression turned heavy and stunned, and I added with a smile: "You blocked my sword, and when you said that sentence again, my heart was shaken by you." But it's still you, who overturned that sentence again, and you came to take my blood for Lei Nian. In fact, I had already thought about it before that, every once in a while, I would go to Lei Nian to give him some blood and help him continue to live, even if it was for you. But you grounded me, and you cut my wrists yourself, and my heart went cold again. ”

"I ...... Wei'er, I'm just looking for you for an excuse to see you. Lei Jue hung his head in remorse.

"From the head? You're talking lightweight. I felt helpless and a little funny, "My biological mother soaked herself in hot water and cut her wrist, in order to die completely, she soaked the wound on her wrist in hot water to prevent the blood from clotting, and before the water cooled, her blood also dried up." ”

"Wei'er......" Lei Jue touched his forehead with his hand, and his voice trembled a little.

"Soon after my mother died, I cut my wrist once, and if I had died by then, I would have been clean, but I was rescued by my aunt until I was really dead and woke up in the Sakura Pavilion. Then Lei Nian cut my wrist again, and you have to cut it too. "I raised my wrist and stared blankly at ......where I had been cut several times.

Lei Jue suddenly hugged me into his arms, and a word of sorry was in his ears, but what was the use of me asking for this apology.

Sighing softly, I raised my face and kissed lightly on Lei Jie's apologetic lips, and said with a smile: "Lei Jie, you asked me twice, but you never kissed me." ”

Then, a kiss came to my lips.

No resistance, no refusal, I closed my eyes and opened my lips and teeth, at this moment, this is what I want.

I like Lei Jie's handsome and resolute appearance, I like the taste of Lei Jie's body, I like his powerful embrace, I like his unfathomable amount of alcohol, I like his concentration in holding a pen and painting, and I like him to look at me sometimes domineering and sometimes smiling...... Actually, I like him a lot, I just can't admit it.

Since tonight's thunder is by no means the king of Duan, then I will let it go and stay until tomorrow, just as if it was a sweet dream.