There was still a light rain in the sky, Lin Qingqing was carried into the prince's mansion by Zhao Kuangyan all the way, so the whole mansion was lively again, she heard many people whispering about her identity, but in a blink of an eye, she was stopped by Li Xiao.

Her mind has never been so clear, Zhao Kuangyan came back from fighting all the way, she pressed against his chest, heard the familiar heartbeat that she hadn't heard for a long time, smelled his clear and familiar smell, but in her mind was the scene of a ruined temple in Taoli Town.

It's also such a drizzling rain, and it's also such a gloomy weather, just wake up, high-rise buildings have become dilapidated temples, modern times have become backward and ancient, everything has changed.

Just like now, Zhao Kuangyan is back, but where is Li Zhuang.

She was gently laid on the bed, and he still didn't say a word, but those cold eyes were now burning with flames, full of indescribable affection.

So, she staggered her eyes and looked at the painting on the wall, the lotus beauty, which Fan Su had asked the best painter in Taoli Town to make, and it was the love painting she wanted to show him.

As if in another life, tears flowed down, she reached out to touch her cheek, which was already cold, but it was a pity that this painting did not exchange for a good marriage.

"Lin Qingqing......" Zhao Kuangyan stretched out his hand, but paused in mid-air, his pity almost made her think that the former Li Zhuang was back, but he was not him after all.

She shrank back, her face cold, "Let me go." ”

"Lin Qingqing!" Zhao Kuangyan suddenly raised his voice, stretched out his long arms, and hugged her into his arms, "Lin Qingqing, I was wrong, I thought that pushing you away was the best protection for you, and others wouldn't notice you, it was my mistake." ”

Lin Qingqing wanted to break free from him, but he was weak, so he could only let him hold him, but he had no trace of anger, and said lightly: "Yes, push me away, I will not be a stumbling block on your way forward, and being pushed away by you can also protect me." ”

She closed her eyes slightly, and a helpless wry smile crossed her face, "So, let me go, follow your wishes." ”

"No, I'll never let you go again!" Zhao Kuangyan is stubborn like a child, if Lin Qingqing can see his expression at this time, he will definitely see two lines of tears on his resolute face, the man does not flick when he has tears, but he has not reached the sad place.

He hugged her tightly, "Your and my lives have long been connected, but only now I have found out that even if I let you go or not, you will no longer be safe." ”

She rested her head lightly on his arm, her eyelids drooping slightly, "It's not important, everything doesn't matter anymore." ”

The tears on her face dried up, there was no sadness, no joy and no expression, her eyes were confused, as if she was saying something that had nothing to do with it, "Since I left Taoli Town and entered Taihe, you and I have been missing, your class teacher returned to the dynasty once, I waited for you once in Yipin World, I entered your mansion to apply for a job once, Zhao Qi asked you to go to the Anonymous Pavilion or once, too many times and again, whether it is artificial or heavenly, I am missing." ”

She stretched out her hand and rubbed his shoulder slightly, "So, let this miss become a lifetime, after all, I'm really tired." ”

But Zhao Kuangyan stubbornly hugged her, and his heavy and warm breath sprayed on her neck, "Lin Qingqing, it was my mistake, it was my wishful thinking to protect you, but I hurt it, it's all my fault, I will spend my life to make up for you, please don't leave me......"

Even in Xili Village, when he was most affectionate, he would not use the word begging, and how good could she feel in her heart, five years of grievances, how could she make up for it with a word of sorry.

"If I'm sorry it's useful, why do you need the servants to do anything?" She licked her dry lips, "I beg you too, let me go." ”

"Nope! I won't let you go. Zhao Kuangyan let go of her, "You rest first, there is still a lifetime to go, you don't have to tell me to leave so early." ”

Lin Qingqing looked at him in surprise and straightened up slightly, "Zhao Kuangyan!" What the hell do you think of me! When they asked me to leave, they ignored me, turned a deaf ear, and when they asked me to stay, they would even forcibly confine me. ”

She pushed him hard, and then collapsed on the couch, "What the hell are you and me?!" ”

Zhao Kuangyan glanced at her deeply, and the waves in his deep eyes were turbulent, but he didn't say anything, only paced out.

A faint voice outside the door immediately came, "The people in the house are carefully guarded, and those who leave their posts without permission will be dealt with according to the military order!" ”

She lay on the bed softly, her dim eyes were facing the lotus beauty picture, if he was not interested in her, why did he have to guard this empty painting day and night, if she was not attentive to him, why did her chest hurt so much.

With one hand on her chest, she curled up on the bed, her little figure couldn't help but tremble, but unfortunately it was not so easy to go back to the past.

The room gradually darkened, and someone faintly came in to hold the lamp, and when they saw her appearance, they cowered and withdrew.

A faint voice sounded under the eaves, and first the woman deliberately lowered her voice, "Your Highness, the person is already asleep." ”

"It's good to sleep, tomorrow His Royal Highness will let Dr. Zheng show her, her body is not as good as before." The male voice who answered the call was not Zhao Kuangyan, but Bai Zhiyu.

I don't know what the two of them said faintly, Bai Zhiyu sighed helplessly, "If you do this, won't your previous thoughts fall short?" ”

"What if it falls short, I used to let go because I wanted to protect her, but now, I see clearly that her thoughtfulness should also be guarded by me." Zhao Kuangyan's deep voice came.

He said again: "I have already checked out that mother-in-law, Mrs. Fang's dowry, can do such a thing, and the glory of Fang's mansion will end here." ”

"I will cooperate with you, Lin Qingqing has always been the person I protect on his face, and the Ling family has indeed not taken our Bai family's power in the capital seriously, and I will not spare it if it is reasonable."

"White Jade." Zhao Kuangyan suddenly whispered, with a slight hesitation in his words, "I will always remember your friendship with Lin Qingqing, but are you willing?" ”

"What's the use of being unwilling?" Bai Zhiyu smiled helplessly, "It's not that I'm willing to give Lin Qingqing to you every time, but her heart has always been on you, and I can't get it with or without it, so it's better to let her dare to face her heart, it's not easy for her to live another life, just be happy." ”

There was a sudden silence outside the house, Lin Qingqing was hunched on his back, and tears had already wet the sheets in the dark.

In this world, only Bai Zhiyu knows her true life experience, and only he will say the words "It's not easy to live another life, it's good to be happy".

In her life, she went around and around, and had no choice but to return to Zhao Kuangyan's side, and no matter how much time she spent and how many personnel she experienced, the most sorry person was him, Bai Zhiyu.

That year, they were still young and naïve to each other, and she still hated him more or less in her heart, but now the vicissitudes of life, the white horse has passed through the gap, and the person who has been by her side is still him.

The hatred has long disappeared, and there is only the love of companionship, but there is still no love.

She let out a long breath and closed her eyes lightly, sorry, after all, she could only say sorry......