Feng Che and Chu Li talked for a whole morning, in addition to what he said before, Chu Li also told him a rough overview of his team's mission, and even talked with Feng Che about some tactics to deal with zombies, of course, not those combat methods that the organization had routinely taught before, but something that Chu Li had figured out by himself.

The two talked for a long, long time, and finally Feng Che left Chu Li's training center with a thousand thanks, he was really grateful to Chu Li, not only for what Chu Li shared with him, but also because Feng Che felt that Chu Li had made him understand the path to take in the future, which was more important than anything else.

Feng Che never felt a trace of confusion since he left Chu Li, and this conversation, even if Feng Che remembered it again many years later, he felt extremely cherished.

After Feng Che returned to his hospital room, with the help of the nursing staff, he finally got back to bed, and after that, he lay there quietly for a day, thinking about his next plan.

……

It's a new day, Feng Che got up early in the morning, which made the medical staff extremely unhappy, he had never seen such a dishonest person who was injured, but he dared not speak out, because he really didn't want to arouse Feng Che's desire to communicate with him

Feng Che once again struggled to rock his wheelchair through the corridors inside the base, but this time, it didn't take him too long.

Feng Che passed a corner, and at a glance he saw Xiying on the other side of the corridor, but it was just an instant, and then Feng Che laughed, and said hello to Xiying: "Morning, Xiaoying, this direction is not going to train, right?" Did you come to see me? ”

Xiying was as expressionless as ever, she just walked towards Feng Che and said, "Just to see if you're dead, and besides, why do you insist on coming out even if you're injured?" "The then sentence 'I didn't see you yesterday morning' didn't come out.

"I don't miss you very much, I want to go to you." Feng Che smiled, staring at Xiying's incomparably delicate face.

"Where are you going?" Xiying was unmoved, but walked behind Feng Che, apparently wanting to 'send' Feng Che for a ride.

"I really came to you, I have something to tell you, but it's obviously not appropriate here"

Before Feng Che finished speaking, he was pushed forward by Xiying, as for the destination, he thought about it a little, and immediately understood, and at the same time, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, looking very proud.

Obviously, the two of them finally heard the little dirt bag in the wasteland, and the meaning of this place was self-evident, although the trip may have been a bit bumpy—Feng Che was turned upside down in a wheelchair and was about to die

"That's it, it's nice today." Xiying stopped and sat down to the side, trying her best to speak in a very casual tone, as if the place she had chosen at random.

"Hey, hey, hey" Feng Che didn't speak, but laughed cheaply, laughing for a long time

"If you're okay, I'll go." Xiying glanced at Feng Che angrily, "You can go back by yourself for the rest of the way."

"Ouch, what are you in a hurry, you see that the weather is so good, do we have to cultivate the mood and infect the atmosphere first?"

Xiying got up and was about to walk away, but Feng Che stopped her helplessly.

"Hey, hey, I said" Feng Che shook his head and said helplessly: "It's so difficult to have such a girlfriend." ”

"What did you say?"

Feng Che suddenly felt a murderous aura coming from behind him, which scared him so much that he didn't dare to say anything.

"If you have something to say, say it." Xiying sat down again and snorted coldly, and Feng Che began to speak with a smiling face.

"It's just that I haven't communicated for many days, how are you doing?" Feng Che hesitated slightly, and chose the safest topic, after all, he had thought about a lot of things about Xiying before.

"In what way? Eat well, sleep well, train as usual, what do you want to know? Xiying replied with something in her words, and only she knew what she was thinking in her heart.

"For example, 'think about me a few times a day, worry about me a few times' kind of thing, don't don't! If you have something to say, don't do it! Feng Che suffered for a while, and at the cost of this, he finally felt that the atmosphere was almost over, so he threw out the topic:

"Can you tell me about how you see your teammates dying?"

These words were undoubtedly a bombshell, and Feng Che was also cautiously observing Xiying's expression when he said it, and then he saw Xiying looking at him expressionlessly

"Ah, if you don't want to say it, forget it." The two stared at each other for a few seconds, and finally the wind was clear and weak, and hurriedly said.

"No, I can say, but before I answer that, I'd like to ask you, what do you think?" Xiying looked at Feng Che with a serious face, looking at him like he was sitting on pins and needles, but he couldn't get up (nonsense, he couldn't get up!). ）。

"I'm honest, I can fully accept this kind of thing" Feng Che said and glanced at Xiying, seeing that the other party was not different, he continued: "However, even if you can accept it, it will inevitably be very uncomfortable, and because of this, you hate your own powerlessness, so that you doubt yourself and that's pretty much it." ”

Xiying was a little surprised when he heard this, and glanced at Feng Che, well, saying that he was surprised, in fact, he had the word 'disbelief' written all over his face.

"I'm telling the truth" Feng Che's worst fear happened, and Xiying really thought I was a cold-blooded person

In order to redeem this misunderstanding, he had to continue: "In fact, what I hate the most is that the people around me die because of my own problems, this is the embodiment of my incompetence, don't you believe it, after all, I was a very proud person in my heart before"

"No, I believe" Xiying shook his head slightly, "I don't believe that people like you can still be sad, and for what you just said, I don't believe that you will believe that you are incompetent, after all, you are so shameless"

"Hey, hey! Is it really okay to say such things in front of me! Actually, you're not Xiying, you're a light makeup to fix me, right? Feng Che heard Xiying's statement, and the whole person was not good, this is the Xiying in his impression!

"Huh?" Xiying raised her eyebrows, and immediately shot back: "Why don't we try it?" You should be able to tell the fighting skills of me and Sister Shui, right? ”

When it came to this, what else could Feng Che do, he was silent

"Actually" Xiying saw that Feng Che was honest, and continued in a slightly smug tone, "I'm in a similar situation to you, but because the command of each mission is not in me, I don't have that kind of 'hurt teammates' emotion, I just hate myself for not being strong enough, if I can kill more enemies, maybe I can save those people, and the more later, in fact, the less the loss of our team's personnel, just last time"

Xiying's words stopped here, it seems that the situation of almost annihilating the zombies before still has a great impact on her.

"And ah, you don't know, there are some people in the organization who are as strong as monsters, especially after the outbreak of this disaster, their improvement in strength is simply terrifying, I sometimes wonder why I can't be as strong as them, in that case, I can protect everyone."

Feng Che listened silently, and he didn't know what it was like in his heart. And Xiying obviously has resistance to the past now, she didn't stop, but said what she thought in one breath, which is also a manifestation of her identification with Feng Che.

"Then do you feel afraid of such a thing as killing people now?" Feng Che saw that Xiying was almost finished, and threw out another question, in fact, he really consciously guided Xiying to rescue her from that world full of darkness!

"I'm afraid!" Hearing this question, Xiying replied affirmatively, it was really beyond Feng Che's expectations, "I often have nightmares, dreaming of the last eyes of those I killed, and blood, and questions from them, I often wonder if this is the right thing to do, but that's an order from the organization, how can we think about it" Xiying said, closing his eyes, his face twitching slightly, as if he was in pain.

Feng Che looked at Xiying and sighed deeply, distressed, helpless, and angry, all kinds of emotions filled his chest

Feng Che and Xiying chatted for a long time that day, it was really long, the two didn't even eat lunch, one talked until the sun set, dusk came, and the light was dim before they realized that the time was not early, and they returned halfway and ran into the water lightly, naturally they couldn't help but laugh, Feng Che was thick-skinned but it didn't matter, Xiying hated Feng Che to death

……

In the next few days, Feng Che talked to Xiu Qi, Chen Zheng, and Shi Qiu in turn, and they all said a lot of things, of course, He Qing was also indispensable.

"Feng Che, how long will it take for your injuries to heal?" He Qing blinked her eyes and looked at the fixture on Feng Che's chest with a distressed expression, completely forgetting that she was also a wounded person.

"It won't take more than a month, it's all trivial, and it won't leave sequelae." To be honest, he was still very hesitant to communicate with He Qing, because of the embarrassing relationship between the two, because of all the cruel things he said before, and because of Xiying, finally, when he tried this matter with Xiying with the determination to die, he actually got an agreed answer, which made him dare to go to He Qing Of course, even so, he was also a headache.

"Actually, looking for you this time, there are a lot of things to tell you, you know, our team was forced to that point with just the simplest task before, so I want to improve the strength of our team as a whole, before that, there should be enough communication with everyone" Feng Che said what he meant slowly and carefully, he was really worried that the woman in front of him had misunderstood something

"Ah, I see, you've looked for someone else before, I know it." He Qing's eyes blinked, and she looked very mentally (sick).

"Then, I'll just say it, first of all, I already know that you are the instructor's daughter" Feng Che thought about it again and again, but decided to talk about it first, but unexpectedly, the first sentence was interrupted.

"What?!" He Qing looked incredulous, and at the same time carried various emotions such as anger and shyness.

"How do you know?" He Qing asked.

"Uh, the instructor told me"

"How so! I said I would keep it a secret!! He Qing was really excited, and her face turned red.

"You don't care about that"

"How could you not care! I obviously want to hide my identity and contribute to the whole of humanity! And you already know my identity, so your attitude towards me is like this," He Qing chattered.

"Don't interrupt me, bastard!" Feng Che finally roared, and because of the excessive force, a pain in his chest made him grin.

He Qing was frightened by Feng Che's voice (and expression), and immediately closed her mouth obediently.

Seeing this, Feng Che also took a deep breath (to relieve his pain), and then said, "I want to say, since you have this condition, you don't have to come out to fight for the organization at all, right?" Listening to what you just said, it wasn't the instructor who forced you to come, but you volunteered, right? Truth be told, fighting is not for you in terms of your qualities. ”

"But don't I be like everyone else, I can get stronger? I've improved a lot compared to before! I should be able to do the same thing, right? He Qing asked unconvinced.

"Theoretically, this is true, but you also know that even among the people rescued by the organization, most of the women are going to do some logistics work, you don't have to go to the front line to work hard, in fact, participating in logistics work is also a kind of support for us, and it can be regarded as working hard for the entire human race!" Feng Che tried his best to persuade He Qing in a gentle way.

"But here's you!" He Qing hesitated for a moment, and finally said with a red face.

"My God" Feng Che scolded in his heart after hearing this, but he still had a friendly face on his face and continued: "That you know, my relationship with Xiying, right? In fact, there are many excellent people in the organization, you don't have to."

Feng Che also tried to continue to persuade him, but he never thought that He Qing would interrupt him again this time.

"I just like you! From the first time I saw you, I truly believe in love at first sight! He Qing looked at Feng Che seriously, how serious and serious his expression was, which made Feng Che circulate countless "slots" in his heart.

"Ahem! What's that, you're so young, there's no need to worry, right? When you're older, you'll find out."

"You'll find out, 'I really like you!'" He Qing said firmly: "Actually, you're just looking for me for this matter, right?" I'm not stupid, and you've told me many times before, but I'm not going to give up! Even if you're with Xiying now, I won't give up! Besides, we're at least teammates and friends! So so be it, no more about it in the future. ”

After He Qing said this, she turned around and left, extremely chic, of course, after she turned around, there were already tears rolling in her eyes.

"This" Feng Che was in a daze, looking at He Qing's figure gradually moving away, he suddenly felt that his injury seemed to be very serious, and he had a sequelae, called "unable to communicate with He Qing"