Section 2: Shyness

2018/4/1

Xu Li's diary:

We rode out of town together.

But this guy is really a cow, and he doesn't look good when he's strong. I really don't understand, although he is in good shape, but it is still too exaggerated to have so much strength. When I went out with him before, I saw this guy unload the heads of several zombies with his bare hands, which is the kind of hard pulling, the same as pulling turnips. Yesterday according to the plan, we actually wanted to go on the high speed. Unexpectedly, the highway entrance was completely blocked, not by the car, but by the zombies. There are at least hundreds of blocked vehicles there, and there are many scary zombies roaming around. It seems that when the zombies broke out, many people wanted to evacuate from the high speed, but they were trapped here like this, and became zombie rations, or transformed on the spot. Because it was noon at that time, Liu Nan and I were chased by the running zombies for several miles, and one of the zombies ran very fast, and it was not until finally that Liu Nan and I got rid of him on the small dirt road. Because there are some bumps on the dirt road, and there are always some dead branches and leaves on the side of the road, the zombie always falls.

Otherwise, we don't know how far that guy can chase us.

We rode all the way into the evening before stopping at the door of a small house to get ready to rest. Liu Nan checked the surroundings and confirmed that no one was there before entering the house with peace of mind. This small room was supposed to be a small brick house used by the peasants for their lunch break, with a small earthen kang inside, as well as a stove and a small wooden cabinet. There are bowls, chopsticks, pots, some oil, salt, sauce and vinegar in the cabinet, and there are a lot of unburned honeycomb coals and a few jars of pickles in the corner of the room.

I usually cook and eat by myself, so my cooking skills are still eye-catching, and although the environment is basic, I can make a simple soy sauce fried rice on the stove with canned food and rice and pickles.

It's late at night, the smoke should be invisible, and the only thing to watch out for is the fire. Liu Nan and I blocked the door to ensure that the fire would not shine through the crack in the door, and also to ensure that no zombies or survivors would push the door in. With this safe little place, we can finally rest with peace of mind.

I copied a big pot of fried rice, Liu Nan and I were both tired and hungry, so the two of them ate very fragrant and very fast, and they were all wiped out after a while. Because we didn't have a good rest yesterday, we decided to rest as soon as we finished eating. Originally, I wanted to extinguish the stove, but Liu Nan told me that he was afraid of my cold, and that when it was almost morning, he would wake up and put out the stove first to make sure that the smoke would not be discovered by other survivors. I nodded in agreement and thanked him.

The two of us lay on the single kang together, and I could clearly feel Liu Nan's body temperature from behind. To be honest, he took very good care of me and respected me very much, he always gave me food first, thick warm clothes were put on first, and he explored the dangerous places first. And he has a good figure, not a macho man, but he also has materials, and his appearance is average, but it is reasonable...

Maybe I can think about it, after all, it's the end of the world, and I don't think these things about the relationship between men and women are going around the bush. With that in mind, I poked him in the back, and he shivered coldly when I touched him. I can hear his heartbeat from here... This guy hasn't gotten used to squeezing into a bed with me in that small room for so long, and he's still nervous like this. Don't look at him usually slammed into batches, but now he looks like a child.

It's so cute.

I couldn't help but think about it, so I put my head on the back of his neck and said softly, "Do you want to..."

Before I could finish my sentence, the guy rolled out of bed, and then crouched on the edge of the bed and looked at me timidly. Hahahahahaha, why is this guy more shy than a girl like me? I laughed out loud and quickly patted him to put him to bed, and he had to go on his way tomorrow.

But this time, I hugged him from behind. I could feel his heart beating faster than it had just been, and I could see his jaw moving by the light of the stove. What was he trying to say, only to shut up again? I smiled softly again, and then remained quiet until I fell asleep.