Chapter 21: Intimacy

"Number 027, how are you feeling today?"

The young doctor in the white coat in front of me asked me, this doctor wore a pair of gold-rimmed glasses and a polite appearance, and after I was admitted to this hospital, this doctor surnamed Ouyang became the most 'intimate' person to me, although this intimacy was only based on routine treatment work.

"It's nothing, except that she showed up again a few days ago, but it was very peaceful during this time, and it didn't make me too uncomfortable." I took a sip of the water from the cup in my hand and replied truthfully.

My name is Xu Qiu, the name is said to have been given to my biological father who I have never met, I have been living with my mother all these years, and it may be a bit self-pity to say that it is dependent on each other, but it is not much worse, our life over the years has always made me think that it will not develop to a worse point.

Until my mother died a month ago under the wheel of a wealthy family.

I don't know what the end of the perpetrator will be, because when I learned that I had lost the only loved one in this world, I fainted inexplicably, this rather spineless escape may seem cowardly, but it is not too bad, at least through this experience, I have met a friend who has always lived in my body - another Xu Qiu, a Xu Qiu who is completely different from me, but can be relied on as a Xu Qiu.

This friend of mine did a lot of things in my name during my coma, and the price of doing these things was the end of my now half-institutionalized stay in this hospital, the cost of my treatment, no one ever mentioned it to me, and I never asked, but I occasionally guessed that maybe it was my mother's life for me, or rather, this is the value of her forty-odd years of life.

It doesn't matter, my biggest interest right now is with my friend who I've never faced directly.

"Do you feel anything special after taking the medicine these days? Physical and psychological. ”

Dr. Ouyang turned a pen that I could see to be of great value, and asked me how I was doing, and I put away my thoughts and answered his innocuous questions as usual.

Dr. Ouyang seems to have always had a different relationship with me than between doctors and patients, which I can more or less feel as a woman, although this feeling is placed on me, which is not very beautiful, and I am a little self-righteous, but I have never mentioned this matter to others, so naturally I don't have to worry about being ridiculed for this kind of thing.

"Alright, 027, your condition is improving." Dr. Ouyang put the lid on his pen and comforted me, and in the month I was in contact with him, he always called me by this number, just like the other patients, but I didn't like it, it sounded as if I wasn't a person at all.

Oh, and I really can't be just one person.

"Doctor, I'll go back, thank you." Seeing that the other party was evicting the customer with water, I was also very interested, got up and showed a smile that was not too stiff, and then turned to leave.

"027," Dr. Ouyang stopped me, and when he saw me turn his head, he put down his glass of water and smiled at me, "If you see your friend one day in the future, you might as well talk to her more." ”

I didn't know what he was trying to say, but out of politeness, I had to say 'um' to say I heard it.

In the more than a month since then, I haven't even felt the signs that my friend wanted to appear.

For this friend of mine, in fact, my feelings are quite complicated, after all, not everyone can let go of the fact that they have been sharing the same body with another person for so many years, and not everyone can accept a guy who may replace him at any time to do unpredictable behavior. The more I thought about it, if it weren't for the huge blow to me caused by my mother's death, the more I felt that it would be too bad if I couldn't get to know him well.

Time passed quickly, and her quiet lurking made me more and more impatient, and to my surprise, Dr. Ouyang seemed to be more anxious than I did, and his responsibility should have been to cure my illness and completely annihilate my friend, after I reported to him again and again that everything was normal, he behaved more and more unnaturally, and later, he simply stopped hiding this emotion, looking at him like that, I wondered if he had known my friend before me, and thus hoped that she would appear directly to replace me- Every time I think of this, I shudder, and even with the eyes that look at Dr. Ouyang, I begin to become like he looks at me, and I can't hide the look in my eyes that is not disgusted but definitely not friendly.

After all, this situation will be broken by some kind of emergency, and for me, who is on the absolutely weak side no matter what I consider, the possible emergency will definitely not be a good thing.

For example, when he appeared in my hospital room at one o'clock in the morning, looking at Dr. Ouyang who was wearing a thin shirt but did not have a trace of apology, he was wearing gold wire glasses, and he no longer looked gentle and elegant at this moment, and his tyrannical eyes were scraping back and forth on me like a knife.

In the middle of the night, when I came to a patient of the opposite sex who had fallen asleep, Dr. Ouyang naturally did not come to treat me, and this was self-evident from the moment he pressed me to the hospital bed.

In a patient like me, the soundproofing is very good, so if nothing is expected, my outcome should be very bad.

It was like when I heard my mother die, I fainted, no, that's not accurate, I should say, 'I' lost consciousness.

After that, I felt like I had traveled to another world, a dark and dark space, and in the dimness, I seemed to hear my own voice.

"We're finally meeting."

"Who are you?"

"Didn't you already guess that? I'm you. ”

"Are you me? What about me? ”

"You? Aren't you me, ha? ”

After briefly explaining each other's identities, this pitch-black space fell into dead silence again, and in a huge empty space, I couldn't even feel my own heartbeat, and at this moment I forgot what Dr. Ouyang had told me to talk to the friend in front of me before, even though Dr. Ouyang might be ravaging my body at this moment.

"You don't have to worry about the 'outside' thing." The other seemed to know what was going on in my mind, so I said directly to me, "I've taken over the bodies of the two of us, and I'm dealing with that guy outside... Hahaha, what do you think, girl? You don't really think that the doctor is interested in your body, do you? Do you really think so? Hahaha, you're too shameless, just that level of face, you deserve to let a doctor with a bright future take risks? Hahaha laughed at me.."

Listening to my own ridicule of myself, I couldn't help but fall silent, although this friend of mine spoke very unpleasantly, but I also had to admit that she was right, I really didn't deserve it.

"Don't wonder why the guy surnamed Ouyang did this, I'll tell you." Another one that I seemed to know quite a bit about, explained to me in a relaxed tone: "This doctor has been working on a topic about dual personality, and the appearance of you and me undoubtedly happened to provide him with experimental materials, and I have not appeared for some reason during this time, which has made him afraid, afraid that I will really be eliminated by his lame treatment, so that there is one less suitable experimental material, which is what you just experienced - I have to say that this kid also has some ability, I don't know how to let him know how to get me out... Yes, you really don't know, but he knows that as long as your negative emotions, such as sadness and fear, reach a certain critical point, you, a naturally timid little girl, will subconsciously escape, yes, you ran away, isn't it just me who came out to face everything for you, like this situation now, you should really see how excited the doctor is after seeing me appear. ”

Listening to my familiar voice, I felt like I was facing the empty space in front of me, not knowing how to react, and for a moment, I suddenly hated my cowardice.

"You don't have to think too much about it." My voice sounded again: "At best, I'm just a resident in your body, after all, if you really want to make a difference between you and me, this body still belongs to you, and as for me, you should just be the guy who pays the rent by showing up occasionally to help you solve your troubles." ”

"I.."

I finally mustered up the courage to refute her, but unfortunately she didn't intend to give me the opportunity.

"Okay, okay, I'm born with an advantage over you, you don't know what I'm thinking, but I know what you think about it." Her tone seemed to be a little impatient: "So you don't have to think about saying things that you think will move me, it's useless." ”

"You have to remember." Her voice seemed to be a little different: "I am you, both of us are Xu Qiu, no one will be closer than us, and we are so close, naturally we also have a relationship that no one else can match, no matter when, I will not abandon you, you are cowardly, you are timid, you are vulnerable, but you have me!" With me, you will not be crushed by this world, let us face together those you fear, what you do not want to accept, and what you cannot resist. ”

"Little girl, I'm covering you."