Chapter 115: Revealing Your Heart
This room is discussing their little couple. In the bedroom, Zhang Guoqing and Zhou Jiao were also discussing today's things around their son. Zhou Jiao commented a few words from time to time and talked about her opinions. For the three of them to speak Zhao Yuanyuan, she didn't express her opinion, who said clearly about the feelings.
At the beginning, she didn't expect to get married, she has always been single. She had seen too many couples who loved each other, and finally tore her face and made a fuss in court. Who is good and who is bad, who is suitable, they are friends, but not relatives, it is better to say less. Everyone has good and evil in their hearts, and she will only be on guard in her heart, so why bother saying it? In the eyes of others, is she Zhou Jiao a good person? Not necessarily.
Zhang Guoqing saw that Zhou Jiao didn't react when he heard the mention of Zhao Yuanyuan, smiled knowingly, and said softly, "Today, Li Qinglin said that Jiaojiao looked like bamboo before. At first, I thought I liked it, but then I found out that it was just appreciation, because he couldn't understand and guess her mind, and he said that if he was with such a girl for the rest of his life, he would be very tired and tired, especially tired. It looks like the elf is as clear as crystal, but it is full of ice, and there are layers of guard inside.
This kind of person is very hard-hearted, usually only cares about the people he cares about, and no one else cares, saying that he envies me the most, and how honored is it to have you put me in your heart?
I suddenly remembered that I had been chasing you for more than a year, and you were still indifferent. The leper in the same dormitory dragged me to the rooftop to drink, and told me that he said that you have a high IQ and see things too thoroughly, so you have a cold temperament. It looks peaceful and harmless on the outside, but with needles in his bones, he will prick others and himself. Such a person's mind is too difficult to guess and too laborious. It's hard to get close.
He analyzed you all night that night and came to the conclusion that you were a naturally slow-witted and cold-blooded person. You're still a celibate, and you'd rather be alone than someone else break into your heart. He told me to give up, saying it's hard to make you fall in love with someone else. It's impossible to want to be paired with you.
But I'm very happy, very happy, I think we're the same kind. I understand you, and only I can understand you. On the day we got married, the boy patted himself on the head and said to me with a smile, how honored I am to be your person in your eyes.
Oh, Jiaojiao, what an honor I am. I'm glad I'm in your eyes, in your heart. ”
Zhou Jiao stroked his face with her hand, her eyes were a little dazed, and she whispered, "How honored I am to have you, they are not wrong." The more I see about human nature, the more disappointed I become, and I can't trust people, both before and now.
Even if I gave birth to my mother. In my previous life, my mother treated me like nothing when I was a child, and I was also an ATM when I became an adult; How is today's mother? Okay, but it's limited, give money and things. I am not short of money, I am not short of things. She loved herself the most, and then my dad, and my dad came back, and she met me. If my dad just disappeared, who knows? If you don't look forward to it, you won't be disappointed.
So, there should be room for anyone. If you don't hope or pray, you won't hurt. I'm afraid that I won't be rewarded for what I have done, and I'm afraid that I will be hurt. If I hadn't met you, if I hadn't been quietly with me without you, let me get used to you by my side, I really wouldn't have gotten married.
I'm a very indifferent person, even harsh to the point of cold-bloodedness. In my previous life, except for you, no one in my mother's family could be trusted, even the eldest sister, you see that she usually treats me, okay? But when I was a child, she was hostile and jealous of me, and I always remember it.
My mother-in-law's grandfather went too early. That old man is so nice and loves you, so I respect him and love him. That's the only elder who has kindness to me.
Relatives and friends didn't reach out and pull a handful when I was in the most difficult time, and even fell into the well. When I had the ability, I put forward various requests with a smile, and after I refused, I immediately scolded.
The only high school homeroom teacher who showed kindness to me was also for his 10,000 yuan bonus. I had to be asked to choose the school and major according to his requirements according to the scale of the bonus.
I met a lot of people in college, and they stabbed me in the back by unscrupulous means for the sake of profit. Out of society, a few small things, yesterday's so-called friends, today like passers-by.
Coming here, let alone the Zhou family. Using all kinds of calculations to pounce head-on, the only grandma who has a heart for me is also maintaining family peace and making me regress, you say she doesn't know, but is she stupid? Not stupid! Where do the big and small items in the house come from? Will she not notice it? She made it up to me with apologies.
More or less people in Zhoujia Village saw my situation, but they all pretended not to see it. There is no one in this world who is stupid, and who doesn't understand it, it's just that everyone is wise enough to protect themselves.
Aside from you, Zhao Yuanyuan, the only one closest to me, is she stupid? Not stupid! Can you see that I am afraid of cold, can see my preferences, but you don't see my predicament? Why are those people in the school polite to me, in addition to having you by your side, it is the Lin family who is erected there.
There is good and evil in the heart, and this is true of human nature. Just like I can calmly watch people act, I can also calmly enter the play, and after watching too much, I get used to it.
Brother, don't laugh at me, I'm really afraid that I'll get hurt. If the money is spent, you can earn it back, and if you feel that it is unfair, you can calculate it back. But feelings are not necessarily reciprocated. I've always had nothing but you, and now, with a son, I don't know what will happen to him in the future. In the end, it's my dad, Zhou Xiaozheng. This is the only one in the world who remembers me, and I don't have to worry about being calculated. ”
Zhang Guoqing was sad when he heard this, and hugged her tightly. He had known her for so many years, and thought he should know enough. But there is no detail about what happened to her before college. I only know that her childhood was depressing, and until she became an adult, she relied on herself.
I didn't expect there to be so much bitterness behind it. It's worse than an orphan like him. He met people with bad intentions, but more of them were good people who were eager to help him.
No wonder she has a cold temperament. Be suspicious of the kindness of others. It was because she was insecure since she was a child, so she refused to be approached by others, for fear that others would calculate her and use her. It's just that I've been injured and learned to be on guard.
He swore that he would guard her well, educate his children well and protect her, and not let her always think that human nature was ugly. No matter what happened to the outside world, their family still relied on each other closely.
He thought he had read her, but it wasn't enough. I didn't see her resistance to outsiders, as well as her inner turmoil, and even her thoughts were particularly extreme, how could she have pure family affection and friendship in the world?
"With me, you can do whatever you want to do with others. We don't ask others to be wholeheartedly devoted to us, as long as we have seven points. How about we give five points back? Jiaojiao, as long as you're happy, you can do whatever you want.
We try to trust those who don't put us in danger. For example, your mother-in-law, isn't she very good to you? You can just try it. ”
Zhou Jiao snorted and whispered in his ear: "You are stupid, I haven't heard that mother-in-law and mother are different." Mother-in-law is to be respected. Fellowship with others and be distracted. ”
Zhang Guoqing laughed, remembering the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law problem that his colleague said, "Okay, you can do it yourself." ”