A busy year has passed, and soon a new semester is coming.

It has been more than two months since Lin Tong gave birth to Nini, and she has three months of maternity leave, and she did not go to work after school started. Xiao Nian goes to and from school every day with the children in the yard such as the sea.

Lin Tong concentrates on recuperating at home every day and taking the children to replenish his body, and he has hardly gone out except for the gate of the yard for three months.

Xu Zhenhua went to Jiangcheng for a meeting again, and after returning from the meeting, he seemed to have something on his mind, often looking at Nini in a daze, Lin Tong saw that he had something on his mind, but after asking twice, he said that it was the affairs of the army that could not be passed on, which made Lin Tong not easy to follow.

On this day, he was looking at his daughter's little face in a daze, nearly three months old Nini was white and pure, although not fat, but very cute, at the moment she was eating her little hands, kicking her calves and talking to him.

Lin Tong sat next to him and teased the child for a while, until Nini had enough of playing and chattering, she re-wrapped the child and picked her up to breastfeed.

When she breastfeeds, she has her back to the man, although both of them have children, and she is sometimes thick-skinned, but she can't do it in front of her.

Xiao Nini fell asleep when she was full, Lin Tong put down her clothes, put her down, let her sleep well, and then asked the man who was still in a daze: "What are you doing like this every day?" Could it be that there is someone in the army who is difficult for you again? ”

Xu Zhenhua was so entangled for the first time, he was very decisive about what happened before, but this time he ......

Thinking of her own embarrassment and entanglement in the past few days, she saw the worry hidden in her eyes, the original idea in his heart popped up, and it became bigger and bigger, he thought, so be it, over the years, he has been running around on a mission, not only did he not stay at home for a few days, but he brought her danger several times, so that she hid in danger several times because of her own reasons, and almost lost her life.

Thinking of this, he made up his mind, he shook her hand: "Xiaotong, it's okay, I figured it out, in the future, I won't keep you, if you can't be promoted in the army, I will change jobs, with my ability, I don't believe that I can't do anything in the locality." ”

Lin Tong's heart tightened, "Could it be that the third brother's matter has been repeated again?" "Otherwise, how could he have said that he would change jobs?

As long as the third brother's affairs will not affect him, he will still have room to rise. She was convinced of that.

Changing jobs, that is just a choice in desperation, you must know that Xu Zhenhua's love for the army definitely exceeds his own life and their mother and son.

Lin Tong was also jealous of this, but after thinking about it, this is the common feature of many people in this era, and she slowly accepted it, anyway, under the army, she is the first.

Thinking about it like this, she was relieved, otherwise what else could she do, she couldn't divorce or quarrel all day long because of this!

Lin Tong feels that although there is a big gap between such days and the earth-shattering and sadomasochistic love she longed for in her previous life, she no longer yearns for the kind of warm feelings that can burn people to ashes.

On the contrary, it is this kind of warm and warm family atmosphere that makes her linger even more.

Thinking like this, Lin Tong was stunned, could it be that she was too old? People say that only people who are mentally old will want to live a peaceful and peaceful life?

Lin Tong was a little depressed.

She's still very young, she's just twenty-three years old, how can she be old?

Xu Zhenhua stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around her waist and comforted her: "No, it has nothing to do with him, it's me ......" He hesitated for a moment and said: "The border has been a little unstable in recent years, it is estimated that there will be a war, and the military subdivision wants us to prepare, I am wondering, should I apply to participate in the war ......"

Lin Tong has been here for a few years, and she already knows that there are many differences between her previous life and the present, for example, at this time in her previous life, she was also at war with the side mirror of a certain country, but at this time it was already small-scale, unlike now, when the conflict is increasing, it is possible to form a large-scale war.

At the beginning, the Mongolian steppe was different from the memory of the previous life, and the northeastern provinces and the border with Russia were all different from the previous life.

It's okay to call her selfish, she doesn't want him to go to war again anyway. You know, there is still a difference between the rebels and the frontal large-scale fighting, she is afraid, afraid that he will never return, and her heart is tense and trembling at the thought of this.

She knew she was becoming more and more dependent on him.

But what's so bad about this, she hasn't lost herself, he has nothing to say about her, she doesn't want to lose such a life.

Perhaps, it was because she gave birth to Nini that she became less daring?

She didn't speak, but her mouth was tightly pursed, and her hands were tightly clutching the hem of his clothes, revealing her true thoughts, and she didn't want him to go.

Xu Zhenhua couldn't say anything in his heart, he was moved, hesitated, and reluctant, and finally turned into a silent sigh, "Don't worry, I had this idea before, but over the years, I'm sorry for you and the child, I want to open, I have been on the battlefield many times before, and I have done my part to serve the country...... This time, I'm not going to go. In the last sentence, he said it very hard, as if his heart was pressing a thousand pounds of boulder, but once he said it, there was an indescribable sense of relief in his heart.

Xu Zhenhua understands that over the years, his strings have been too tight.

With a decision, I relaxed.

He was a little melancholy in his heart, he had such a mentality, perhaps, he really stayed in the army for a short time.

He is a typical soldier mentality, I have to obey orders and dedicate myself to the country for a day in the army.

But if his thinking is slack, he feels ashamed of cultivating his motherland and army, and he feels ashamed of being in the army, or one day ascending to a high position!

Such a person is actually not suitable for starting a family......

Xu Zhenhua used to be such a person, but now, his thinking is slowly changing, so he feels that he is not suitable to stay in the army anymore......

This is due to the fact that he is too demanding of himself.

Lin Tong stretched out his hand to return to him, his voice was a little muffled, "Zhenhua, I don't want you to go to the battlefield, you haven't gone to the battlefield for all these years, you haven't stopped going to the battlefield for a year, it's all about fighting with your life, I don't want such a future, I just want you to be safe and sound, and the family can live together......"

When did she become so unproductive? But that's what she thinks now......

She whispered: "I know it's very difficult for you to make this decision, you are for me and the child, but you should be selfish for me!" ”

Xu Zhenhua didn't speak, but just hugged her tighter.

If you want to say that he is selfish, it can only be said that he is selfish, because he cares too much about her now, and he can't let go of her and the child, which can't be blamed on her.

Once the decision was made, Xu Zhenhua was no longer entangled and hesitated, and he soon devoted himself to his work as before.

But what is different is that he quietly handed over an application for transfer of jobs, which caused an uproar in the military sub-district.

Everyone doesn't understand, why didn't he apply for a job change after Lin Jiefang's incident happened? Why did he apply for a job change when his future was clear?

Xu Zhenhua is not an ordinary combat hero, he has been trained in the military academy, he has won the title of combat hero many times, many times on the battlefield, he is young and promising, excellent military quality, very good physical condition, has gradually entered the sight of senior leaders.

The military sub-district did not dare to approve his application for demobilization, but submitted it to the veteran general.

The old general was furious when he saw the application for reemployment, and he slammed the table, "What the hell is this kid?" Lao Tzu worked hard to help Lin Jianshe rehabilitate, and this is about to issue an official document, and no one will hold on to this matter before, he will change jobs for Lao Tzu at this time? He's got his brain caught in the door, right? ”

The old general lost his temper for a long time, and made a phone call, "Let Xu Zhenhua enter Beijing for me immediately, I want to see him!" ”

After Lin Tong learned that Xu Zhenhua had submitted an application for job transfer, he was silent for a long time and sighed.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, Wu Wenhua and Sister Jiang, who had specially rushed back from Jiangcheng, were anxious, "What do you say?" Your Xu Tuan is going to change jobs, do you know about it? This is not a joke, he did a good job, why did he think of changing jobs? ”

Lin Tong could guess some of Xu Zhenhua's thoughts, but she didn't know how to persuade him, perhaps, it was best not to say anything, and respect his choice.

If she wants him to be with her, she has to give up those bright prospects that may be there.

She didn't want him to use his life to forge this glorious future.

Wu Wenhua and Sister Jiang said that their mouths were dry, and they only got Lin Tong in exchange: "I respect his choice!" ”

Yes, she respects his choice.

She hopes that he can stay by her side, and she hopes that he will be safe, but if he changes his mind and can't let go of his responsibilities, she will respect his choice!

Yes, not support, not against, but respected!

Xu Zhenhua went to the capital on the day he received the order, Lin Tong guessed that the old general summoned him to persuade him to stay in the army, she silently packed a few changes of underwear for him to take away, and told him: "You go to the capital, if you have time, go to Yonghua's house to see the second elder, and then go to the workshop to have a look, to express gratitude, anyway, there is also our share." ”

She didn't mention the purpose of the old general's summoning him, which made Xu Zhenhua a little uneasy, he seemed to appease her, and seemed to be convincing himself, "Don't worry, I promised you something, I won't forget it." ”

That is, he will not change his mind.

But when Lin Tong listened, there was a faint uneasiness in his heart.

If he was really so firm in his heart, why did he have to tell her? On the surface, it was explained to her, but in fact, I'm afraid he is strengthening his confidence!

Not long after Xu Zhenhua left, Lin Tong received a telegram from his hometown, saying that there was an urgent matter at home and asked Xu Zhenhua to go back.

Lin Tong looked at it expressionlessly for a while, crumpled the telegram, and threw it into the stove pit.

Xu Xiaowan asked with some concern: "Is it okay not to tell Zhenhua?" What if there is a real emergency at home? ”