Section 1: Solitude
2018/7/16
Zhang Xiaoxi's diary:
Zhang Kong took me, and I was the only one who went into the city together.
Zhang Kong came to me this morning and asked me if I was ready, I asked him what was ready, and he asked me if I remembered the way home. How can that be forgotten? I can even vaguely recall what each flower looks like in the flower beds in my neighborhood.
I remember when the end of the world had just erupted, my friends and I were hiding in a classroom with a few school teachers. Every once in a while we had to go out to the cafeteria to find something to eat, and one day we were found by zombies...
We rushed out of the classroom, zombies chasing us behind...
Because I hadn't eaten or drunk for so long, I really didn't have the strength to run, and it was my teachers and friends who saved me several times. We ran to the forest next to the path on the hillside, where we wanted to get rid of the zombies and go to the apartment in front.
But we didn't succeed because we really didn't have the strength to run fast. Two of my teachers were caught by zombies trying to save us, and I and the others finally rushed out of the small forest to the outside of the community.
As soon as I entered the gate, my friend was also caught by zombies, and there was nothing I could do but watch her being bitten to death by zombies. When I turned to continue running for my life, the man in front of me pushed me down.
That's when I thought I was going to die... At that moment of despair, Zhang Kong appeared. He picked me up from the ground with his big strong hands and saved my life. Zhang Kong broke into my heart so strongly. Later he also told me that he was a person, had always been a person, had no relatives and no friends. Every time he opens the door of the house, he is greeted only by cold furniture, and he has been walking over by himself since he was a child.
From that moment on, I decided that I wanted Zhang Kong to feel what it was like to have a family and make him feel at home.
But I found that there was so little I could do for him, and he did so much for me! Every time I watched him ponder the map, every time I watched him be the first to charge, I felt distressed. This man is too kind, he has done so much for us, but even so, he is sometimes dissatisfied with himself and feels that he is not good enough. What a perfect man.
I knew that such a perfect person could not belong to me alone, so I accepted Li Na. But Zhang Kong doesn't seem to be interested in me and Li Na at all, or he has deliberately avoided us recently, which makes me a little uncomfortable.
But now that Zhang Kong and I have been alone for a few days, I'll see where you hide, hehehe~