Chapter Thirty-Six: The Stage Takes Love
"Can you give me a cigarette?" The corners of Yi Li Shenyue's mouth moved slightly, and she looked at Luo Yuhang tiredly, but her eyes revealed the tragedy and vicissitudes that she had never had at this age.
"Give!" I've seen her moving like a rabbit on the stage, I've seen her gentle and elegant with people, I've seen her irritable with boys, but I've never seen such a Yili Shenyue, but it makes people feel distressed in their arms, Luo Yuhang groped for his coat pocket, took out a Marlboro cigarette case that had been wet and kneaded by the rain, and took out a half-soaked white cigarette from it.
Yili Shenyue took it, put it at the corner of her mouth, and pulled the lighter pulley like a campus boy, trying to light a spark again and again, she pinched the cigarette butt twice, but her fingers trembled like a beginner, and the lips that I didn't know where to put it, the brown tobacco was lit again and again, and the white smoke was extinguished again and again......
Luo Yuhang's eyebrows kept beating, but her eyes kept flashing with crystal, yes, she only saw her glamorous, only saw her above 10,000 people, but she never thought that she was also an ordinary woman who would cry and be sad and wanted to find an ordinary hug, he took pity and cherished this woman who was constantly tugging at her heartbeat, but she seemed so fragile at this time, so unbearable, her long eyelashes were stained with tears, she kept pulling the lighter, and the fire lit again and again, extinguished again and again, and repeated!
"Enough!" Luo Yuhang shouted from the bottom of his heart at this time, he didn't really want to see the person he loved like this, no one knew whether his heart was sore or painful, he stretched out his hands to take away her firelight, she resisted desperately, the two kept tearing back and forth, and the lighter in her mouth was thrown heavily on the ground with a "snap", and at this time, her hair was messy and covered with mud, and she looked at it like a chicken......
Finally, she couldn't help it anymore, her face was red and white, she leaned on Luo Yuhang's lap, every pore on her body was trembling and trembling unconsciously, the big watery eyes under the slender eyelashes looked at him so quietly, those eyes were full of: pain, sadness, despair, she was incomprehensible, insulted and those unbearable memories, and the pain in her heart could not be calmed down by tears......
Luo Yuhang's trembling hands hovered above her head, he wanted to comfort but didn't know where to start, but the two of them didn't know how long it took......
"I should have been unable to distinguish a man's face since I was eight years old, I have lost this aspect of your senses, no matter how close to him, I cannot remember what he looks like, no matter how familiar or strange, I am like a child abandoned by God, unworthy of being loved or to love others......" She exhaled, the cigarette in her mouth fell in response, she sat on the ground and ruffled her long hair, like a soulless puppet narrating an ending without a story.
"Why is this happening?" No wonder she never drinks boys to get close, let alone any scandals, it turns out that she can't tell which man it is, which also reminds him of the previous things, and why Yili Shenyue will never recognize a few people in the dance studio, and will mistake Scarhead for Luo Yuhang.
She stared blankly at the ceiling, the sound of raindrops hitting the glass of the police station became lower and lower, she wanted to open her mouth but didn't know where to start, her lips didn't know how many times she opened and closed.
"People always have to have secrets, just like I'm the champion of the Wuqing Cup, but I don't say it's low-key, although I can beat a hundred at a time, I said it, I'm low-key, I don't say it!" He glanced at Yi Li Shenyue and closed his eyes again, shook his head.
Yili Shenyue looked at him, was silent for a respite and covered his mouth and laughed, and the awkward and sad atmosphere was also broken by his little joke: "Don't make me laugh anymore, you can laugh when you look like this!" She muttered and pointed to Luo Yuhang's tightly wrapped hands and said.
"For you, even if these hands are gone, I am willing!" His eyes were quietly fixed on Yili Shenyue, this sentence seemed to be unthinking, but it was undoubtedly his heartfelt words.
But Yili Shenyue was silent, and in her eyes she seemed to see her father, the only man she would never forget in her life: "Huh...... My dad died when I was eight years old......" Halfway through her words, there was a sparkle in her eyes.
"I still remember the day of my eighth birthday, my parents accompanied me to the amusement park, the family was not rich at that time, I liked a pink lion balloon very much, and my father sold it to me very happily, and it was the first time I received a birthday present, but ...... But ...... "Speaking of this, she was silent again, kneading her temples, Luo Yuhang knew that Yi Li Shenyue might never have talked to others, even Wu Geting didn't know, and she was slowly digging to defeat herself at the same time.
"But when I crossed the street, I accidentally let go and lost it, and when my father crossed the street to help me chase the balloon, a Jiefang light truck took his life, and I will never forget what he looked like when he was dying...... It was I, I killed him. As soon as the words fell, the strong emotion was as heavy as Mount Tai's weight on her heart, this story was not like a sharp knife stabbing Yili Shenyue's heart, a string of tears came out of her eyes without warning, she lay on her knees silently, without a little crying......
And Luo Yuhang didn't feel heartache for her, knowing this, he had a desire to stay by her side to protect her from now on, he turned around without warning and hugged Yili Shenyue, she raised her head with a shocked face, a kind of warmth that she had never felt before and he couldn't help but emanate from him, as if she was exploring a new world, trying to touch his body, and gradually the two of them hugged each other silently......
I don't know what to do with your crying that day.
It feels like I've been bullying you myself,
All your grievances are borne by yourself.
If you don't say that I know,
I believe
If you don't forget, there will be an echo (from the Internet)
"You ...... What are you doing!? A voice in front of them interrupted them.