"Su Lingxuan ......"

In the dimly lit room, Poison Island Tsuiko shouted to Su Lingxuan in a gloomy tone.

Now she holds her legs tightly together with her hands, her chin supports her knees, and her long, supple hair that is half waist-length is half draped over her shoulders, half falling naturally vertically, and the faint light and shadow jump behind her, reflecting a very beautiful picture.

However, if the clothes on her body are not messy and unkempt, as if they are covered and exposed with a little spring light, I believe that this picture scroll will be more beautiful and the artistic conception is deep.

The quilt that was originally covering her body had been thrown off the bed and lying on the floor desolately, as if accusing a ruthless person who didn't miss the old love......

Obviously, Su Lingxuan still succeeded in the end.

Poison Island Yanzi's cry was not answered by Su Lingxuan.

At this time, he is ruthless with all his minds, if he has the ability in the future, he must unload a certain black ball into eight pieces, otherwise it will not be enough to vent the hatred in his heart!

Su Lingxuan didn't answer, but Poison Island didn't seem to intend to wait for him to give an answer, after calling Su Lingxuan's name, he paused, and then continued: "Do you want to know my past?" ”

"I'm not interested, and I don't want to hear it."

Su Lingxuan replied without thinking.

"You ......"

Poison Island was annoyed in her heart, and subconsciously wanted to pick up the pillow at hand and smash it on his head, but remembering what happened just now, she wisely did not take action, her snow-white teeth gently bit her lip, and said angrily: "You don't want to know, but I have to tell you." ”

"If you don't listen, you won't listen, what can you do to me." Su Lingxuan turned around and walked to the door, ready to leave.

"You—you stop me!"

Poison Island finally couldn't stand it anymore, so he grabbed the pillow in his hand and threw it at Su Lingxuan's head in anger.

Su Lingxuan didn't look back, grabbed the pillow casually, put the other hand on the doorknob, and left the room at any time, turned around and snorted at Poison Island Yanzi: "If I stop, I'll stop, I don't want to lose face!" ”

"You...... Stingy! No manhood! ”

Poison Island jumped off the bed angrily, regardless of whether the messy clothes on his body could hide his spring light, his cold face was long gone, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Can't you let me a little?" I'm a girl! A girl who has a very troublesome disease! ”

"You look like you're going to tear people apart, you really don't look sick at all!"

After all, Su Lingxuan still had a little emotional intelligence, and he didn't say it directly, but just muttered in his heart and put down the palm that was twisting the doorknob.

Beautiful woman, very troublesome to deal with.

And a beautiful woman who is sick is even more troublesome to deal with!

"Why didn't I find out before, this kid has no one in his eyes and can't help but want to smoke him!"

Seeing Su Lingxuan's troublesome look, Poison Island couldn't wait to use his fist to punch him with hundreds of punches on his hateful face, which was more beautiful than himself, so that he no longer dared to be rude to his elder. At this time, she didn't notice that after Su Lingxuan's tossing, the negative emotions squeezed in her heart seemed to be alleviated a lot at once, and she was even about to jump up and fight......

After a while, Poison Island Tsuneko regained her composure and talked about the past.

"When I was a junior high school student, I once lost time at the kendo club, and when I left school and went home, it was already late in the evening......"

Poison Island Tsuneko's voice was very calm at first, as if she was telling a story that had nothing to do with herself, but as time slowly passed, her tone became deeper and lower, revealing a panic and hesitation, and her body began to tremble, as if she had to hug herself tightly and feel warm under the quilt.

Su Lingxuan saw the strange appearance of Poison Island Tsuneko in his eyes, and patiently listened to Poison Island Tsuneko explain the past.

Actually, what happened was very simple and not complicated at all.

At that time, Poison Island Tsuneko was still in junior high school, and because she received swordsmanship instruction from the Poison Island family since she was a child, she was already the head of the school's kendo club at that time.

One day, when she came home late, she was followed by a pervert on the road, and she was replaced by an ordinary junior high school student, as long as she was not brain-dead, in this case, she must be looking for a place with a lot of people, and asked passers-by or the police for help, but Poison Island didn't do it. Carrying a wooden knife with her, she deliberately let the pervert approach her, and then used the wooden knife to perform swordsmanship, inflicting heavy damage on it, breaking the opponent's leg bones and shoulder blades.

The whole process is not complicated, it can be summed up as the story of a junior high school student who encounters a perverted assault and relies on his personal ability to protect himself and injure the other party. There is nothing to pursue in this kind of thing, and in fact, the police who arrived later did not investigate the fault of Poison Island's excessive defense.

What is not unusual is that the person concerned, Tsuneko Poison Island, realized that she had a strong tendency to violence in the process of fighting the pervert, and when she hit the pervert, she was very happy and excited. She felt that there was an unforgivable dark side hidden in her heart, so she kept suppressing herself and punished herself for keeping a proper distance from others so as not to harm others.

This time the zombie suddenly appeared, and in the battle with the zombies, she once again confirmed her violent tendencies, and when hunting zombies with Su Lingxuan, she realized that killing was a great pleasure for her. Because of this understanding, when she was hit by Su Lingxuan's performance, she happened to see the corpse of a young child zombie who didn't know whether she was dead or Su Lingxuan's knife, and the guilt that surged in her heart suddenly caused her long-accumulated mental trauma to attack, and finally induced PTSD.

"It turns out that it's really not that I hit too hard!"

Su Lingxuan playfully said something that had nothing to do with the theme.

After listening to Poison Island Tsuneko from beginning to end, he finally figured out two things: why he felt a familiar aura from Poison Island Tsuko's body, and-

So you and I are the same kind of person!

Poison Island said that she had serious violent tendencies and was not eligible for happiness, but in fact, in Su Lingxuan's opinion, this was probably a misunderstanding.

In other words, it is a misunderstanding caused by one-sided understanding.

Poison Island Tsumiko said that in the process of fighting perversion, her psychological state is very happy and excited, and then she judges that there is an unforgivable dark side hidden in her heart, but in fact, this excitement and happiness is not because of any dark side, but the emotional fluctuations caused by the swordsmanship she has practiced since she was a child and finally has a place to use.

It's like a martial artist who has been practicing hard for several years and finally mastered a martial arts stunt, but he can only feed with some tricks on weekdays, and the feeling of depression that has power but nowhere to show will always affect him, when the opponent who is really worth fighting or the opportunity to use the stunt appears, he will definitely feel very happy and satisfied in his heart, because through this kind of thing, he has achieved self-satisfaction, and also confirmed his value, indicating that his past efforts have not been in vain.

Poison Island Tsuneko is very confident in her own swordsmanship, and her hard work since she was a child has also made her situation the same as that of the martial artist who has great skills but is overwhelmed by the ordinary daily life and has ambitions, and even the impact on her is even stronger because of her young age.

When Tsukiko Poison Island defeats perversion with swordsmanship, she is like a warrior who has found her self-worth and achieved self-satisfaction, and her heart is full and happy. However, this kind of happiness and happiness is not based on hurting others, but the person's own needs overshadow the normal psychological morality, which is a psychological manifestation that is not very normal but also not dangerous.

If Tsukiko Poison Island had been able to clearly recognize the root cause of her emotional changes at that time, or confiding in others about her boredom, it would not have led to her erroneous judgment that she had a dark side in her heart, let alone the so-called "mental trauma", which led to today's PTSD inducement.

The most troublesome thing is that because of her deep belief in her own judgment and the fact that she has been silently persevering for several years, Poison Island is like being hypnotized by the most clever hypnotist for a long time, and there are really serious violent tendencies in her heart, forming a real sense of pursuing bloodlust and killing.

In other words, the culprit that caused her to induce PTSD was none other than herself-

Poison Island Tsuneko!