For several nights, she finally felt sleepy, but she woke up in all kinds of nightmares, woke up from sleep, and went back and forth, and then she would have a splitting headache and a trance.

Sometimes, when she wakes up from a nightmare, she will not be able to walk out of a trance for a long time, and then she will begin to lose her ability to distinguish and wonder if it is a nightmare or a hallucination.

Ji Weiran began to become exhausted, coupled with lack of sleep, her spirit became very poor, and her face was never ugly, and she even wandered several times during the shooting of commercials.

This situation never happened to her.

Yang Lan also noticed that something was wrong with her, and asked her privately if she was not resting well or if she was under too much pressure.

For the nightmare, inexplicably, Ji Weiran couldn't speak, and in the end she just said that she didn't rest well, in addition, she forced herself to devote herself to no longer wandering.

She vaguely felt that the previous movie role had too much influence, and she still couldn't get out, she was going to see a psychiatrist that day, but she didn't expect to meet Aunt Qiao and Gu Yan, so that after learning about such a big impact, she forgot about it.

After thinking about her situation, Ji Weiran decided to make an appointment with a psychiatrist as soon as possible after she returned from work, she didn't want to delay any longer.

A week later, the work was completely over.

Ji Weiran and his entourage returned to Qingcheng.

It's just unfortunate that the psychiatrist has a temporary business trip for important things, and the time of the business trip conflicts with the time she wants to make an appointment, so Ji Weiran can only make another appointment.

The next day was the time for Jiang Yuchen's new movie to start, and she was going to join the group early in the morning, so she didn't eat with Yang Lan Xiaotang, and wanted to go back early to rest.

When the car entered the Tingxi apartment, I don't know what happened, Ji Weiran actually had a short trance, and his heart was even more indescribable, and this emotion lasted until the elevator reached the floor, and when he saw the sound of the door opening, it reached the peak of sourness and discomfort.

Sound...... It came from the apartment across from her.

It was Li Youlin's house.

When this thought came to him, Ji Weiran's breath stagnated, his body stiffened, and even his nerves tensed.

She forgot to move, just stared at the door for a moment.

One second, two seconds......

"Ji ...... Teacher Ji?! ”

Strange voices, strange young faces.

Ji Weiran was in a trance even more, and almost at the same time, a sore and swollen feeling filled her chest, making her almost breathless.

Who is she?

For a moment, her mind was full of just this thought, and then, with uncontrollable thoughts, the person in front of her came out of Li Youlin's house......

They...... What is the relationship?

Is it his new girlfriend?

Still is......

"Teacher Ji, are you ...... Hello! ”

The crisp sound comes from far and near, and if you listen closely, you can still hear the slight tremor in it.

But Ji Weiran didn't hear it at all, she just ...... looked at the little girl in front of him without blinking.

"Teacher Ji, are you okay?"

The voice came again.

Ji Weiran finally sensed his gaffe.

"Sorry, it's okay, thank you." Her heart was pounding, she was a little incoherent, and she was a little nervous, but more than that, she was afraid, afraid of the relationship between the person in front of her and Li Youlin, "You...... You ......"

"I've only moved here for two days!" The little girl was thoughtful, winked playfully, and explained with a smile, "I didn't expect to see you today, Mr. Ji, what a coincidence!" I actually became neighbors with Mr. Ji! Mr. Ji, please take care of me in the future! Ah, by the way, Mr. Ji, I'm also a fan of yours, I'm ...... To tell you the truth, I entered the entertainment industry because you are my idol......"

What else did she say later, Ji Weiran didn't seem to be able to hear it anymore, the only thing that was clear and kept echoing in her mind was her sentence-

"I've only moved here for two days."

She lives here, so ......

What about Li Youlin?

The pain in his chest suddenly was uncomfortable, and his breathing seemed to be getting worse and worse, and in the end, Ji Weiran couldn't care about the gaffe, and almost fled back to his home.

"Click."

The door closes.

She heard her own frantic heartbeat, and underneath the frenzy, there was a dull ache.

With his back against the door panel, Ji Weiran fell into a trance, and did not move for a long time.

That night, she had insomnia again and had nightmares again.

"Ahh

Ji Weiran woke up from the nightmare again.

Panting heavily, cold sweat was dripping on her forehead, and she unconsciously grabbed the collar of her pajamas with one hand.

It's too real.

That fear...... It's too real.

Even, in this darkness, she actually had a dream that the woman and the baby were in the room, beside her.

Ji Weiran's breathing became more and more rapid.

With a "snap", she turned on all the lights in the room, as if this was the only way she could get rid of that fear.

She didn't close her eyes until dawn.

Insomnia and nightmares, the next day, she felt extremely tired, and when she saw her haggard appearance in the mirror, she was stunned, and in the end, she could only cover it up with makeup.

It's just that cosmetics aren't everything.

As soon as she arrived on the set, she saw Jiang Yuchen frowning and looking herself up and down.

"What's wrong with you? The face is so ugly? ”

Ji Weiran subconsciously touched her face, and it took a few seconds for her to make a hoarse voice: "It's very ...... Is it obvious? ”

Jiang Yuchen's brows furrowed even tighter, and when he put down the things in his hand, he directly pulled her aside: "You ask me if it's obvious?" You didn't look in the mirror before you went out? ”

"Shine on ......"

Looking at the dark blue that couldn't be covered under her eyes, Jiang Yuchen crossed something in his heart.

"Too much pressure?" Without waiting for her to answer, he continued in a deep voice, "If the pressure is too much, I suggest you do a psychological evaluation, if you don't sleep well, then adjust as soon as possible, you should know how busy you are next, I don't want you to be physically unable to hold on." ”

Ji Weiran knew that he was caring about himself, he was right, and she also knew that the root cause of her recent emotional error was that she was under too much pressure and never came out of that role.

Can......

Somehow, she couldn't talk about that nightmare.

Lowering her head, she whispered: "I made an appointment with a psychiatrist, but she hasn't come back yet, and she will ...... next week."

"Find my big brother."

words, blocked.

Of course, Ji Weiran knew that his eldest brother was Lu Yu, although Lu Yu had been abroad for a long time before he returned to Qingcheng, but his fame and professional ability were beyond doubt.

She actually knew that before her previous psychiatrist came back, Lu Yu was the only one she could trust, and she also knew that her situation had better not be delayed.

Can......

"I ......"

"I'm afraid I'll meet the third brother?"

A faint voice fell overhead.

Ji Weiran raised his head suddenly, and hurriedly moved away when he touched Jiang Yuchen's eyes, looking like he was obviously thinking about it.

"It's not." She subconsciously denied it.

Jiang Yuchen stared at her, and finally could only say: "Don't worry, no one will see him when he is working, and the third brother will not go to him for no reason, you can't touch him." ”

Can't touch ......

Oh, yes.

Ji Weiran couldn't help but think, it was true that she couldn't touch it, since that time in the hospital, she and Li Youlin hadn't seen each other for more than half a month, except for the WeChat message he sent, there was no other contact.

He's like ...... disappeared in their own lives, just like when they came back from the deep city, the two deliberately avoided each other.

The fingers clenched together unconsciously tightened and tightened, Ji Weiran felt a little cold inexplicably, and more, Actually, it was ...... Uncomfortable.

Obviously, it shouldn't and can't be like this.

There was a suffocation in her chest, and she tried to restrain herself, and said in a low voice, "...... Got it, I'll go and see it. ”

"Director Jiang!"

Someone was shouting not far away.

Jiang Yuchen heard it, but his eyes always fell on the person in front of him: "If you can't hold it, go early, I can accompany you, don't joke with your body." Again, you know, my crew, I don't want to see anyone slow down. Got it? ”

"I know ......"

Jiang Yuchen left.

"Sister Microdye, it's time to put on makeup." Don Jr. came over to remind.

Ji Weiran suddenly woke up: "Okay." ”

When she was putting on makeup, she thought about it for a long time, and finally took out her mobile phone to find the WeChat of the previous psychiatrist, and asked her how long it would take to come back, and if there were any other reliable psychologists who could introduce her.

After half an hour, the psychiatrist replied to her, saying that he would be back in two days.

Two days......

Ji Weiran thought, she can wait.

So, she didn't think about finding Lu Yu anymore, what she didn't tell Jiang Yuchen was that the reason why she was not very willing to find Lu Yu was not only because of his relationship with Li Youlin, but also because of ...... At that moment, she suddenly thought of Zhao Wanyan, and thought that Lu Yu was also Zhao Wanyan's doctor.

With fluttering eyelashes, Ji Weiran closed his eyes and warned himself not to think about it again.

After putting on makeup, the preparation for the set was almost complete, and the shooting officially began.

Two days later, Ji Weiran took a leave of absence to see a psychiatrist.

The psychiatrist is a doctor she has been in contact with before, and he has some understanding of her condition, and after listening to her words, he also said that she has been under too much pressure recently, thinking too much, and has not come out of her previous role, so she is like this.

The two chatted for nearly an hour, and Ji Weiran was very cooperative throughout the whole process.

Maybe it's really useful, a week after meeting the psychiatrist, although she still has nightmares, the number of nightmares is relatively reduced, and her state is slowly recovering.

It's just that she still thinks of Li Youlin from time to time, whether it's day or night.

Ji Weiran didn't like herself like this, so she began to keep herself busy, filming during the day, reading scripts when she didn't have her own role, or chatting with screenwriters, or observing other people's acting.

For more than half a month, she kept herself so busy that she didn't even have time to drink saliva, let alone think about the man.

Slowly, she stopped thinking about him, and her nightmares became less and less.

She thought she was getting better.

However, the good times were short-lived.

The nightmare returned, and she woke up almost every night, and even began to derive from the nightmare to the point of hallucination.