Chapter 20: Mom is gone
Shaking his head helplessly, the doctor said: "The patient has an acute cerebral hemorrhage, and he was sent over relatively late, so ······ We did our best. ”
"Doctor, what does this mean? What does it mean to do your best? I grabbed the doctor's hand: "Doctor, you want to save my mother, I beg you, I beg you······"
The doctor pulled my hand away and said with a little sadness, "You better prepare for the future." ”
Thump!
I turned around, and my dad fell to the ground.
"Dad! Father! I crawled over and shouted desperately, "Dad! Help me! Help me! ”
Looking at the red emergency light that came on again, I slumped on the floor, leaning against the cold wall, my brain buzzing.
The sound seemed to burst my head, and I couldn't think about anything, just thought over and over again, what had I done wrong? What did my parents do wrong again?
There wasn't a lot of traffic in the county hospital, only a few people passing by occasionally, and the crisp sound of leather shoes hitting the floor came from me, and the sound was getting closer and closer to me.
Then I was picked up and a large hand was placed on my forehead.
I looked up and saw Wen Sisheng's delicate and excessive facial features, a tear was hanging down, and I murmured: "Wen Shao······"
Tears flowed uncontrollably, I grabbed his suit and cried silently, his arms tightened, almost strangled me.
He sat down on the bench and let me sit on his lap as if he were holding a child, and I buried myself in his arms, crying continuously.
"I'm sorry."
He suddenly whispered, I moved slightly, why did he apologize to me?
"I'm late." He went on to explain.
It was only a long time later that I realized how many sad facts were contained in his sorry for me.
I nestled in his arms and prayed in my heart, whoever it is, please let my father be safe.
Fortunately, this time the doctor came out to bring me good news, my father suddenly fainted because the blow was too big, and now there is no major problem.
Then my mother, covered with a white cloth, pushed it out.
I jumped out of Wen Sisheng's arms, threw myself in front of my mother, grabbed the piece of cloth violently, and shouted, "Mom! Mom, wake up, wake up, open your eyes and look at me, please. ”
"Miss, don't do this." The nurse tried to pull me away, but I pushed me away.
"Miss, people can't be resurrected after death, you can't do this."
I shook my head and stubbornly hugged my mother's body: "You talk nonsense, my mother will still open her eyes to look at me, you talk nonsense." ”
She wanted to come up and pull me away again, but was stopped by Wen Sisheng: "You leave first, let her be alone for a while." ”
"But ······"
"Get out!" Wen Sisheng's tone suddenly became irritable, and the nurse was so frightened that she hurriedly left.
He looked at me and said gently, "You can cry as long as you want, and I will be here to watch over you." ”
I threw myself on my mother's body, broke down and cried, feeling my mother's body no longer warm, and I hated only to kill myself.
I don't know how long I cried, maybe an hour, maybe two hours, or more.
When I came back to my senses, I found myself lying on a hospital bench, pillowed on Wen Sisheng's thighs and covered with his blazer.
Hurriedly turned around, and saw that the car carrying his mother was still parked there, and suddenly the sourness in his heart rose again, and tears couldn't help but fall again.
A large hand patted my cheek with a soothing hint of relief.
I sat up, stared at my mother's corpse, and finally admitted that my mother had really left me.
Wen Sisheng shook his hand and asked, "Are you still crying?" ”
Shaking my head, I got up, groomed my mother, and looked at her loving face reluctantly.
The person who was still talking to me on the phone a few days ago and telling me to live a good life is now lying here coldly, and I only have pain and regret left in my heart.
Wen Sisheng turned around and instructed a man, "Beichuan, you go and inform the people at the funeral home." ”
I stopped him and said, "Wait a minute, I want to go buy a beautiful dress for my mom." My mom loves beauty the most, and she'll be upset if she were allowed to go like this. ”
Nodding, he stepped forward and took my hand and said to Beichuan, "You are guarding here." ”
He took me to the biggest mall in the neighborhood to pick out clothes to accompany my mother out of this world.
I really owe so much to my parents, who worked hard to raise me and bring me back to the future. Saying that buying clothes is actually my self-salvation, but I also know that it is only I who deceive myself.
Compared to their efforts, what I did was almost so small that it was negligible.
Mom was angry because of what happened, and in the end, I didn't see her for the last time and listened to her last words.
Every time I think about it, I hate myself like a knife cutting my heart.
Dad was still unconscious, and I postponed Mom's cremation until Dad woke up and saw Mom for the last time.
With this wish, I went through my mother's funeral.
In the funeral home's comfort garden, I knelt before my mother's spirit and said nothing.
Wen Sisheng knelt beside me and guarded my mother's spiritual seat together.
All night, he and I knelt here all night, Wen Sisheng never said anything, only occasionally handed me a glass of water and urged me to drink some water.
In the morning, my brain was so swollen that I almost fainted.
Caught off guard, a slap landed on my face.
The hot pain made me wake up, and when I looked up, I saw my second aunt standing in front of me, followed by other relatives.
whispered, looking at me with disdain in his eyes.
She looked at me hatefully: "I know that you are not a good thing, you have not made people worry since you were a child, and now you have killed your mother, how can you have the face to come?" ”
As she spoke, she raised her hand, and I knelt on my legs all night as if I had lost consciousness and couldn't move at all.
Besides, I can't refute what she scolded me, I closed my eyes and prepared to receive this slap, which might make my heart feel better.
"Oops." The expected pain did not fall, but I heard the exclamation of the second aunt.
When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was already sitting on the ground, Wen Sisheng was protecting me, looking coldly at the second aunt sitting on the ground.
"Enough of you, today is Xia Xia's mother's sacrifice day, aren't you afraid that you will disturb the deceased if you make noise here?" Wen Sisheng said coldly.
Everyone looked up at their mother's tablet, and the discussion became quieter.
Wen Sisheng turned around and slowly pulled me from a kneeling position to a sitting position, his big hands rubbing my already numb legs a little awkwardly. There was a sudden warmth in my heart, which was the warmth of being cared for and held in the palm of my hand.
I secretly looked at the second aunt's face, her face changed a few times, and she sat on the ground and shouted: "Okay, Yu Lexia, you actually brought in all the wild men, aren't you afraid that your mother will die without turning a blind eye......?" ”
Wen Sisheng turned his head suddenly, and I saw that the words of the second aunt were suddenly held back into my throat, and my face turned red.