Chapter 119: Let me out of the palace
Touch?
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel a trace of self-deprecation in her heart.
What he wanted was always just her body, and now, she was so dirty, I'm afraid, he didn't want it anymore!
Her dark eyes flashed a hint of darkness, and she withdrew her hand from his palm.
Sima Mo was stunned, "What's wrong?" ”
Seeing that Murong Jin didn't speak, his eyebrows were stained with worry and he asked softly, "Is there something uncomfortable?" Tell me. ”
However, Murong Jin was silent.
Seeing this, Sima Mo's sword eyebrows furrowed slightly, remembering that Murong Jin had been shouting "Don't ......" when he was asleep Don't come over ......" and so on, so he concluded that Murong Jin was still afraid of what happened that night.
Thinking of this, his eyes crossed a trace of distress, and then he hugged her body and comforted her softly, "It's okay, it's all over, I won't let anyone hurt your ...... again"
However, before Sima Mo's words were finished, he saw Murong Jin suddenly reach out and push him away.
Sima Mo was stunned, "Jin'er? ”
"Don't come here."
Hearing this, Sima Mo's eyes flashed slightly, "Jin'er, are you weird?" ”
Murong Jin was silent.
Seeing this, Sima Mo seemed to sigh lightly, "It's me who is not good, I shouldn't have been angry with you that day, I was wrong, Jin'er, forgive me, okay?" ”
Just because he learned that day that she wanted to die, he was angry, and he lost his mind for a while and did something to hurt her. And these days, in fact, he has been very self-blaming. If he hadn't been angry with her that day and left her alone in the Hall of Eternal Life, then maybe she wouldn't have been killed because of this.
Hearing this, Murong Jin pursed her lips, "Your Majesty is right, it's the slave who is wrong." ”
Perhaps, she should have been clearly aware of her identity a long time ago, she is just a maid in the front palace, she should be content to be able to get the favor of the emperor, but she is as selfish as she is, and she can't accept that the emperor is with other women.
"Jin'er, I know that you are still angry, you can punish me however you want, as long as you forgive me, I will promise you anything."
Hearing this, Murong Jin's eyes flashed slightly, "Promise anything?" ”
"Yes, as long as you say it, I will promise you anything."
"Let me out of the palace."
She suddenly felt tired, perhaps, this palace was not suitable for her to stay any longer.
"No way!" Sima Mo's dark eyes flashed with a hint of panic, "Except for leaving the palace, I can promise you, Jin'er, I really know my mistake, don't leave me, I can't live without you." ”
"Your Majesty's harem has three thousand beauties, even if I am missing, there are still other women who serve Your Majesty, why should Your Majesty force me to keep one?"
"No!" Sima Mo's tone was a little eager, just because he was afraid of her leaving, "I don't want other women, I just want you, Jin'er, I only have you in my heart!" ”
Only her in my heart?
Murong Jin was stunned for a moment, but at this moment, he suddenly remembered that his robe was stained with the fragrance of Mrs. Li Ji that day, and the scene when he ordered Gonggong Jiang Zhaowei to sleep in the world.
Since he said that he only had her in his heart, why should he be with other women? Or is it that the sentence in his mouth at the moment is only her, but in fact it is just a lie?
She couldn't guess how much of the truth of his words were, and at the same time, she was tired, no matter whether his words were true or not, she didn't want to guess anymore.
"I'm tired, Sima Mo, let me go."
There are too many intrigues in this palace, and she is indifferent by nature, so she shouldn't belong here.
Hearing this, Sima Mo was anxious, and then stepped forward and hugged her tightly, "Jin'er, you left, what should I do?" ”
His touch made her feel uncomfortable instantly, so she wanted to break free, but he hugged it too tightly.
"There are too many good-looking women in this harem, even if I leave, I believe that each of them will be able to fulfill the identity of this imperial palace maid......"
"I don't care if they are up to the task, I just want you!"
"Sima Mo, why do you have to do this?"
"Jin'er, don't you understand my heart? I don't need a maid in the front palace, I need you! With that, he suddenly let go of her, and then took her palm and landed on his chest.
"Jin'er, do you remember what I said? Only you can make my heartbeat lose the beating heart and have the power to beat again, Jin'er, if you leave, my heart will lose the power to beat, can you bear it? ”
Hearing this, Murong Jin's eyes flashed slightly.
Feeling the sonorous beating of the heart under the palm, her mind inexplicably remembered his affectionate confession that day, so at this moment, her heart was a little shaken for no reason.
"Jin'er, I need you, don't leave me, stay by my side, okay?"
Murong Jin bit his lip, "I ......"
"Jin'er, promise me, don't leave, I only need you, I always only need you, other women in the harem, I have never touched it, I only need you!"
Hearing this, Murong Jin was stunned, "The other women in the harem ...... You've never touched it? ”
"No, I've never touched any other woman, I believe in me, my heart is only you."
"That'...... Mrs. Li Ji, and Wei Cairen? ”
"I've never touched them, and if you don't believe me, I can swear." Speaking of which, he really swore an oath.
Murong Jin's eyes flashed slightly.
It turned out that he hadn't touched other women, so everything was just a misunderstanding? So, what he just said, only she in his heart, is it true?
However, she is already so unclean, how can she still stay by his side and be with him?
"Sima Mo, I ......"
"Jin'er, I know that you can't bear me, and you won't leave me, right?"
Hearing this, Murong Jin bit her lip, "But ......"
"There's nothing, Jin'er, I'll give you a few days to think about it, and then I'll answer me when you've figured it out, okay?"
He knew that she must also be reluctant in her heart, so if he gave her a few days to sort out her emotions, he believed that she would figure it out when the time came.
Hearing this, Murong Jin pursed his lips for a long time before he nodded.
It wasn't until Murong Jin nodded and agreed that Sima Mo's originally hanging heart finally relaxed.
"Hungry?" Remembering that she had been asleep for so many days and had basically not eaten, he asked softly, "What do you want to eat, I will let the imperial dining room make it for you, huh?" ”
Murong Jin shook his head and said he didn't want to eat it.
"No way!" Sima Mojian's eyebrows furrowed slightly, "You haven't eaten for many days, how can your body recover like this, be good, listen to me, eat something." After the words fell, he immediately ordered the little eunuch guarding the door to go to the imperial dining room to bring some light food.
The little eunuch didn't dare to slack off, so he immediately brought a bowl of vegetarian porridge from the imperial dining room, put the vegetarian porridge down, and the little eunuch withdrew with interest.
Picking up the vegetarian porridge, Sima Mo carefully fed Murong Jin.
"Well, eat a little, so that the body can recover quickly."