"Woo woo ......" Chen Cheng, who was crawling on the ground, first sobbed quietly, and finally cried loudly, as if he wanted to collect all his grievances into tears.

"Why, I'm not a big beauty? Why am I not top-notch in my studies? Why don't I have a special talent? Why am I so ordinary! Chen Cheng was like a dam washed over by a flood, and all his anger and unwillingness poured out: "I don't want to be so ordinary......"

The moment she was pulled back by Bai Yao just now, countless terrifying images flashed in front of Chen Cheng's eyes, she jumped from there, her life was over, even if she attracted countless onlookers, no one felt sorry for her. She doesn't want to die! At this moment, she could finally confirm her own idea.

Bai Yao sat on the spot with his arms covered, listening to Chen Cheng talk to himself about her story. She is an ordinary girl, her appearance and talent are very ordinary, and she has a strong mother. In her childhood and adolescence, she could hear her mother say the same thing every day: "Why can other people's children be so good?" Why are other people's children so beautiful that they can perform on stage? Why do other people's children learn so well, and teachers praise them in public at the parent-teacher meeting? Why are other children so talented and winning awards at such a young age? Why can't you do anything? ”

"I went to your teacher today and wanted to talk about your studies, do you know what's wrong? Your teacher can't even remember that she has such a student as you. It's a shame for me! ”

"Speak, you don't have a mouth? Call people! You learn from your cousin, you see how sweet people's mouths are! ”

"You don't deserve to be my child."

Perhaps these words are just momentary words in the eyes of parents, but for young children, they are like a steel needle, poked in the heart, no matter how many years have passed, they cannot be pulled out.

"I remember when I was very young, my parents were arguing. My mother said that your daughter is as useless as you! I felt sick when I saw it. My dad replied to her, your daughter is as ugly as you, otherwise how could she be hated by the teacher. Even if she could learn a little bit from me, she wouldn't be so ordinary that people can't remember it. ”

Although many years have passed, Chen Cheng still can't forget these words. She slowly got up from the ground and sat on the ground holding her knees: "They always say that it is for me that they will not get divorced, they have paid so much, why can't I fight for some anger." But I really want to beg them, divorce you. ”

Chen Cheng's tone was very flat, but tears continued to flow down his cheeks.

"It turns out that having parents doesn't necessarily mean that everything is good." Bai Yao looked up at the sky, as if it was very close, as if he could touch it by moving a ladder and climbing up. Grandma said that her parents were watching her from heaven and would protect her. But since she was a child, she hasn't dreamed of her parents once. What she dreamed of the most was a bunch of people blocking her and her grandmother to ask for money, and her grandmother was dying if she had no money for treatment. At this time, she will wake up crying. At this time, Bai Yao thought about what the situation would be like if he had parents. But unlike before, what she thought this time was, will her parents quarrel too? Will you also think that she is not beautiful, and that she is not good at studying?

"What happened to your parents?" Chen Cheng heard Bai Yao's sneering and asked in a low voice. It's like a man trapped on an isolated island, looking for a poor man who is still floating on driftwood.

Bai Yao glanced at her, although she understood Chen Cheng's thoughts, she still wanted to say it: "Passed away." ”

"Huh?"

"When I was six or seven years old, my dad died in a fire trying to save people."

"Your dad is a firefighter?"

"Hmm. My mother's health was not good, and she couldn't stand the stimulation and passed away due to excessive grief. ”

“…… I'm sorry. Chen Cheng didn't expect that Bai Yao was more pitiful than she thought: "Then how did you grow up?" ”

"At the beginning, the state allocated me a subsidy, as well as my father's pension, and many relatives fought to support me. Later, they learned that all the money was used to treat my mother and pay back my uncle's money, and there would be no one to support me. Like a cargo, I was sent from the second aunt's house to the third uncle's house, and from the third uncle's house to the eldest uncle's house. It's dirty all day, and my hands and feet are rotten every day. No way, my elderly grandmother took me over, took me with this oil bottle, and raised me with her retirement salary. Bai Yao has never told anyone about the situation at home, and the only one who knows this is Dou Dou, a friend who grew up with her: "I actually envy you, at least you don't have to worry about money." ”

"That's why you're working so hard to make money, so why don't you apply for a bursary?" Most of the students in their school are in good condition, but there are places for bursaries in each class, and Chen Cheng still remembers that when he was a freshman, the number of bursary applicants was too small, and the teacher specially asked in the class.

"Because my grandmother said that we are not poor" Bai Yao pretended not to care and smiled: "I can make money on my own, and I don't want to be looked at with pitiful eyes." ”

"Oh......" Chen Cheng glanced at Bai Yao carefully: "To be honest, I think you are smiling too hard." ”

Bai Yao's smile froze on his face and slowly collapsed. No matter how he brainwashed himself, Bai Yao also knew that he was poor. Not many people collect all their dimes to buy lunch. She still remembers the sympathetic and suspicious looks of the people around her when she bought buns with a large handful of neatly stacked dimes. Even if she keeps telling herself that the money is earned by selling scrap products. But those eyes were still like a giant scale, so that she couldn't lift her head. Her heart is not poor, but she is really poor. Grandma was afraid that she would have low self-esteem, so she pretended not to care about other people's eyes and pretended to be a philistine villain who only loved money. She couldn't let her grandmother down, so she had to pretend she didn't feel poor.

"You're not going to tell anyone about it today, are you?"

"You won't tell anyone about me, will you?"

"Tell you to jump off the building? I'm not that bored. ”

"Everyone knows you're poor, so there's no need to say it."

“…… I'm not poor. People who are really poor are poor at heart. ”

"Whatever you want, I also said I could see ghosts."

“……”

Bai Yao was indignant, Chen Cheng sat up from the ground, suddenly stopped, and turned his head to ask Bai Yao.

"What do you have to do with the sun?"

"It doesn't matter, it's the relationship between the landlord and the slave."

"But I think he's very unusual to you."

Bai Yao also stood up on the ground and patted the soil on his buttocks: "It's very unusual, and the attitude towards me is even worse." ”

"Bad can still rush up to you?" Chen Cheng raised his chin behind Bai Yao, Bai Yao stiffened, and slowly turned his head.

At the staircase of the rooftop, the sun was standing there, because of the backlight, so Bai Yao didn't see his expression clearly, only saw that his posture was upright, and he had a temperament that ordinary people did not have.

But it was also at this moment that Bai Yao saw the distance between himself and the sun, as if he was as high as a sixteen-story building, as if he was with the sky, it seemed that it was easy to reach, but in fact, you couldn't touch it far away.

"Master Xiaocao, did you hear everything?" Chen Cheng still remembers that he smashed Sunshine's car and hasn't lost any money yet.

Sunshine's long eyelashes twitched, and he lightly opened his lips: "You go down." ”

Chen Cheng swallowed his saliva, nodded violently, and didn't dare to let the sun guarantee him, so he wouldn't say anything, just holding his head and slipping out.

On the huge rooftop, there were only two people left, Sunshine and Bai Yao.

Sunshine took a step forward, and Bai Yao immediately shrank his shoulders.