Chapter 103: We Are Friends
Zhuang Zhuang felt that human feelings are very delicate, and sometimes it is difficult to measure them with reason.
Let's take myself as an example, I used to think that what I liked was Xiang Zisu's one, small and exquisite, beautiful and charming princess Fan, I was a little moved at first sight when I saw Xiang Zisu's photo, but after really getting along with Xiang Zisu, I found that there seemed to be something missing on her body that could really attract her, and he couldn't say what it was.
As for Ye Mei, on the contrary, she always has something that can attract her, but at first he felt that it was impossible to like a woman like her, but now he faintly felt that he was very relaxed when he was with Ye Mei, and he was even more comfortable than when he was with Xiang Zisu.
Zhuang Zhuang smiled bitterly and shook his head, what's wrong with him, why do you have to dwell on this matter, didn't you say that you don't want to find out the truth about your father's suicide and don't think about your own personal problems?
Gathering his thoughts, he called Xiang Zisu.
I made an appointment to meet Zisu at the foot of Fuquan Mountain in the fairy pool, where the scenery was good.
Zhuang Yan arrived at the date ten minutes early, sat on a stone chair by the Yuxian Pond, lit a cigarette, and looked at the old man flying a kite on the grass in the distance and the children rolling and playing, his mood suddenly relaxed a lot.
"How long have you been here?" Xiang Zisu didn't know when she appeared in front of the solemn face, she was dressed like a middle school student today, with a short skirt, white cotton stockings, low-heeled leather shoes, and a white short-sleeved shirt on her upper body, and a tie behind the shirt, with a blue sea soul strip on the hat, a bit like a navy uniform, her hair was a simple ponytail, and she was carrying a small black leather backpack.
Solemn smiled: "I've just arrived." ”
Xiang Zisu sat down beside him without waiting for him to say hello, and Zhuang Yan found that Xiang Zisu also had two bottles of soda in her hand, and she handed one to Zhuang Zheng: "Here, you like to drink." ”
Zhuang Zhuang didn't expect that she was quite careful, and she seemed to have only mentioned once that she liked to drink soda.
He took it and unscrewed the lid and took a sip: "Thank you." ”
"I saw you in a daze just now, what were you thinking?" Xiang Shiso asked.
Solemnly played with the soda bottle and leaned back on the back of the chair: "I don't think about anything, just be in a daze, sometimes it's good to be in a daze, you can think about nothing, let your brain return to an ethereal state." ”
"Tell me, what's the matter with me?" Xiang Zisu asked softly, there was no one else here, but her voice was not loud, which often represented a kind of shyness.
"It's a bit of a thing, but I don't know what to say." What Zhuang Zhuang said was the truth, he had been thinking about how to tell Xiang Zisu about that matter just now, just like Ye Mei said, he had to pay attention to ways and means to make Xiang Zisu more acceptable.
Xiang Zisu frowned slightly: "What is it that makes you so unspeakable?" ”
solemnly lit a cigarette, then tilted his head to look at Xiang Zisu: "What would you do if you suddenly found out that you were not your mother's biological child?" I'm talking about what if! ”
As soon as he said this, he secretly despised himself, how could his mouth become so stupid.
Xiang Zisu's face changed: "What do you mean by this?" ”
solemn and bitter smile: "Okay, you are not your mother's biological mother, which means that Tang Ru is not your biological mother, do you understand when I say this?" ”
Xiang Zisu stood up suddenly: "How is it possible?" ”
Solemnly sighed: "Sit down and listen to me talk to you slowly." ”
Xiang Zisu sat down again, her eyes looking straight at the solemn one.
Zhuang Yan told her life experience in detail, Xiang Zisu just listened, did not insert a word, and Zhuang Yan found that she bit her lip tightly at the end, and Yan Yan could feel that her heart was very unsettled. In fact, no matter who hears such news, it is impossible to be calm, and the mother who has been called by me for more than 20 years has no blood relationship with him!
"Is this true?" Xiang Zisu's voice trembled.
Solemnly nodded: "It's mostly true, I don't think they will joke about this kind of thing." ”
Xiang Zisu said, "But I'm my father's daughter, right?" ”
Solemnly nodded again, there should be no doubt about this.
"Actually, she was very good to me, she also cared about me when I was a child, and she loved me very much, but now she ......" Xiang Zisu didn't say any more, but solemnly knew that what she said must be Tang Ru.
"Shisu, someone may use this matter to make a fuss now, I know what kind of harm this will bring you, as a friend, I hope you can stand up, in fact, it's not a big deal, as children, we don't have a choice at all, don't we?"
solemnly comforted her, for fear that she would not be able to think about it.
Xiang Zisu smiled faintly: "Don't worry, I'm fine, isn't it my father's illegitimate daughter?" I'm still to my family, am I? What others think, life is my own after all. ”
Hearing her say this, solemn finally breathed a sigh of relief.
"I'm supposed to be the focus of their game now, right?" Xiang Shiso asked.
Zhuang Zhuang did not deny that the game between He Zhibin and Tang Ru now revolves around Xiang Zisu's life experience.
"Are they courting you on both sides?" Xiang Zisu raised her eyebrows and looked solemn, she was a smart girl, so she could naturally think of this.
solemnly pursed his lips and nodded: "That's right, Tang Ru wants the two of us to be together, and He Zhibin also hopes that I can use your boyfriend's identity to find out Tang Ru's hole cards for them." ”
"What about you, what do you think yourself?" Xiang Zisu asked Zhuang Yan very seriously, this answer was very important to her, she wanted to see what kind of status and weight she had in Zheng Zheng's heart.
solemnly waved his hand: "I refuse, I am disgusted with this kind of game that uses feelings as bargaining chips." ”
"It's as simple as that?" Xiang Zisu was obviously a little disappointed, she originally thought that the solemnity was because of her.
Solemn coughed: "And I can't hurt you, we're friends anyway." ”
"Friends." Repeat softly to Shiso.
Zhuang Zhuang didn't speak, where could he not see Xiang Zisu's loss, he could be sure that Xiang Zisu was indeed interesting to himself, and it was because of this that he didn't dare to make that kind of joke with Xiang Zisu again, he was afraid that Xiang Zisu would misunderstand himself and fall deeper.
He's a fool, but that doesn't mean he's a bastard who cheats his feelings, and he still has this awareness.
Xiang Zisu sighed faintly: "You're right, we're friends, I'm glad you can care about my feelings." I'm fine, I'm going to see what kind of role they play. How the hell did my dad die, and who killed him! ”
When he said the last sentence, Xiang Zisu gritted his teeth, and a flame of hatred appeared in his eyes.
Solemnly patted her on the shoulder, but didn't speak, sometimes even if you don't speak, the other party can understand what you mean.
"Do you like that policewoman?" Xiang Zisu suddenly made a look for solemnity, and when Xiang Zisu saw him like this, he squeezed out a smile: "Don't admit it, if you don't like her, you won't turn a blind eye to me." ”
Solemnly sighed: "I really haven't thought about this problem now, I just don't think it's time yet." ”
Xiang Zisu's face widened a lot: "So I still have a chance?" ”