I mentioned an ex-boyfriend before, and I have been able to persist in the clinic until now thanks to his encouragement, whenever the piercing always fails, I encounter some difficult patients, and my uncle has more than once sarcastic with the patient... Many times I want to rise up, because of his persuasion, I have also let go, thank him, only two years older than me, but like a big brother gave me a lot of companionship and warmth.

At that time, I didn't say it, but I was under a lot of pressure in my heart, as soon as I took a break and was free, I wanted to find him to accompany me, and I developed a psychology of dependence on the object from college, and I didn't want friends, so I was really lonely, in fact, it wasn't that my friends didn't want to deal with me, it was my own initiative to give up contact with friends, and now my best friend Meiqi, who I made in my freshman year, will also scold me for being stupid, scolding me for being heavy and light on friends, at that time, stupid, as long as I like a person, I can't wait to tie him to my side, that person is like a handful of sand in my handAt first, it was a full handful, but when I dropped two small grains of sand, I was honestly frightened and held it tighter, but the tighter I held it, the more I lost, and the tighter it was held... In the end, the relationship was gone, I was split, but I cried heartbreakingly, now it seems that I was a fool at that time, I met my ex-boyfriend when I was tortured by the previous relationship, I just wanted to find someone for the time being, chatting and solving loneliness, but my ex-boyfriend was serious, he said that he had a very good impression of me when he saw me, a little bit of thinking, I really didn't think so much, but from his words I can see some clues, I am also a little scum, he is like serving his daughter, accommodating me for more than half a year, I was angry with him willfully, he took me to eat, took me around, went back with me to take care of my grandmother who was hospitalized, tried my best to perform in front of my family, and then I was with him in a daze, just because I felt indebted, and I didn't want to marry him, because of the torture of the previous relationship, I felt that it was okay to find someone who was good for me, I no longer held him like sand, but my hot and cold made him very frightened, just like the lyrics sang: "What you can't get is always in turmoil, Those who are favored have nothing to fear. "I worked hard, and he got used to me.

I subconsciously didn't want to be old with him, I wanted to lose him one day, and in the end I broke up with him on the grounds that he was too busy with work, and this time he didn't keep him, which was both expected and unexpected.

It's quite guilty, really, after all, it also takes up a year of youth between others and yourself, even if the kitten and puppy get along for a year, it also has feelings, not to mention that it is a person who loves you and will not appear in your life from now on, it's very sad.

I couldn't get out, and I couldn't eat for a few days, so I only ate breakfast, and at noon, the doctor at the clinic asked me why I didn't eat, and I said lose weight.

After a few days, my heart was still very painful, and then I talked about it with Aunt Xu, who I felt like a confidant sister, (Aunt Xu is also a doctor in the clinic), Aunt Xu said, what's the matter, I said that I have a bad temper, and I left for others, Aunt Xu said, it is a very good child, because he has come to the clinic to accompany me several times, so the doctor knows him, and the impression is very good.

Aunt Xu said good things about him, and I regretted it, but how can there be regret medicine in the world, if you divide it, you will divide it.

Later, my ex-boyfriend always asked for warmth, so I treated him as an old friend, as a confidant brother, and sometimes chatted about all kinds of small things that had happened recently, and finally found a more comfortable and unburdened way to get along.

Everyone determines what role he will play in your life as soon as they appear. Do you believe in the cycle of cause and effect, I didn't believe it before, but now I believe it, that day in Xiaobei Clinic, about the afternoon, there were still a lot of patients that day, a man of about 2 wearing a peaked cap, carrying a crossbody bag, tall and big, this person seems to have a strong attraction, and has a strong aura, and then I think it may be hormones.

He told the doctor on duty that day, I was in the hospital to check for sinusitis, this is really uncomfortable today, I came to hang two bottles of dripping, see him uncomfortable covering his face I want to laugh, yes, want to laugh, quite underwhelming, I like a person from the beginning of schadenfreude.

I still remember his tone and expression vividly, and then I tied him with a drip, very gentle, I also wanted to make a good impression on my love, and I sat down opposite him.

He actually took the initiative to talk to me, he asked me, do you like to write, I said I like it, he said he is the provincial writers' association, really I am more interested in the person sitting opposite, I am a person who is super interested in text and literature, there is a circle of friends in my WeChat circle of friends is that I once, bored to wander around outside, inadvertently wandered to the provincial writers' association, took a photo of the provincial writers' association, and accompanied the text,

"I found a handsome place", this time I met a writer who came out of the Provincial Writers Association, like a dream, he showed me his mobile phone, his works, and added my WeChat, we chatted a lot that day, I was deeply impressed by his maturity and stability, and endless talent.

I didn't dare to think too much, I thought that there was a good friend of the Provincial Writers' Association, and if I wanted to write something in the future, I could give me guidance or something, after all, this person is very pleasing to the eye, and I like it, I like it silently.

When he came back that day, I still felt a little unfinished, and no one saw a seed of fate sprouting.