She asked for a small yellow croaker and bacon, but she didn't dare to eat it too spicy, for fear of getting acne. Although Xu Wei has fewer scruples than her, the dishes she wants are also lighter according to her taste.

While waiting for the food to be served, neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere fell into embarrassment for a while, and finally Xu Wei took the lead in breaking the silence.

"Ye Feng, I've been thinking outside all these years, you haven't told others everywhere that I'm missing, have you?"

Burst! What are these words? Sure enough, the American emperor stayed a lot, and did he learn the humor of crooked nuts? He's even learned to joke. Ye Feng's mood relaxed a lot.

She is not a little girl anymore, she can no longer be so nervous in front of a man as before, it is long overdue between them.

"Anyway, our classmates think so now, anyway, you can't see it, and you can't prove it."

Xu Wei smiled, he also knew that she was joking.

He was still the same as before, and his smile was very quiet and gentle, as if there was a moonlight outside the window: "I said, come back and contact my old classmates, and I was surprised as if I saw a ghost!" ”

Yo, it's no wonder no one!

"Who told you to say goodbye in the first place? It was you who made your whereabouts unknown, and you are legally going to be declared missing after two years, and you have been more than three years now, and it is normal for others to be surprised! ”

Yes, it was he who said goodbye without saying goodbye, and even broke up with her so vaguely and hastily, getting rid of her like throwing off a burden, for fear of getting involved with him. I don't respect her at all, I don't respect the relationship, I don't respect my past.

In fact, his heart has always been full of guilt and self-blame for this: "Ye Feng, I was ...... at that time"

The waiter has already brought the dish, and the bacon just out of the pot looks red and dry, and it must taste very fragrant.

"Let's eat first!" Ye Feng interrupted him, there was still a lot of time, there was no need to say it before the meal, she was afraid that what he said would make her sad and affect her appetite.

"Good!" Xu Wei also felt that some words were not good to say before the meal, he followed Ye Feng's meaning, and took the initiative to sandwich two pieces of bacon for her for the first time.

Ye Feng smiled and joked with him: "Yo, it's so real, such a big two pieces of meat, I have to lose weight!" ”

"What kind of fat to lose, you've lost too much weight! When you eat less food, you eat more medicine, have you forgotten the 'law of conservation of the stomach'? ”

Haha, she hasn't forgotten this law she spoofed based on her own experience, and she always remembers it clearly.

"I thought you went to the United States, and you would get a lot fatter and stronger every day with milk bread and butter, why do you still look so thin now? How do you keep your figure? ”

Although he was thin before, he didn't get to this point, and in his junior and senior years, he weighed 65 kilograms, why does it look less than 60 kilograms now? Could it be that there is something wrong with the body?

Even at this time, Ye Feng still cared about him, which was a habit she had developed for more than ten years. By then, they had separated, and she would be worried about his safety when she saw a tornado and thunderstorm in the United States.

When he encounters gunfire, he is even more afraid, for fear that something will happen to him. After all, she still has a concern for him in her heart, although he has nothing to do with her for a long time.

"Let me tell you, this is very simple, after working in a Chinese restaurant for a period of time, you want to vomit when you smell the food, and your figure will naturally be maintained."

"Haha, your body is spitting out feelings!"

But isn't it, Xu Wei continued to talk about his various experiences in the United States, Ye Feng has never been abroad, and he listened to it with relish. Three years seems to be a long time, but in fact, when Xu Wei really said it, he didn't think it was too long, and it seemed that one meal was enough to tell all kinds of stories.

He focused on the dumplings in the Chinese restaurant, not to mention the strange appearance, the taste is particularly salty, and every time he goes back after eating dumplings, he has to drink several glasses of water to quench his thirst. The hunger for water was comparable to eating a whole bottle of chili sauce.

Ye Feng giggled, listening to him complain about the past, he said a lot, but he didn't talk about Gao Fei. She didn't ask, it was still a hurt to her after all, and if he didn't say it, she wouldn't ask.

Xu Wei looked at the gentle and quiet her opposite, he always felt that it would be difficult to face her again, but he didn't expect that when the two sat down face to face, they felt that the two of them were as tacit and comfortable as old friends. More than a decade of life overlapped, and they were originally old friends. He was suddenly a little emotional:

"Ye Feng," he stopped her, the emotions in his eyes were shaking, "I was immature back then, I did many things that shouldn't have been done, and I said many inappropriate things, I apologize to you." “

In her eyes, he can see the traces of his growth over the past ten years.

She was accompanied by him at the best age, although their love was sincere, but he still chose to give in to reality and compromise with the future. He didn't hesitate to hurt her for this.

He remorseed, he was sad, he tortured himself, but all this discomfort was precisely to make himself feel better, and it was useless for her, who was hurt the most. He knew that he would eventually come over to apologize, apologize solemnly to her back then, and apologize solemnly to their love back then.

My dear girl, I do not expect you to forgive me, but only to hear my sincere repentance.

"You know, I can't remember anything, I forget everything I should forget."

The past is all gone, so many years of unwillingness, the moment he said his apology, all of them were scattered with the wind, Ye Feng's heart suddenly felt a little relieved, as if everything was beginning to settle. Perhaps this is the apology she has been waiting for.

This asks him for a word, she can forgive and forget what happened in the past.

She smiled at him, trying to keep her composure, not wanting to recreate the panicked and overwhelmed way she saw him in her school uniform.

Xu Wei looked at her smile, suddenly his nose was a little sour, he was extremely ashamed, he was rational and calm on the surface, but in fact, compared to her, she was not as strong and brave as her, and had a soft and tolerant heart.

He picked up a glass of wine and saluted her solemnly from the bottom of his heart. Ye Feng thought about it, decided to take it with a smile, and drank it all. Regardless of the past, the two laughed and grudged.

Xu Wei drank alcohol, so naturally he couldn't drive, but fortunately, the place where he ate was quite close to the community, so the two of them walked back, just chatting and taking a look at the scenery on the side of the road.

He didn't stop until he reached the door of the unit, and when they parted, he suddenly pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly. Ye Feng was stunned for a moment, and tears flowed out at once. At this moment, she was so greedy for his warmth, and her mood after calming down all night fell apart in an instant.

She wants to say goodbye to the regrets and unwillingness of the past, but how should she live without him tomorrow?

Maybe this day should have come a long time ago, but life sometimes requires a sense of ritual, and she has never had the opportunity to form such a game. As for whether she really let go, she didn't dare to ask herself.

That's it, she can't love him anymore, and she doesn't want to hate him, so let them be ordinary friends.

In this way, she at least has an excuse to mention him, and even smile and say hello when we meet in the future. She has always been passive and humble in the relationship between the two. This is what she wants to see most now.

She remembered the way he pretended to pass by the door of her classroom, the frosty ears he had when he went out to work to prepare her for a Christmas present, and the way he cried when he was drunk and hugged her.

She is a disgusting coward who does not dare to take responsibility, and usually only blindly thinks of his bad to herself, and deliberately does not think of the moments when he was good to herself, in order to comfort herself that his departure is not her fault.

In fact, no, this relationship can't maintain the responsibility of both people, and she can't discredit the teenager who has loved her for more than ten years in order to shirk her responsibility.

Xu Wei wiped her tears and left a kiss on her forehead: "Don't cry, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning." ”

She didn't understand what he meant, and she didn't dare to guess, there was a storm in her heart, but in the end, she just looked at him and nodded gently.

As soon as the elevator door opened, I saw Li Hao squatting on the ground. When he saw her coming back, he immediately got up to greet her: "Sister, where have you been?" “

He went out in a hurry, didn't bring the keys to the house, and didn't know that she was not at home when he came back, and he had been texting and calling during this time, but Ye Feng's mobile phone had been silent and put it in his bag, and he didn't see it.

"Why did you come back so early?"

She thought that the young man would have to play until the early hours of the morning to come back, and she was even prepared that he would not come back tonight and go out to open a room with his friends.

"You came back after eating, why are you dressed like this, what are you doing when you go out so late?"

even wore a skirt and small high heels, and changed into a lipstick that was completely different from the daytime, dressed up so ladylike and artistic, wouldn't it be a date? Could it be that she encouraged him to go out and hang out because she wanted to go out to meet men?

When Li Hao got closer, he saw that Ye Feng's eyes were very red and swollen, as if he had just cried: "Sister, what's wrong with you?" Who bullied you? Why are you crying? ”

"I'm fine, come in."

She turned around and looked at Li Hao a little strangely: "Come in, what's wrong?" “

Li Hao tried hard to manage his expression, and his face was so bad that he couldn't describe it in words: "Sister, are you going to see Xu Wei?" ”

Ye Feng looked into his eyes, the wine he drank today, his eyes were a little red, it was not a good time to talk about things rationally.

"I'm your editor, we're in a gambling relationship, and we don't have anything else to do with it, so don't ask about my private life."

Li Hao pressed all the feelings that were about to erupt into his stomach, he nodded, his eyes were full of unwillingness: "I know!" ”